Sadly, I can't tell you how it happened. It could because I went to that party, had a pretty good time, was near her... Maybe it was Metal Gear Solid, which grabbed my heart. Maybe it was the time.
I have no idea. I guess the good wind has blown. I must do my best. I want to do my best.
I think besides that I want to focus on maths and chemistry in regards of my matura exams (final tests of high school in Poland). I'd probably like to start going to a gym too. Work would be great as well.
I love you world. Once again. Once again I've awoken, hopefully never to be put into slumber again.
For I am human.
As always, sorry that this blog is not a heart grasping and life changing advice one. I have none. I am too young. I just wanted to thank people who cared, even the littlest bit, about my problems.