EPTMy father has new diagnosis of enlarged lymph nodes. Previously it was a kidney tumor, which, I think, got treated. Although I've found myself to love him in one way, in other ways I completely hate him. Again, I feel weird. Ambivalent and stoic.
My bank account has accumulated more money than I've ever seen, but I have no idea what to do with it. Currently I have no desire to spend it. I'm thinking of saving up and going on a big, round-the-world trip in a few years. Or go to college? Right now I feel that I'm neither suited nor ready for it. No idea what I should study whatsoever.
I've also been playing Pillars of Eternity and it's absolutely amazing. I can't remember when I last enjoyed a game so much. The lore, the gameplay - all fits together. Although, I have to admit, the combat system sometimes makes me really frustrated.
So that's where I'm at in my life right now. Going somewhere but not quite sure where.
