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10,000th Post Blog - I Conquered My Depression

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Deleted User 173346
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
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August 20 2019 19:59 GMT
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TheEmulator
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
28100 Posts
August 20 2019 22:35 GMT
#2
It's good to hear that you are figuring everything out. I am honestly not that informed on the process of transitioning, although I can imagine it's equally difficult and rewarding.

Personally I figured out the root of my depression a few years ago, and it's definitely the most important step toward everything getting better. I wish nothing but the best of luck to you going forward.
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rabidch
Profile Joined January 2010
United States20289 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-08-21 07:52:13
August 21 2019 07:40 GMT
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great blog

i have a coworker who has transitioned and shes gone through hell (family disowned her) but is happier now

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Maverick_2009
Profile Joined December 2014
Somewhere2002 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-08-21 14:10:14
August 21 2019 14:08 GMT
#4
I've had a few very close friends that are trans and a distant cousin as well and I can only say I'm happy for you for being able to come out feeling strongly and confidently about it. These friends of mine are all happier in the process of transitioning and while they might be close friends, I admit that I don't know much about the process or indeed what it's like to have gender dysphoria at all.

It's really encouraging to see people able to overcome depression and it gives me some hope in my own case so thanks for this blog and I hope things continue on this upward trajectory for you, Kira.
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Fleetfeet
Profile Blog Joined May 2014
Canada2751 Posts
August 21 2019 19:32 GMT
#5
Go Kira! Gratz on finding a you you want to be - and when someone gives you a hard time know that you're not alone, and there are people that believe in and support you
evanthebouncy!
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
United States12796 Posts
August 21 2019 19:55 GMT
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wecome to the 10k club
Life is run, it is dance, it is fast, passionate and BAM!, you dance and sing and booze while you can for now is the time and time is mine. Smile and laugh when still can for now is the time and soon you die!
Deleted User 173346
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
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August 22 2019 04:16 GMT
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sunrazgriz
Profile Joined April 2015
Vatican City State1573 Posts
August 23 2019 01:46 GMT
#8
hey Kira, that is very nice of you to share
i encountered stress and depression back in 2012 to 2013 and dota is my way to cope. right now i mostly play apex legends.

Congrats to you for finding who you really are.
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EvilTeletubby
Profile Blog Joined January 2004
Baltimore, USA22259 Posts
August 23 2019 20:05 GMT
#9
Congrats! Be happy with who you are no matter what.
Moderatorhttp://carbonleaf.yuku.com/topic/408/t/So-I-proposed-at-a-Carbon-Leaf-concert.html ***** RIP Geoff
Dracolich70
Profile Joined May 2011
Denmark3820 Posts
Last Edited: 2019-08-24 00:33:40
August 24 2019 00:26 GMT
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Was a great pleasure reading it, and you showed immense bravery in doing so. Wish you all the best, henceforth. Glad you got out of that toxic relationship, and doing your healing process, while transforming both mentally and metaphorically into a beautiful butterfly, spreading your wings of happiness and love.
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Slomo
Profile Joined November 2010
Germany7198 Posts
August 24 2019 09:29 GMT
#11
I can't imagine the stress you went trough and probably never will. But you kicked depressions ass and made a huge change in your life. This takes serious mental fortitude and I wish you the very best! Stay strong!
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FiWiFaKi
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
Canada9859 Posts
August 26 2019 05:04 GMT
#12
Nice read, nice 10,000 post.

I enjoy reading perspectives that I don't get to see much of in my everyday life, helps me understand problems of different people better. I've seen your posts on TL for a long time, I hope for your continued happiness Kira
In life, the journey is more satisfying than the destination. || .::Entrepreneurship::. Living a few years of your life like most people won't, so that you can spend the rest of your life like most people can't || Mechanical Engineering & Economics Major
goody153
Profile Blog Joined April 2013
44280 Posts
September 11 2019 13:00 GMT
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Happy 10K ! Also happy to hear you are doing better in life
this is a quote
Deleted User 173346
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
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September 19 2019 22:50 GMT
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PoulsenB
Profile Joined June 2011
Poland7738 Posts
October 23 2019 08:49 GMT
#15
Late to the party, but let me say I'm happy for you, keep smiling!
IdrA fan forever <3 || the clueless one || Marci must be protected at all costs
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