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The drama is interesting and all, but the comments overall are just tiresome, redundant or simply wrong. Not just the ones I disagree with, but those who agree are purely wrong sometimes as well by their reasoning.
BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK :D!
I do ): But I wanted to be a sensational entertainer with my bold and big letters!
Short blog, I just want to dump pictures. In any case, with all that is going on and my sudden list of things to do (Player-manager for a team, 3 courses during the summer, Team Liquid stuff), I feel overwhelmed and tired. I want to do everything and yet, nothing at all and just relax. I've written about the dream and waking up with nothing on the horizon, nothing in the past to weigh me down and just living each day without the conscious of another one coming soon after. When the moon sets, so should I without the realization that the sun will rise soon after.
Thankfully, my room has a very large window behind my monitor. When I can or when I feel in a ponderous mood, I stop and think and just watch the puppet show of clouds sidle along the sky in front of my window. High above the city, they just roll along, often dipping into one another like blades of grass tugged by the summer wind.
So nice... the sound is below me, but the sight is above and I just enjoy seeing time shift weather into dark, windy, sunny or clear! I'll even get these bouts of daydream where I'll just stare as the world shifts upside-down, or tumbles into an imaginary scene for me to play with.
Good times...
I remember as a kid, I used to say that I always wanted to be a cloud, forever drifting and seeing new places while still remembering the ones I hovered over. Sometimes I would let my feelings out and no one would judge, but just let it go and they pop out their umbrella, a mechanism to not rain themselves.
In any case, how about some pictures. My camera is shitty, so I had to learn how to take pictures with my phone. I just got this phone and I hate it, I don't understand multifunctional touch-screen phones. I want real buttons and keys, not this virtual bullshit, thanks!
Oh and today's my father's birthday. So I just wanted wish him one. I haven't seen him in a few years, but when I think about how he supports and pays for the life of his 4 children, but never gets to see them. I get terribly saddened and I feel a ball and chain of deep hurt knowing that he comes home to no one every day after working 9 hours a day everyday. He loves his work, but I'm sure he'd love to see the fruits of his parenting and labor all grown up...
Oh to be a cloud and just drift, drift, drift away from these problems...
![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/PA210013.jpg) ![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/PA210017.jpg) Rainy today, but a golden tint still reigns the skies
![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/Photo0014.jpg) My finger got in the way. Clouds streaking, bu the sun still tries to clench the world above us
![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/Photo0007.jpg) I call it the Liquid'Tyler [NonY] cloud. Big and great! Yet light, afloat in his chilled personality, but always proud and confident in who he is, what he says and thus shines perfectly!
![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/Photo0010.jpg) ![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/Photo0011.jpg) Almost as good as FuDDx's balloons ):
That's it, just wanted to just squeeze out a feeling or two.
  
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There's a certain ghostly feeling about the building in the first two shots. Love it.
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Deep breath, one thing at a time 
Best of luck in all of your endeavors, sounds like a handful.
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One day at a time Torte! I do enjoy the NonY cloud.
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Thanks guys ;D!
Take into perspective of the NonY cloud. It's as big as the city below!
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I wouldn't go so far as to call a cloud as good as a fuddx balloon.
aha
I love the "puppet show" analogy.
Pretty pictures.
I wish i had a view like that.
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Wow....nice pictures...I can't help but stare since it's so...dreamy. Just makes me feel very pensive.
And what is your icon? I cannot recognize it at all. Funny that your posts are deadhajiing too.
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That's a SCII Dark Templar, I think.
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Torte who is the mod that is in charge of changing your icon?
On July 23 2011 00:37 Aeres wrote:
That's a SCII Dark Templar, I think.
yes, it is
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Ah, okay. That makes sense.
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looks kinda like an old zealot head if you outline it differently.
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ALLEYCAT BLUES50748 Posts
On July 23 2011 00:53 ComaDose wrote:
looks kinda like an old zealot head if you outline it differently.
thats what I was showing..
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good to know that someone else here likes clouds :D
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On July 23 2011 01:02 EonuS wrote:
good to know that someone else here likes clouds :D
Love the clouds, they're puzzle pieces above me right now!
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Amazing view you have, i'm jealous. When you faze out for a moment nature can really make you think about things worthwhile thinking of.
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On July 23 2011 01:21 SnetteL wrote:
Amazing view you have, i'm jealous. When you faze out for a moment nature can really make you think about things worthwhile thinking of.
If you're ever in Montreal, come and stop by!
![[image loading]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/Xeroxer/PB070008.jpg)
Basically this is what I get when I take in outside. The round or bowl of the world far beyond reach...
I get this gut feeling of being tugged into a society and wallowed world where everything is coming together and I'm being sucked in to enjoy, ride or simply integrate with.
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Ever tried taking pictures of clouds from airplane? Though, it's usually hard to get a good view but it feels like heaven if you get a perfect shot 
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No I wish I could D: Makes me think of Up in the Air
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oooh, wow, Torte.
SC2 DT icon, you're moving up in the world.
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On July 23 2011 03:10 Torenhire wrote:
oooh, wow, Torte.
SC2 DT icon, you're moving up in the world.
I usually don't comment on my icon, but you always bring it up and I just want to say that I'm glad there is no limit to how full an inbox can be.
Woke up this morning with 8 p.ms and more coming.
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Just doing my job.
Better you than me, lol.
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Would prefer interest of my entry and my posts.
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On July 23 2011 03:31 Torte de Lini wrote:
Would prefer interest of my entry and my posts.
Interest "in"...
...your posts
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You know. I'm having this immense trouble of writing out all my words in my head. I'm starting to think I'm having a condition because in both writing and typing. I type out all the words in my head, but miss some key ones. Sometimes, I miss can't and put can or something else. It's happening to me frequently.
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Oh, I read the entry in its entirety before I posted. I always do, I like your blog posts...why do you think I make fun of them when I write posts about you with my crazy italics headers?
I just find it more fun to get under your skin by harassing you about your icon and throwing in a "happy birthday" on random days here and there.
Come on, I made you a birthday thread, that meant nothing to you?? GAWD. It was even on your real birthday!
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No, it was on my actual birthday~
I appreciate it :3 I told you~ <3
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FuDDx
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Clouds are natures balloons Torte don't let anyone tell ya different!!
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On July 24 2011 01:16 FuDDx wrote:
Clouds are natures balloons Torte don't let anyone tell ya different!!
I want a cloud balloon from FuDDx D: They're so lovely!
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