Gay StarCraft Players - Page 188

On December 20 2011 06:31 Braliboi wrote:
At first;
Who am I to write here?
Im neither homo- or bisexual. But I find these stuff very interesting. And I'd like to bring up an almost 1½ year old post.

Okay, at first I thought it would be a semi-long post, but it's kinda very long...
Sorry for a wall of text, but I loove discussing stuff, if you don't want to answer me, just ignore me.

And I'm sorry if I'm all over you by my very down-to-earth-expressions, I dont mean to harm anyone here.

This is from the second page of this thread, but it kinda brings up more than one thing I in particular find interesting.
And yeah, I have only read about 10 pages of this almost 200 page thread, so if this is a redundant post I am sorry about that and simply tell me if it is and I'll check it up in the thread myself

Now, first of this interesting stuff:
Exactly what this post is about: Guys being very feminine while being gay.
I feel like I still didn't really understand why some of you does this? Maybe there isn't anything to understand and it simply is that way.
But I'd like to ask in particular Mora simply because I know you could answer it (but of course you guys that feel like you can respond the question - feel free!)
Here goes; What I wonder is where this "drive" to be that feminine comes from? I can understand that young people doesn't look at it the same way as you can do later on in life as you grow. I believe there should be some kind of consciousness that is responsible for this. I'd really like to know anything you can say about it
And for second of my thoughts on this post;
About the two routes gays tend to take out of this hard spots: Suicide or simply be yourself.
This is a very grim reality, and as for me - who lives life with an extraordinary vitality and life-joy - I have a really, really hard time understanding suicide.
I can understand suicidal thoughts, but I really cant understand the actual action of suicide.
As for me, I strongly believe that everything can be decided by the power of our minds - Mind over body, is my great way of life. Which might lead us to a very different thing than actual homosexuality, but to bring the topic back on track:
To you guys out there being homosexual - how much of a struggle have you had with fighting against suicidal thoughts? And I don't mean by the means of bullying, but the means of you guys being unable to accept yourselves (since I think bullying is the most common reason for homosexuals committing suicide, correct me if I am wrong!)
And as of this comment, I'd like to add a little youtube clip along with this, as it made a great impression on me (I wouldn't be surprised if it's already linked in this thread, but this time I dont care )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdkNn3Ei-Lg
And if you still have time left, I'd also like to add a little comment to this clip with a song. Headhunterz - Just Say My Name.

Now to me third and last thought of this comment;
As I have observed (and I live of observing, reading and interpretating (correct spelling?) people) there are a quite big variety of homosexual people (let us call them "types", and I probably wont bring up all of them, but I will bring up 3 of them):
The """"normal"""" one (observe the overuse of "-signs). What I simply mean by this is the gays that you don't recognize out in public. As one of my very close friends, which I got kinda surprised when he told me one day "Today, I saw an angel"
Which led me to the question "What was she like?". And when he let me know it was a guy I got really confused and surprised, as I never imagined him being gay. Kinda fun thing
So, the second type of gay is this extremely feminine and flamboyant (as earlier described). These people really are cool.
I could categorize them into two groups aswell; The group I'd immediately say "Ok, he's gay." (which, btw, does not mean to be offensive in any way) and the other group that would made me say "Mmm, maybe he's gay? But I don't think so..?".
And here we are talking about the way of behaving, not the looks or anything else. I kind of admire those people. They ARE fabulous, as earlier said.
Now we come to the third type I was thinking about is this type that I just need to have a look for two seconds to determine whether he's gay or not.
I guess this type could be subcategorized too;
Sparkling colors to left and right, and I dont really know what more to say as I quite seldom see this type.
I'd like to put my focus on this type with tons and tons of make-up and a general aura of "Hey look at me I'm gay. Look Look Look!".
It's kinda hard to explain, and I dont think I have explained it enough to make you understand me entirely here. But I dont really know how to explain it better.
My point here is that I have a harder time dealing with this last-mentioned type.
From one perspective - sure, they are really damn cool and badass for having the strength to do it, but from another angle I do find it disturbing as I feel some kind of arrogance.
And sure - I may be entirely wrong right here, as there can be an entirely different person behind that make-up (if you allow me to say so). I dont know where I caught this feeling, but I got it.
So my question here is: How do you feel about this? The different types? Maybe there is something that a specific kind of "types" of homosexual people (or on the other hand heterosexual people?) that has some kind of aura that bugs you on sight?

Once again:
I'm sorry if I stepped on anyone's toes', I do also apologize if I bring up redundant stuff, but I kinda wanted to lead the thread back from gossip about hot players/casters/other guys to some discussion, if you allow me