Psychiatry is treatment, psychology is study. Find a psychiatrist or at the very least look around for online help. Feeling dead inside is not the standard and it's not how you have to live.

A lot of the time shit like this is because there's something messed up about the way you're living. Could help to just find someone to talk about these things with, preferably someone who isn't already your friend, and get it off your chest/figure out what's messing with you.

i meant psychiatrist whatever i actually don't trust psychiatrist here

well i tried to talk to a friend .. idk i got extremely irritated most of the time cause they don't understand and they just scold me

On June 04 2015 04:14 Plansix wrote:
Agree with Blue on this one. Find some help. It might not take a lot, but you should look into it just like you would look into pain that didn't go away for a month. There is no difference and its better to be safe than sorry.

On June 04 2015 04:09 BluemoonSC wrote:
ran and I can tell you all about kupo's qop's right clicks

goody, its short for doctor which you should be talking to if you have suicidal thoughts. it might not seem like a mental illness, but it is. you have to see someone about it or it will never stop. I mean it could over time, but you're not doing yourself any favors by not seeking help.

im not a professional but I deal with kids like you all of the time. inevitably if it happens once, it never goes away without help and potentially treatment.

there's nothing wrong with you, but its definitely not something you wanna let fester

@acritter, normally its best to see a psychologist 1st bc you're right..it could be just a QoL adjustment that needs to be made whereas psychiatrists dispense medication.

at least you can do a round of psychotherapy or cognitive behavior therapy to get yourself in shape

idk going to the doctor just cause i'm depressed makes me feel more pathetic for some reason. .. i already feel like shit whenever i talk to it to some of my friends

anyways i woke up the wrong time fuck ! secret games still hasn't begun .. i'll just dodo

who wants to play doto ? i don't wanna play doto this time on sea server it's godawful this time of the day (actually it's just impossible to solo queue at SEA sometimes unless it's almost midnight cause most of the player pool are older)

Kupon3ss

時の回廊10066 Posts

June 04 2015 00:06 GMT

#41505

On June 04 2015 08:15 eieio wrote:
kupo are you there do you wanna design this api for me thx

should I use unix timestamps or ISO-8601 for this

fuck what the company thinks honestly GD's opinion is what matters here

you should always use unix timestamps

BluemoonSC

SoCal8933 Posts

June 04 2015 00:08 GMT

#41506

ya i mean everyone prolly feels embarrassed to talk about a problem they are having in one area of their lives. but not talking about the problem doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. but that's what a dr is there for, to help you get better!

ultimately, the only person that needs to know about you going to the dr is you. you don't have to tell anyone where you're going other than "ill be back in an hour" and go do your thing.

feeling better is much better than sinking deeper but thats just my opinion based on my experiences

TheEmulator

28102 Posts

June 04 2015 00:11 GMT

#41507

Fuck da haterz don't feel bad about seeking help if you need it. I'm not saying you have to seek help but don't let it making you feel pathetic be the reason you don't.

BluemoonSC

SoCal8933 Posts

June 04 2015 00:12 GMT

#41508

spot on, emu.

in other news, i have a 70+% win rate over the past month i think this patch agrees with me a lot more than the previous patch

crms

United States11933 Posts

June 04 2015 00:24 GMT

#41509

damn that double crosser girl, mother of mangos, ti5 gamer grill has a new donation goal of 'trip to seattle for ti5' with $2000 goal amount and is already 25% to meeting her goal. Hot_Bid making dreams come true raiding random streamers.

CorsairHero

Canada9491 Posts

June 04 2015 00:28 GMT

#41510

full sellout

PassiveAce

United States18076 Posts

June 04 2015 00:36 GMT

#41511

theres a group of people in nyc that shows up at random unknown music shows and goes fukn wild with applause and makes the bands night.
seems like kind of the same thing and i think those guys are awesome

BluemoonSC

SoCal8933 Posts

June 04 2015 00:48 GMT

#41512

but do the bands beg for money after?

GranDGranT

Sri Lanka2141 Posts

June 04 2015 00:58 GMT

#41513

Gonna be streaming this friday my new series Family Friendly Fun Fridays! What ill be streaming is up on Nadota , Dont know if im allowed to link that shit here cause yall are more hitler then Stalin was

andyrau

13015 Posts

June 04 2015 01:04 GMT

#41514

u realize hitler hated stalin's guts and vice versa ???

TheEmulator

28102 Posts

June 04 2015 01:04 GMT

#41515

You could just copy/paste it like this. Although I'm not against you linking the thread either.

Alright This Friday at around 6-7PM EST I will be streaming on friday for the first time in Awhile! What can you expected to see from the Family Friendly Fun Friday?!

Analyzing the ti5 qualifers overall
Analyzing the Narv2 vs Mouz Games 2 and 3
Analyzing the Ti5hub (the mango stream)
Possible MarsTV casting if Secret is playing
FPL NA

Make sure to invite your kids (if you are a bad parent) to this new Fun stream !

eieio

United States14512 Posts

June 04 2015 01:54 GMT

#41516

On June 04 2015 09:58 GranDGranT wrote:
Gonna be streaming this friday my new series Family Friendly Fun Fridays! What ill be streaming is up on Nadota , Dont know if im allowed to link that shit here cause yall are more hitler then Stalin was

will you show us your nips tho