Also, I seem to make her laugh every time we meet, and I didn't even mean to. My actions just naturally come out. I guess there's no pressure because I don't have a crush on her.
Anyway, she's going to another country (Japan). This shouldn't mean much to me, but for some reason I'm feeling quite melancholic. Tears almost came out when I thought about her. Wth is wrong with my body. My brain has decided a long time ago that I have no feeling for her, but why am I so bitter when she's going away?.