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Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-11-11 05:33:03
November 11 2010 01:31 GMT
#1
THEME SONGS FOR THE EPIC NIGHT OF FOREVER:




So apparently if you stay up long enough you start to hallucinate. Last time I stayed up for 70 hours I didn't really hallucinate but everything was very surreal/different. I haven't done any hard drugs in a long time so I figure it's time for a trip. What should I do to keep myself awake? Does anyone want to talk about something? Request MS paints or ask me questions or debate with me or have a flamefest with me I don't really care, I just need some sort of stimulation.

BTW I can't play StepMania anymore because I really suck at it now so it can't keep me awake. I am trying to take a few hours break from BW as well. Thnx

Also right now I am 36 hours in

EDIT: Got homework you need help with? Girl problems? Parent problems? Money problems? Dr. Murderotica at your service, I will do my best

**
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
Asdkmoga
Profile Joined May 2010
United States496 Posts
November 11 2010 01:32 GMT
#2
lol bravo

i cant stay awake for more than 30 hours or so before any sitting down will make me insta-sleep
"Once is happenstance, twice is coincidence, three times is enemy action and over 600 is clearly the work of an ancient Sumerian demon or some shit."
ZoW
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States3983 Posts
November 11 2010 01:35 GMT
#3
when will i see you again? <3
the courage to be a lazy bum
seRapH
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States9808 Posts
November 11 2010 01:35 GMT
#4
lol this sounds terrible XD

gl with that, are you terrible at stepmania because you're 36 hours in or just in general? and i'm sure you can still do at least 7/8 difficulty songs

try osu! maybe? mystarcraft?
boomer hands
FragKrag
Profile Blog Joined September 2007
United States11567 Posts
November 11 2010 01:37 GMT
#5
i hope we see you again
*TL CJ Entusman #40* "like scissors does anything to paper except MAKE IT MORE NUMEROUS" -paper
flamewheel
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
FREEAGLELAND26782 Posts
November 11 2010 01:40 GMT
#6
100+ hours right before PL finals this summer. Passed out during set 5 and Harem covered the LR thread for me. That actually wasn't too bad. Most of it was me complaining about how tired I was and how bright the world seemed.

Make an MSPaint of something funny!
Writerdamn, i was two days from retirement
motbob
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States12546 Posts
November 11 2010 01:40 GMT
#7
It's not really hallucinations. You just see things/flickers out of the corner of your eye and when you focus on them they aren't there.

Not sleeping sucks.
ModeratorGood content always wins.
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
November 11 2010 01:42 GMT
#8
On November 11 2010 10:32 Asdkmoga wrote:
lol bravo

i cant stay awake for more than 30 hours or so before any sitting down will make me insta-sleep

It's awesome how different people are in terms of their brain chemistry/needs. I used to be a hardcore insomniac sleeping 0-4 hours a night max for weeks in a row. This isn't so bad. 36 hours is like I am not even tired anymore, just my head feels fuzzy on the inside.

On November 11 2010 10:35 ZoW wrote:
when will i see you again? <3

Look baby I can't keep going to these SC2 things as if it's ok, it's really not. We can definitely work out something else though ;D

On November 11 2010 10:35 seRapH wrote:
lol this sounds terrible XD

gl with that, are you terrible at stepmania because you're 36 hours in or just in general? and i'm sure you can still do at least 7/8 difficulty songs

try osu! maybe? mystarcraft?

I was never amazing but I can usually do 10 or 11 step and stay in the B-A range. Right now I played a song that I only fail in the last 20 seconds (fucking double 64th notes WTF), but I almost failed in the first 20 seconds which are like 4-5 steps tops. My brain just isn't clicking with the arrows because it's the first time I picked it up in years.

On November 11 2010 10:37 FragKrag wrote:
i hope we see you again

What? I'm not going anywhere, that's the point
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
HwangjaeTerran
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Finland5967 Posts
November 11 2010 01:42 GMT
#9
I was awake for more than a week when I was in the army.
Hell I tell you, hell. no need for hallucinations

https://steamcommunity.com/id/*tlusernamehere*/
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-11-11 01:45:11
November 11 2010 01:44 GMT
#10
On November 11 2010 10:40 flamewheel wrote:
100+ hours right before PL finals this summer. Passed out during set 5 and Harem covered the LR thread for me. That actually wasn't too bad. Most of it was me complaining about how tired I was and how bright the world seemed.

Make an MSPaint of something funny!

Damn that is intense, maybe I should aim for 100. I will post like once an hour on TL minimum, unless I am in an intense series of BW or something. I remember 70 hours was a killer, then again I was like 14. I fell asleep with my face against my window and I had like temporary facial palsy for a day (it was winter outside).

Give me suggestions!

On November 11 2010 10:40 motbob wrote:
It's not really hallucinations. You just see things/flickers out of the corner of your eye and when you focus on them they aren't there.

Not sleeping sucks.

Oh so it's what happened last time. Last time people's voices were distorted and so was my vision, it was always lagging a few seconds behind. I am down. BEER AND WEED, GUIDE THE WAY~~

On November 11 2010 10:42 HwangjaeTerran wrote:
I was awake for more than a week when I was in the army.
Hell I tell you, hell. no need for hallucinations


Ok I am not going THAT far definitely not. Sucks man. I guess the training is worth it though, never know what can happen.
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
ieatkids5
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
United States4628 Posts
November 11 2010 01:45 GMT
#11
yoooo you play stepmania??
do you play ffr too?
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
November 11 2010 01:46 GMT
#12
On November 11 2010 10:45 ieatkids5 wrote:
yoooo you play stepmania??
do you play ffr too?


Yea I did for a while but the stepfiles on StepMania and ITG are just so much better from my experience. FFR is down now anyways right? You have to use that back up version someone made with no accounts? ( http://ffr.lightdarkness.net/FFR/ )

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flamewheel
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
FREEAGLELAND26782 Posts
November 11 2010 01:49 GMT
#13
On November 11 2010 10:44 Murderotica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2010 10:40 flamewheel wrote:
100+ hours right before PL finals this summer. Passed out during set 5 and Harem covered the LR thread for me. That actually wasn't too bad. Most of it was me complaining about how tired I was and how bright the world seemed.

Make an MSPaint of something funny!

Damn that is intense, maybe I should aim for 100. I will post like once an hour on TL minimum, unless I am in an intense series of BW or something. I remember 70 hours was a killer, then again I was like 14. I fell asleep with my face against my window and I had like temporary facial palsy for a day (it was winter outside).

Give me suggestions!

Clearly you should make PL banners for SKT matches. They're fun to do.
Hmm it's even more fun to try to do it without caffeine or stuff like that. Tried it at Scout camp as a second year counselor. That was a fun week.
Writerdamn, i was two days from retirement
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
November 11 2010 01:52 GMT
#14
On November 11 2010 10:49 flamewheel wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2010 10:44 Murderotica wrote:
On November 11 2010 10:40 flamewheel wrote:
100+ hours right before PL finals this summer. Passed out during set 5 and Harem covered the LR thread for me. That actually wasn't too bad. Most of it was me complaining about how tired I was and how bright the world seemed.

Make an MSPaint of something funny!

Damn that is intense, maybe I should aim for 100. I will post like once an hour on TL minimum, unless I am in an intense series of BW or something. I remember 70 hours was a killer, then again I was like 14. I fell asleep with my face against my window and I had like temporary facial palsy for a day (it was winter outside).

Give me suggestions!

Clearly you should make PL banners for SKT matches. They're fun to do.
Hmm it's even more fun to try to do it without caffeine or stuff like that. Tried it at Scout camp as a second year counselor. That was a fun week.

Caffeine actually puts me to sleep (1 coffee = me knocked out in 5 minutes). I am just drinking beer smoking weed and cigarettes, contemplating taking some ritalin or adderal, even though I took two yesterday, so idk if it's worth it.

Dude PL banners are really sick already, what the fuck can I do with MS paint and 0 photoshop knowledge? The classy banners are sick, MS paint cartoony shit would look unfit for the champions of the universe.
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
DrTJEckleburg
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
United States1080 Posts
November 11 2010 01:53 GMT
#15
Learn a language! I can imagine constantly repeating the words to memorize vocabulary would help keep you awake.
Im pretty good at whistling with my hands, especially when Im holding a whistle.
IskatuMesk
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
Canada969 Posts
November 11 2010 01:54 GMT
#16
Back in 2008 I was forcing myself to stay awake for 3d modeling up for to 4-5 days straight at a time. But since I can't focus anymore I've never needed to do it since. I never had any hallucinations or anything, just that I felt it was much easier to stay awake after the second day, and I only went to sleep out of boredom when my motivation burned out.

All the hallucinations I get are usually from my psychotics and not being tired. In hindsight, psychosis always seemed less severe when I stayed up for such ridiculous lengths of time... therapy?
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
November 11 2010 01:54 GMT
#17
On November 11 2010 10:53 DrTJEckleburg wrote:
Learn a language! I can imagine constantly repeating the words to memorize vocabulary would help keep you awake.

Better be German or something can't be some smooth language that will sound like a lullaby. Not to shut you down completely (I appreciate the suggestion) but I already know 3 languages and the only other language I want to know is Korean and I don't think I will be able to stay awake while trying to go through Korean basic linguistics like a text books. I would def. fall asleep if I had to read a book or a guide right now lol.
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
Murderotica
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Vatican City State2594 Posts
November 11 2010 01:56 GMT
#18
On November 11 2010 10:54 IskatuMesk wrote:
Back in 2008 I was forcing myself to stay awake for 3d modeling up for to 4-5 days straight at a time. But since I can't focus anymore I've never needed to do it since. I never had any hallucinations or anything, just that I felt it was much easier to stay awake after the second day, and I only went to sleep out of boredom when my motivation burned out.

All the hallucinations I get are usually from my psychotics and not being tired. In hindsight, psychosis always seemed less severe when I stayed up for such ridiculous lengths of time... therapy?

Psychotics like anti-schizophrenics and the like? What did you take?

I think it's because your mind is in a weakened state and psychosis is probably only possible when you have full mental functionality. When you are really tired your brain's goal is to function, so I guess it copes better with such entanglements.
ǝsnoɥ ssɐlƃ ɐ uı sǝuoʇs ʍoɹɥʇ ʇ,uop || sıʇɹoɟ ɹǝdɯǝs
ieatkids5
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
United States4628 Posts
November 11 2010 02:01 GMT
#19
On November 11 2010 10:46 Murderotica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 11 2010 10:45 ieatkids5 wrote:
yoooo you play stepmania??
do you play ffr too?


Yea I did for a while but the stepfiles on StepMania and ITG are just so much better from my experience. FFR is down now anyways right? You have to use that back up version someone made with no accounts? ( http://ffr.lightdarkness.net/FFR/ )


It was down for the longest time, but it recently came back up! All the accounts and info were restored.

Yeah I was using that one and another one (dragon's fury custom ffr). An ffr community made a lot of their own stepfiles and put them on the dragonsfury one (google it!).

Did you ever play in the ffr official tournaments?

Also, do you have songs to recommend for SM? I've just downloaded a bunch of packs (hard songs packs 1-5), but there are only a bunch that I actually like playing (st scarhand and blue betrayal come to mind).
Enervate
Profile Joined August 2010
United States1769 Posts
November 11 2010 02:05 GMT
#20
I thought this was going to be about you having hallucinations about Free, the progamer.

I'm doing some calc hw right now so if I get stumped, I'll be sure to post it here.
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