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t_co
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States702 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-03-24 16:06:40
March 24 2009 14:47 GMT
#1
EDIT:

XXXXX = the girl with the bf I hate
Emily = my current girlfriend

XXXXX =/= Emily

EDIT2:

I don't feel this way about asian girls. I've dated white and indian girls before so don't give me any BS about how I'm just being racist here. For fucks sake, this isn't about how that guy is white--it's about why in the hell she would like him when in spite of his great personality he's essentially going to be leeching off of her for the rest of his life.

This is the type of guy that I think her bf will grow up to be. (Read his posts from 2006)

EDIT3:

The guy I'm talking about here isn't referring to white people in general.

---

"You always want what you can't have" --evanthebouncy

So awhile back, I wrote about how I liked this one girl who would never like me back, ever (http://www.teamliquid.net/blogs/viewblog.php?id=73421). Well, shit's been mostly ok until she pops up with her obnoxious douchefag white boyfriend (ok I'll just admit it, I'm jealous).

They're in town to see some friends, and since we got some mutual friends, we meet up for a get-together.

(I seriously need to hire someone to slap me upside the head every now and then...)

Well anyhow, we're having a nice dinner, she starts talking about how she's now working for her parents (HK art dealers)--and that's when it begins, when my heart starts beating a little faster, when my mind starts going blank and dreamy, because the whole reason I like her is that she's artistic and noble (only asian non-math non-econ non-CS major i knew) and rich and classy and everything that my crass money motivated ABC ass was not... and her bf is talking about his philosophy stuff (so boring) and how he's going to grad school back in his local state university. At this point all I was thinking is goddammit I worked so much harder than you at life... just because I'm not white you douchefag.

Then I look up from the menu and see that they're having a grand old time doing PDA with each other right in front of my face. Thank god crab legs are a food which gives you an excuse to stare at your plate.

At this point I'm thinking to myself "at least I didn't bring Em, then I'd be making a total ass of myself and ruining a new relationship with the ghost of an old failed unrequited stalker love."

Dinner: fucking awkward as shit. I think she could tell I still liked her by the way I would awkwardly glance at her and kind of swallow and mumble my way through the conversation. When her boyfriend asked her to pay for him, it took all my willpower not to stand up and say that I'd pay for them both and that she deserved someone better.

And later we go clubbing. Second bad mistake of the evening.

So I got piss-drunk at the club, and I think I was itching for a fight the whole evening just because the more I looked at her the more I just felt like I needed to kill something. So in the end I wound up fighting her boyfriend... who went to West Point for a year and knew how to fight. So yea I got my ass kicked, and worse, he thought I was just kidding around with him even though with that much alcohol in my system I really wanted to rip his nuts off. (apparently I looked like a rabid puppy trying to attack a doberman...exact quote)

Thank god my friends pulled us apart, else bad shit would have happened.

This morning, I wake up hurting all over and thinking "shit, Em is going to be wondering why I look like this..." I look on my phone and see a text from Em: "are you ok? herd u hd crazy last nite" then another text "=) when r u free".

don't know how to respond.

I hope she's going to be ok. Em and I, we like each other; XXXXX is just a dream in the air. But god I'm a fucking dumbass...



**
"Look, don't congratulate us when we buy a company, congratulate us when we sell it. Because any fool can overpay and buy a company, so long as there is money to buy it." --Henry Kravis
selboN
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
United States2523 Posts
March 24 2009 14:54 GMT
#2
/reference to being a white male

Don't hate the player, hate the game.
"That's what happens when you're using a mouse made out of glass!" -Tasteless (Referring to ZergBong)
ghermination
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
United States2851 Posts
March 24 2009 14:56 GMT
#3
Ouch... that sounds harsh. I was rooting for you until you said you got beat up =x. I hope things get better though. i dont really have anything else to say, so, good luck!
U Gotta Skate.
Rho_
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States971 Posts
March 24 2009 14:57 GMT
#4
Rofl. I wonder if the reason she likes him and not you has to do with the fact that you're a judgmental, awkward, violent fuckwit.
ffswowsucks
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
Greece2294 Posts
March 24 2009 14:57 GMT
#5
rofl. you should get drunk and make a move to the girl saying how u feel etc not trying to start a fight with a doberman since ur a puppy. lolz
Terran in particular is a notoriously strong race for a no brain skillhand bot style.
t_co
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States702 Posts
March 24 2009 15:00 GMT
#6
On March 24 2009 23:57 Rho_ wrote:
Rofl. I wonder if the reason she likes him and not you has to do with the fact that you're a judgmental, awkward, violent fuckwit.


yea probably. -sigh- it's just wierd that she's the only girl who brings this side of me out... normally i'm just, well, normal.
"Look, don't congratulate us when we buy a company, congratulate us when we sell it. Because any fool can overpay and buy a company, so long as there is money to buy it." --Henry Kravis
MasterReY
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
Germany2708 Posts
March 24 2009 15:00 GMT
#7
oh well. that sucks, i knwo this situation....

anyway you shouldn't get drunk in such moments....
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inReacH
Profile Blog Joined August 2008
Sweden1612 Posts
March 24 2009 15:03 GMT
#8
This em girl sounds pretty cool, you should probably realize how lucky you are.
Hot_Bid
Profile Blog Joined October 2003
Braavos36374 Posts
March 24 2009 15:03 GMT
#9
so much racial insecurity -_-

date white girls plz
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Rho_
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States971 Posts
March 24 2009 15:04 GMT
#10
On March 25 2009 00:00 t_co wrote:
Show nested quote +
On March 24 2009 23:57 Rho_ wrote:
Rofl. I wonder if the reason she likes him and not you has to do with the fact that you're a judgmental, awkward, violent fuckwit.


yea probably. -sigh- it's just wierd that she's the only girl who brings this side of me out... normally i'm just, well, normal.



We've all had those girls. Gotta move on man, be fair to the one you're seeing now and forget about her.
Yaqoob
Profile Blog Joined March 2005
Canada3319 Posts
March 24 2009 15:06 GMT
#11
<3 being white !
김택용 Fighting!
Typho0n
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
Canada276 Posts
March 24 2009 15:07 GMT
#12
sounds like this bf of hers isn't even a bad guy (he might be, but you didn't mention any specific examples). It's not his fault the girl like's white guys. What I'm trying to say is that fighting her boyfriend is a terrible way of getting this girl to like you lol. But anyways sounds like this Em is a nice girl, I'd stick with her
LuMiX
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
China5757 Posts
March 24 2009 15:07 GMT
#13
i liked the doberman puppy quote..

you should introduce me to this girl, im gnna go to HK soon again...i hope! =D
Kennelie
Profile Joined December 2007
United States2296 Posts
March 24 2009 15:16 GMT
#14
LOL you shoulda never even got shit faced drunk to stand up to this guy. If anything you shoulda just danced with every other girl on the dance floor and try to make this Em chick as jealous as possible. For what I am hencing either you stop talking to this girl or either you are just going to make your life rougher by continuing to be nothing but "just friends" with this girl.
ya had ya shot kid!
t_co
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States702 Posts
March 24 2009 15:21 GMT
#15
On March 25 2009 00:16 Kennelie wrote:
LOL you shoulda never even got shit faced drunk to stand up to this guy. If anything you shoulda just danced with every other girl on the dance floor and try to make this Em chick as jealous as possible. For what I am hencing either you stop talking to this girl or either you are just going to make your life rougher by continuing to be nothing but "just friends" with this girl.


XXXXX = girl who i like with the white bf

Emily/Em = my girlfriend

XXXXX =/= Em

hope that clears things up
"Look, don't congratulate us when we buy a company, congratulate us when we sell it. Because any fool can overpay and buy a company, so long as there is money to buy it." --Henry Kravis
LuMiX
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
China5757 Posts
March 24 2009 15:22 GMT
#16
you didn't reply to my post...
JWD
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States12607 Posts
March 24 2009 15:24 GMT
#17
On March 24 2009 23:57 Rho_ wrote:
Rofl. I wonder if the reason she likes him and not you has to do with the fact that you're a judgmental, awkward, violent fuckwit.


oh god, that's harsh...

but you have a good point
✌
t_co
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States702 Posts
March 24 2009 15:24 GMT
#18
On March 25 2009 00:07 Metal[x] wrote:
i liked the doberman puppy quote..

you should introduce me to this girl, im gnna go to HK soon again...i hope! =D


haha anybody I'd intro to XXXXX would probably be starting on the back foot with her (to borrow a quote from klaz). but i can give u her name if u want.
"Look, don't congratulate us when we buy a company, congratulate us when we sell it. Because any fool can overpay and buy a company, so long as there is money to buy it." --Henry Kravis
Night[Mare
Profile Blog Joined December 2004
Mexico4793 Posts
March 24 2009 15:30 GMT
#19
On March 24 2009 23:54 selboN wrote:
Don't hate the player, hate the game.

Teamliquidian townie
barth
Profile Joined March 2008
Ireland1272 Posts
March 24 2009 15:32 GMT
#20
On March 25 2009 00:03 inReacH wrote:
This em girl sounds pretty cool, you should probably realize how lucky you are.

True. Don`t get into some deep shit, as chicks usually make us do...
"Somebody you are talking to disappears mid sentence, and the universe shoots you because you talked to someone that wasn`t there." - MasterOfChaos
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