EPTLast week I complained about her to a workmate and he laughed and told me it was obvious to the entire workplace that she wanted to fuck me. He said she was probably just harassing me in order to get some attention.
A few days later, having thought about it a little, I was more than prepared to dock my carrier in her nydus canal for the sole purpose of stopping her harassment. She isn't the greatest looking girl in the world but she's young and (seemingly) healthy so I decided to do my best Kwanro imitation and just go for it.
It turned out my co-worker was right. The supervisor and I went out for drinks after work on Friday and wound up back at her place. It was the first time I'd ever been physically involved with a girl I didn't particularly like. I'm ashamed to say that to make it work I had to give in to my baser nature and do things I had never done before. I choked her, called her names etc.
When we finished she was crying which made me really feel bad, until she told me she was crying because "it felt so good." She followed that up with "I bet my parents never had sex that good." WTF? By this stage I was getting seriously weirded out, but she wasn't done yet. She proceeds to make like Boxer against Terr@n-[NES] and drop the bomb, telling me she used to have Chlamydia but it went away after she took a course of antibiotics. She didn't want to tell me beforehand in case I decided not to go through with it and do the deed.
I got dressed with an APM that would put NaDa to shame and bolted the fuck out of there. I've spent the day researching VD clinics and options (thankfully the rate of infection is reduced by using protection, hopefully I'm in the clear) and scrubbing my manhood in the shower with antibacterial soap. Watching an old VOD of GoRush vs NaDa led to me spending Saturday night drinking alone after the Korean commentator screaming "PLAGUUUUUU" triggered a minor anxiety attack. I'm too ashamed to talk to another person face to face this weekend but I really needed to get this off my chest. I have no idea what to say to her at work on Monday.
Thanks for letting me vent, TL. I feel a lot better just having typed this out.
