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I've started my career and things are going really well, my fiancée has started her career as well and things are going equally good. We are moving from our small apartment to a town house and getting some new furniture, it's something I've never been so excited about before now. You see I am 24 years old and my fiancée is 28. We are engaged to get married next summer, probably the most anticipated day of my life. I can't wait, I'm ecstatic. The thought of standing at the altar, watching her walking towards me in a beautiful white dress brings tears to my eyes.
You see, I'm 24 years old and just starting my life with the woman I am sure I was destined to be with. I would lay down my life for this woman in a heart beat, I would do anything I possibly could to protect her from harm and provide her with anything she may desire. I want to have a baby, something I've never wanted before. I want to have not just a baby, but a baby with her. This is something that I think about quite often to be truthful.
Today we got a phone call from the doctor, I knew it wasn't good by the cold and shallow tone in my beautiful wife to be's voice. We may not be able to have that child, I may not even be able to have her for as long as I want and thought that I would. You see, I'm 24 years old and this can't be the beginning of the end of our lives....
Edit: Cancer
 
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This + your username = an eerie/sad story.
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You have my thoughts and prayers.
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But you've tried so hard and come so far
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On October 07 2010 05:10 Horrde wrote:
But you've tried so hard and come so far
But he has to fall to lose it all!
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On October 07 2010 05:03 ilovezil wrote:
This + your username = an eerie/sad story.
And don't forget the sig also... very eerie indeed. Though I hope everything turns out alright.
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Wow, that`s unfortunate. I can`t imagine wanting to have a child but I guess i can still sympathize somewhat. Hopefully it works out for you after all!
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Austin10833 Posts
This is pretty cryptic. Is this a real situation with your fiancee's health or something (or is this just fiction)? Can you tell us more?
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Why can't she have babies? Fertility issues?
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No, the phone call was from the doctor.. Yes, it's a real situation.
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You can always adopt. I can't wait to have children, but if for some reason I can't (or she can't) I'd adopt. It doesn't matter to me whether it's biological or not, I'll love it just the same. Plus, the child you're adopting you're most likely rescuing from having a horrible upbringing, and you're giving it a lovely home.
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I can deal with not having a baby with her, it's something I've wanted to share and experience with her, but its not the end of the world. Losing her isn't something I can deal with though..
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I saw you edited Cancer. Breast cancer? Cancer is not always a death sentence in todays world, and if you caught it early, chances are quite high it'll be OK.
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All I am is sadface right now
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It's not breast cancer, we go in on the 15th to discuss the issue with the doctor and then wait for an appointment at the hospital to see what they can see/do.
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Austin10833 Posts
Wow, I'm sorry to hear that. Best of luck to you both. They're making pretty amazing strides in medicine now, my Mom went through cancer and came out fine. It wasn't easy, but she's still here and strong as ever, so don't get yourself too down just yet.
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:/ That sucks. All I can say is I hope it'll be OK so you can grow old with the woman you love.
Oh and yeah, stay positive. Do not let whatever ails your future wife turn into a self-fulfilling prophecy of despair.
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I'm hoping for the best. I needed to voice my frustration and sadness, you see I don't want that being something she has to worry about. I have to be that rock, that shoulder that she can lean on and depend on through all of this. I have to be her light, I have to stay strong, for her. It's just frustrating, sickening and infuriating that someone so young, has to think about going through this.. I apologize for the emotional spill, I just needed to get it out somewhere.
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I hope everything goes well and she will be able to have a babe in the future. Never give up!
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