On October 25 2012 17:46 Temerarious Trout wrote: I don't know what to say man.
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That is just so painful to read.
Imagine hearing that from your ex, the ex that you once thought of getting married to after college graduation
E: the bottle is my friend, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Yeah, sounds god-awful.
"Why, darling, I don't live at all when I'm not with you.” ― Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
Edit: Dude, you make it sound as if she goes to the guy with the money. What are you doing, running for President?
no im just completely shitfaced so im more honest than i usually am
E: I really am completely shitfaced right now, I'm probably going to really regret this thread tomorrow morning
So you've fallen for a money-face?
no i just looked at myself in the mirror. whenever im drunk i can't help but grin like an idiot, no matter how sad i feel
So you think you've fallen for a girl who you think is a money-face and you hope that she likes other money-faces (you)?
No she's not a money-face, she's the very fucking antithesis of a money face, she's a girl who's so smart she can't help but make tons of money but she doesn't *want* money. But now because of the stupidity I did when I was dating her, she thinks that her next boyfriend (and she's thought this for the past three years, ever since we broke up) should be someone who can take care of her. I've been trying to tell her otherwise, telling her she can obviously take care of herself, but she won't listen
GHARGH
Oh right, sorry for the misunderstanding~
You mean take care of her monetarily right?
Yeah, although I think its more than that. I mean she wants a guy more *capable* than her. Which is fucking hard because she structures fucking derivatives for one of the largest investment banks in the world (and I don't mean selling derivatives like what they usually tell pretty asian girls to do in ibanks but actually structuring them, pricing them, working the fucking betas and sigmas and rhos)... she's being promoted along a fast track. She's steps away from becoming a VP.
And now look at me. still stuck in the fucking dumps. the fuck
What if all she needs is someone to show her that the only thing she needs is love? She can't pass up on someone she loves because the guy isn't more successful than her
On October 25 2012 17:47 Shady Sands wrote: [quote] Imagine hearing that from your ex, the ex that you once thought of getting married to after college graduation
E: the bottle is my friend, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Yeah, sounds god-awful.
"Why, darling, I don't live at all when I'm not with you.” ― Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
Edit: Dude, you make it sound as if she goes to the guy with the money. What are you doing, running for President?
no im just completely shitfaced so im more honest than i usually am
E: I really am completely shitfaced right now, I'm probably going to really regret this thread tomorrow morning
So you've fallen for a money-face?
no i just looked at myself in the mirror. whenever im drunk i can't help but grin like an idiot, no matter how sad i feel
So you think you've fallen for a girl who you think is a money-face and you hope that she likes other money-faces (you)?
No she's not a money-face, she's the very fucking antithesis of a money face, she's a girl who's so smart she can't help but make tons of money but she doesn't *want* money. But now because of the stupidity I did when I was dating her, she thinks that her next boyfriend (and she's thought this for the past three years, ever since we broke up) should be someone who can take care of her. I've been trying to tell her otherwise, telling her she can obviously take care of herself, but she won't listen
GHARGH
Oh right, sorry for the misunderstanding~
You mean take care of her monetarily right?
Yeah, although I think its more than that. I mean she wants a guy more *capable* than her. Which is fucking hard because she structures fucking derivatives for one of the largest investment banks in the world (and I don't mean selling derivatives like what they usually tell pretty asian girls to do in ibanks but actually structuring them, pricing them, working the fucking betas and sigmas and rhos)... she's being promoted along a fast track. She's steps away from becoming a VP.
And now look at me. still stuck in the fucking dumps. the fuck
What if all she needs is someone to show her that the only thing she needs is love? She can't pass up on someone she loves because the guy isn't more successful than her
After you graduate from college you will find out that 99% of the time people get married because they're living together already or they share hobbies or they have a common thing (e.g. a pet dog) that they're both taking care of. Or because they've got a rent contract on a nice studio that they can't pass up
E: we can't forget church here. I'm only talking about sorry shallow atheists here. Let me jump out of the materialist dialectic for a moment and talk about those folks that get married because their korean presbyterian minister tells them to. I like them, they're cool folks, but sometimes I find it sad how the only two ways we mortals can sanctify our love for each other is by spending a shitton of $ at the wedding/tying our wedding to $ or by making up the endorsement of a flying spaghetti monster in the sky
On October 25 2012 18:36 Temerarious Trout wrote: Maybe if she were so madly in love with you...
She was, at one point.
Winter break our sophomore year, she didn't get an airplane ticket back to China, and I only went back for 4 days for christmas. The rest of those 2 and 1/2 weeks we spent in our dorm with the heater on full blast because we were naked every moment. when we got too sweaty we would stand by the window and open it an inch and let the freezing/bone-dry air clear all the sweat off our skin, then we'd go at it again
On October 25 2012 18:36 Temerarious Trout wrote: Maybe if she were so madly in love with you...
She was, at one point.
Winter break our sophomore year, she didn't get an airplane ticket back to China, and I only went back for 4 days for christmas. The rest of those 2 and 1/2 weeks we spent in our dorm with the heater on full blast because we were naked every moment. when we got too sweaty we would stand by the window and open it an inch and let the freezing/bone-dry air clear all the sweat off our skin, then we'd go at it again
On October 25 2012 18:36 Temerarious Trout wrote: Maybe if she were so madly in love with you...
She was, at one point.
Winter break our sophomore year, she didn't get an airplane ticket back to China, and I only went back for 4 days for christmas. The rest of those 2 and 1/2 weeks we spent in our dorm with the heater on full blast because we were naked every moment. when we got too sweaty we would stand by the window and open it an inch and let the freezing/bone-dry air clear all the sweat off our skin, then we'd go at it again
On October 25 2012 18:36 Temerarious Trout wrote: Maybe if she were so madly in love with you...
She was, at one point.
Winter break our sophomore year, she didn't get an airplane ticket back to China, and I only went back for 4 days for christmas. The rest of those 2 and 1/2 weeks we spent in our dorm with the heater on full blast because we were naked every moment. when we got too sweaty we would stand by the window and open it an inch and let the freezing/bone-dry air clear all the sweat off our skin, then we'd go at it again
I've read my share of blogs in my time with teamliquid, but this, this was something else. I'm too young to truly understand what you're going through but this little glimpse was enough to move me more than most things have in a long while. An agonizingly good read.
I think this girl is Rina, but I'm not sure about if this greedy desire of making money in you comes from your desire to get back Rina. You're probably morbidly alone and you're just remembering the past times. Sylvia, Rina, the girl you met at the high school debates and such. I don't think starting another relationship with Rina is what you actually want. You want money and you want the loneliness to be gone. That's about it. If you're trying to make money, do it for yourself, not for Rina. You can exist without her too, you just need to realize it.
On October 25 2012 18:36 Temerarious Trout wrote: Maybe if she were so madly in love with you...
She was, at one point.
Winter break our sophomore year, she didn't get an airplane ticket back to China, and I only went back for 4 days for christmas. The rest of those 2 and 1/2 weeks we spent in our dorm with the heater on full blast because we were naked every moment. when we got too sweaty we would stand by the window and open it an inch and let the freezing/bone-dry air clear all the sweat off our skin, then we'd go at it again
On October 25 2012 19:53 Djagulingu wrote: I think this girl is Rina, but I'm not sure about if this greedy desire of making money in you comes from your desire to get back Rina. You're probably morbidly alone and you're just remembering the past times. Sylvia, Rina, the girl you met at the high school debates and such. I don't think starting another relationship with Rina is what you actually want. You want money and you want the loneliness to be gone. That's about it. If you're trying to make money, do it for yourself, not for Rina. You can exist without her too, you just need to realize it.
You know what, you're right. I need to just pick myself up and move on.
ShadySands, I read this forum a lot but barely ever post. Everyday I look up all of your posts, not just your blogs, but posts you make in other threads (well maybe not every post every day but a lot).
You are like the most interesting person on this forum by far, and this thread is great that it sheds some light on who you are.
This girl, I don't care what her job is, how much money she has, or where she works. she would be lucky to be with you, and any other girl would too. You need to move on and accept that your achievements in life are for yourself and becoming successful to make her like you again is no different than those girls that get with you because your successful.
Move on and find someone new that loves you for you, you don't have to tell her your job or how much money you make when you first meet.
Keep on keeping man, and don't stop posting. Your awesome.
On October 25 2012 21:22 BoonSolo wrote: ShadySands, I read this forum a lot but barely ever post. Everyday I look up all of your posts, not just your blogs, but posts you make in other threads (well maybe not every post every day but a lot).
You are like the most interesting person on this forum by far, and this thread is great that it sheds some light on who you are.
This girl, I don't care what her job is, how much money she has, or where she works. she would be lucky to be with you, and any other girl would too. You need to move on and accept that your achievements in life are for yourself and becoming successful to make her like you again is no different than those girls that get with you because your successful.
Move on and find someone new that loves you for you, you don't have to tell her your job or how much money you make when you first meet.
Keep on keeping man, and don't stop posting. Your awesome.
On October 25 2012 19:53 Djagulingu wrote: I think this girl is Rina, but I'm not sure about if this greedy desire of making money in you comes from your desire to get back Rina. You're probably morbidly alone and you're just remembering the past times. Sylvia, Rina, the girl you met at the high school debates and such. I don't think starting another relationship with Rina is what you actually want. You want money and you want the loneliness to be gone. That's about it. If you're trying to make money, do it for yourself, not for Rina. You can exist without her too, you just need to realize it.
You know what, you're right. I need to just pick myself up and move on.
Damn this guy's sharp. Good that he picked things up. I feel stupid
'We met when we were almost young deep in the green lilac park you held on to me like a crucifix as we went kneeling through the dark
Now so long marianne it's time that we began to laugh and cry and cry and laugh about it all again'
-leonard cohen This is about a relationship that means very much to the singer, and though the love was and still is real his lovers "fine spider web is fastening his ankle to a stone." Her very effective and special abilities are keeping him stationary.
Hope you're not too hungover shady! Also, I recommend, if you ever send this letter to your past lover, to remove the part in which you theorize as to whether "her breasts actually grew or she just got bras that actually fit." :p
sincerely/fecetiously meteorskunk/Effervescentaureola/StateofReverie (i know you like to point out similarities so i did it for you)
How are Lagrangians used in Econ? In Physics they are used to solve for the equations of motion of physical systems by characterizing the dynamics of the system and applying the Euler-Lagrange equations.
On October 25 2012 22:28 micronesia wrote: How are Lagrangians used in Econ? In Physics they are used to solve for the equations of motion of physical systems by characterizing the dynamics of the system and applying the Euler-Lagrange equations.
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