Guy hangs himself, streams it via webcam - Page 19

I followed the spectacle live yesterday. Thought at first, like so many others, that there was a troll or just someone attentionwhore who wanted some attention. When it later turned out to be serious and the guy actually killed himself, I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing.

After all these years on the Internet and all the crap you've seen I feel jaded. I've seen Muslims stoned, Chechens who cut the throats of prisoners of war, accidents of all kinds. I can read about accidents and tragic life stories in newspapers and online and almost feel a tear penetrate, but here you got to see a suicide live and I know nothing at all. I saw something earlier clip of a Japanese girl trampled to death a kitten and then it suddenly flared up a känslostorm within me, I felt angry, sad, and God knows huh. But when I saw a young man taking his life, nothing happened.

Have I lost faith in humanity and due. it feel indifferent when someone brings me stranger kill themselves?

Could it possibly be because you are so jaded by all the crap you've seen, both real and fake, that it simply stopped caring?

Or could it be that I simply can not 100% understand that it's real (are a bit together with the preceding paragraph), a blocky little image from a webcam on the internet does not feel real, even though it now was it?

Or finally, maybe it's that I simply can not feel sorry for anyone who actually wants to die and arrange it on your own. It was no accident, there was no innocent victim, there was one person on his own decision ended his own life.

You must excuse this muddled post, I want to feel something but I can not quite understand why I did not do it.