And it is not that great of a manga anyway.
It is just an another place. A happy place. I know that people in it are actually happy or don't have to bother with the normal life and its surprises. No shortage of money, no unloving parents, no peers who are cold towards you.
Everything is right. There is no colour, but the people in the story are happy anyway. They lack colours in their lives, just like they lack unhappiness.
I stopped watching anime, reading manga, watching tv shows because I got caught in such a time rift where I'd find myself spending 3-5 hours straight doing these things.
This feels better than doing nothing though. But it is impossible to carry on without any thought or emotion. Pick your poison, I guess.
This is not supposed to be some great blog with life advice, just rambling how I feel now. How I feel? My conciousness does not tell me, but there is an idea deep in my mind what I feel right now. I think I am scared.