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It's 5 am now. I think I woke up about 15 minutes ago. I just laid there in silence thinking about the dream I just had and had nothing to do. I knew I wasn't sleeping again (lol). I don't know why exactly I'm writing it here... The people in it were people alone I knew. Minus a small starcraft related part. But, oh well.
I guess this is a blog in the end. I guess I'll just kinda talk about it.
I haven't a dream that's really got to me in... months?
There was no beginning middle or end. But the recurring theme throughout it was just that everyone kept... hanging themselves. I don't know why it scared me this time so badly but whatever. Random characters, JIm Raynor, Kerrigan, and other random people I knew but barely talked to would come in, do some random thing, and hang themselves.
One kid I've had a conversation with once in my life told me he played starcraft and loved getting the achievements. Then he said "Oh, I'll be right back.." Then he left my room and I saw his body dangling from the ceiling.
Well, there was an end I guess. The last part I remember was that I was in my basement. There was like, a catwalk type thing on the top of the wall. One of my friends who I talk to a lot was on it. She never really takes things seriously.
I walked upstairs out of the basement as I saw someone hang themselves from the ceiling and walked into the kitchen. Someone I knew was standing there.
I hear from the basement: "How do I get this knot tied? Oh, got it, hahahha." Then I see her jump of the edge of that ledge or whatever hanging herself. Then I looked in front of me and saw her again, eyes blacked out hanging from the ceiling.
The girl next to me gets on her knees crying and yells why, quick cut to my room where another person i barely talk to is screaming like nothing I've heard before.
Then I wake up. lol. It kinda sounds stupid but it's not really the things that happened (cause honesly they dont sound that bad) but it's really just the things I saw. I'm shaking :D
Needless to say I'm scared shitless, lol. I took a good 6 hour nap earlier today so I could've stayed awake all night been fine. Now just to figure out what to do until I wake up in 3 hours.
Thanks for reading... I think?
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Your subconscious is trying to tell you you should quit SC 
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On January 05 2012 19:17 andycz wrote:Your subconscious is trying to tell you you should quit SC
haha, actually another part of the dream that I didn't even go into because it made so little sense I couldn't even write it out if I tried and really gave me chills was just some weird starcraft trailer
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dreams mean nothing. be glad that it wasn't real and go back to sleep. also stop taking long naps during the day cause it messes you up
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dreams like this represent the emotion that they give you ,
for example anxiety, loss, fear of regret, fear of failure etc
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how exatcly did your dream end? I had a crazy pain filled dream and at the end I was in bliss, but then I found a joint in my jacket and I started hearing sirens. I quit smoking weed after so I am curious. You think it meant anything, nah.
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i just dreamed that i was smoking weed in school, my mom found out, a teacher hated me, another teacher helped a pigeon hatch from a weird egg, the pigeon flew, then my mom turned up and told me my brother was dead after a car accident and it was my fault, i said it must have been alcohol, then lastly i went home and my brother was still alive but only his head, he wasnt too annoyed but i wondered what he was gonna do about sex coz he only had a head
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On January 05 2012 19:22 wcLLg wrote:
how exatcly did your dream end? I had a crazy pain filled dream and at the end I was in bliss, but then I found a joint in my jacket and I started hearing sirens. I quit smoking weed after so I am curious. You think it meant anything, nah.
I think the only part that actually meant anything was the thing with the friend I actually knew. Like I said, everyone would just kill themselves and no longer be a part. But she kept coming back. I mean I only told one part of the dream involving her but she just kept repeatedly hanging herself...
Maybe that has some meaning
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Jim Raynor and Kerrigan? Crazy... but I can imagine disturbing. The human brain is very mysterious... probably decided to pump out a lot of DMT.
After I watched The Ring I had this really bad nightmare. I was going to my highschool early in the morning at the break of dawn, thick fog over everything, walking into the computer lab and every screen was static and all my friends slumped in the chairs facing the screens. One by one I turned them around and their faces were... I woke up covered in sweat and called a friend just to talk to her at 4am.
=(
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my dream just now + answers:
" i was smoking weed in school, my mom found out, a teacher hated me, another teacher helped a pigeon hatch from a weird egg, the pigeon flew, then my mom turned up and told me my brother was dead after a car accident and it was my fault, i said it must have been alcohol, then lastly i went home and my brother was still alive but only his head, he wasnt too annoyed but i wondered what he was gonna do about sex coz he only had a head"
- i used to get in trouble for weed and have fear dreams about this still (parents loathed it)
- some teachers used to hate me
- pigeon hatching and flying = my hopes / struggles towards success
- brother dead = probably coz i saw him at christmas and would like more interaction/want him to get me a better job lol
- mother blaming me / alcohol = alcohol is the cause of most problems IMO (i dont drink anymore)
- brothers head still alive = i have hope
- wondering about sex = my brothers never had a GF so i guess i wondered if hes gay sometimes
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Now I'm hearing noises and everything lolll
my dream just now + answers:
" i was smoking weed in school, my mom found out, a teacher hated me, another teacher helped a pigeon hatch from a weird egg, the pigeon flew, then my mom turned up and told me my brother was dead after a car accident and it was my fault, i said it must have been alcohol, then lastly i went home and my brother was still alive but only his head, he wasnt too annoyed but i wondered what he was gonna do about sex coz he only had a head"
- i used to get in trouble for weed and have fear dreams about this still (parents loathed it)
- some teachers used to hate me
- pigeon hatching and flying = my hopes / struggles towards success
- brother dead = probably coz i saw him at christmas and would like more interaction/want him to get me a better job lol
- mother blaming me / alcohol = alcohol is the cause of most problems IMO (i dont drink anymore)
- brothers head still alive = i have hope
- wondering about sex = my brothers never had a GF so i guess i wondered if hes gay sometimes
Geez I wish I could analyze my dreams that well lol. That makes a lot of sense, though.
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Reminded me of my first nearly wet dream.
I only remember that I did something REALLY important, REALLY hard and REALLY tiring and when I was done with it I saw this chick
![[image loading]](http://apolyton.net/smac/X/Images/por_cyborg498.jpg)
in a tight, black, futuristic latex suit climbing around the walls of my room, just to come close to my face, blow a slight kiss on my lips and promise to come back tomorrow
(for those of you who don't know her, she's from the expansion of the game Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri, called Alien Crossfire (still an awesome game and I still play it sometimes) I always watched my father play that game (pretty much the only computer game he played for a longer while but he played countless hours of it) since I was very young(I'll be 18 soon and the game is from 1999) so I guess one could say that I knew that chick for a while).
And do you know what still pisses me off?
That bitch never came back
EVER.
So when I don't ally with her(which I mostly do) I eradicate her as fast as I can to ensure that I'll be the one who captures her so I can see the little animation, where the enemy leader(a black shadow in the form of the body) get's tortured and you can hear them screaming until the doors close and you adjutant tells you that a certain faction was eliminated, and snigger like a maniac... and get sad afterwards.
Now that I wrote that I think that I might have to think about this a little more...
EDIT: she looks better in the smaller version of that pic
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On January 05 2012 19:33 SilentchiLL wrote:Reminded me of my first nearly wet dream. I only remember that I did something REALLY important, REALLY hard and REALLY tiring and when I was done with it I saw this chick + Show Spoiler +in a tight, black, futuristic latex suit climbing around the walls of my room, just to come close to my face, blow a slight kiss on my lips and promise to come back tomorrow (for those of you who don't know her, she's from the expansion of the game Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri, called Alien Crossfire (still an awesome game and I still play it sometimes) I always watched my father play that game (pretty much the only computer game he played for a longer while but he played countless hours of it) since I was very young(I'll be 18 soon and the game is from 1999) so I guess one could say that I knew that chick for a while). And do you know what still pisses me off? That bitch never came back EVER. So when I don't ally with her(which I mostly do) I eradicate her as fast as I can to ensure that I'll be the one who captures her so I can see the little animation, where the enemy leader(a black shadow in the form of the body) get's tortured and you can hear them screaming until the doors close and you adjutant tells you that a certain faction was eliminated, and snigger like a maniac... and get sad afterwards. Now that I wrote that I think that I might have to think about this a little more... EDIT: she looks better in the smaller version of that pic
how exactly did it remind you of this... lol
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On January 05 2012 19:40 Kuror wrote:Show nested quote +On January 05 2012 19:33 SilentchiLL wrote:Reminded me of my first nearly wet dream. I only remember that I did something REALLY important, REALLY hard and REALLY tiring and when I was done with it I saw this chick + Show Spoiler +in a tight, black, futuristic latex suit climbing around the walls of my room, just to come close to my face, blow a slight kiss on my lips and promise to come back tomorrow (for those of you who don't know her, she's from the expansion of the game Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri, called Alien Crossfire (still an awesome game and I still play it sometimes) I always watched my father play that game (pretty much the only computer game he played for a longer while but he played countless hours of it) since I was very young(I'll be 18 soon and the game is from 1999) so I guess one could say that I knew that chick for a while). And do you know what still pisses me off? That bitch never came back EVER. So when I don't ally with her(which I mostly do) I eradicate her as fast as I can to ensure that I'll be the one who captures her so I can see the little animation, where the enemy leader(a black shadow in the form of the body) get's tortured and you can hear them screaming until the doors close and you adjutant tells you that a certain faction was eliminated, and snigger like a maniac... and get sad afterwards. Now that I wrote that I think that I might have to think about this a little more... EDIT: she looks better in the smaller version of that pic how exactly did it remind you of this... lol
Well the dream obviously still haunts me
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On January 05 2012 19:42 SilentchiLL wrote:Show nested quote +On January 05 2012 19:40 Kuror wrote:On January 05 2012 19:33 SilentchiLL wrote:Reminded me of my first nearly wet dream. I only remember that I did something REALLY important, REALLY hard and REALLY tiring and when I was done with it I saw this chick + Show Spoiler +in a tight, black, futuristic latex suit climbing around the walls of my room, just to come close to my face, blow a slight kiss on my lips and promise to come back tomorrow (for those of you who don't know her, she's from the expansion of the game Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri, called Alien Crossfire (still an awesome game and I still play it sometimes) I always watched my father play that game (pretty much the only computer game he played for a longer while but he played countless hours of it) since I was very young(I'll be 18 soon and the game is from 1999) so I guess one could say that I knew that chick for a while). And do you know what still pisses me off? That bitch never came back EVER. So when I don't ally with her(which I mostly do) I eradicate her as fast as I can to ensure that I'll be the one who captures her so I can see the little animation, where the enemy leader(a black shadow in the form of the body) get's tortured and you can hear them screaming until the doors close and you adjutant tells you that a certain faction was eliminated, and snigger like a maniac... and get sad afterwards. Now that I wrote that I think that I might have to think about this a little more... EDIT: she looks better in the smaller version of that pic how exactly did it remind you of this... lol Well the dream obviously still haunts me
And yet it was still nearly wet
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On January 05 2012 19:43 Kuror wrote:Show nested quote +On January 05 2012 19:42 SilentchiLL wrote:On January 05 2012 19:40 Kuror wrote:On January 05 2012 19:33 SilentchiLL wrote:Reminded me of my first nearly wet dream. I only remember that I did something REALLY important, REALLY hard and REALLY tiring and when I was done with it I saw this chick + Show Spoiler +in a tight, black, futuristic latex suit climbing around the walls of my room, just to come close to my face, blow a slight kiss on my lips and promise to come back tomorrow (for those of you who don't know her, she's from the expansion of the game Sid Meier’s Alpha Centauri, called Alien Crossfire (still an awesome game and I still play it sometimes) I always watched my father play that game (pretty much the only computer game he played for a longer while but he played countless hours of it) since I was very young(I'll be 18 soon and the game is from 1999) so I guess one could say that I knew that chick for a while). And do you know what still pisses me off? That bitch never came back EVER. So when I don't ally with her(which I mostly do) I eradicate her as fast as I can to ensure that I'll be the one who captures her so I can see the little animation, where the enemy leader(a black shadow in the form of the body) get's tortured and you can hear them screaming until the doors close and you adjutant tells you that a certain faction was eliminated, and snigger like a maniac... and get sad afterwards. Now that I wrote that I think that I might have to think about this a little more... EDIT: she looks better in the smaller version of that pic how exactly did it remind you of this... lol Well the dream obviously still haunts me And yet it was still nearly wet
That only makes it worse lol if she atleast would've come back, I mean... she promised
Btw haunts not in the sense that it comes back again and again, she litterally never came back in any of my dreams
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i think that dream represents the fact that you've never been laid
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I haven't had a nightmare in forever. I can sort of tell when a dream is about to turn sour and I somehow hop on another track. But I remember how they used to be. It was never really about what was happening. After waking up I realized a bunch of the stuff I had thought was scary would never have scared me in real life. That's when I realized it's just that feeling of anxiety/frailty/lack of safety that makes a nightmare, the subject matter can be anything at all really. Horror is a pretty special emotion.
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Funny that i should find a topic about this just today after i had the most mad dream i ever had. I had all kind of dreams but i never killed any person in my dream.
It just happened this night , killed some bat shit crazy chick in the head with a magnum lol .
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its ok i dreamed that i was hitlers lover and we got married >_>
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