It's a reminder that I am no longer 20s, and that "uncle" can really be applied to me.
A few years of work experience under the belt, still with a hint of naiveness.
A turning point. I hope this blog can give some guidance for someone who's similar to me.
I have been an indecisive person throughout my entire life.
Making choices have always been a pain for me, how can I make any choice if I don't have any ability to make sure my choice will bring the result I want?
Or not knowing what other choices would have brought forth?
And giving up what other choices I don't even know of?
Nothing says more than my painful romance path, I have been on the side of:
- Ambiguous relationship for a few years
- A love that is obvious on surface but never gonna work
- Dumping GF
- Being dumped
- Fall in love with another girl while in relationship
- Almost engaged
- In a relationship before fully moved on from the past
But nowadays, I feel like I finally grasped life and the proof of that, is that I am with the girl I truly love.
A girl that I have always loved since primary school. A girl who I was in ambiguous relationship for a few years and I walked away. A girl who even though I have not seen her for years, still caused me to doubt the engagement with the then girlfriend.
However the point I want to get across is:
Uncertainty is part of our lives.
Just like starcraft 2. because of fog of war you never can truly know all the information.
But also just like starcraft 2, if you don't do anything, the choices are made for you.
You HAVE to do your best, to see through your choices, to be as direct as you can because otherwise you are adding the uncertainty to not just others around you, but also will affect your choice's outcome.
Sometimes it seems there are only good choices. Sometimes there are no good choices.
If it seems all the choices will make you regret, then the least you can do, is make the choice that is truly from your heart. At least it's from the heart.
And remember, there's no right choice, no one truly knows what will happen, everyone just tries their best to do what they predict will happen.
So why not take things on your own hand?