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This is fully an emo cry blog
this morning i was telling my mom that i hope she likes my new girlfriend, the girl means a lot to me. finally told each other that we love each other, and her doing the smallest shit always puts a smile on my face.
but she graduated, im still in school.
she's already pulled off the long distance relationship (LDR) thing. i havent, so i bring it up. want to see how she feels about the relationship and if shes in for the LDR thing
and effectively i got dumped, for the first time in my life. all in the same day. im good huh.
over the phone too. cause shes already in a diff state (but i still see here every weekend)
oh well now what?
writing cause i have noone on AIM to talk to at 3 in the morning
much love
time to whore myself out at school again. sweet.
 
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Sorry to hear it.
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it's ok man, you still have TL!!
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Dang, I'm sorry. How long have you all been together?
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pfffffffff sounds like any girl you'd fall in love with
WHORE OUT TIME
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If you look on the bright side, now you can go for a non-LDR? Either way, it sucks to get dumped.
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Aw man
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damn its because she graduated and her friends probably had something to do with "youll meet other guys" or she thought the same
really bad =[
sorry to hear
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D: getting dumped sucks, especially the first time.
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what i meant to say is i effectively dumped myself
it came out that she didnt think she could do the distance thing again, and i told her if she ever had a thought that she would have to end it, we have to end it now, otherwise its completely and utterly unfair to me that she just drag me along.
and so be it.
im actually really impressed by the people(who you are, not what you posted) that replied. thanks, it means something to me.
also, we've only been together five months. But we did live with each other for the whole thing, and ive never, ever had a relationship that was just so easy. it was so easy to love her for all the stupid little things she does. there was no fighting. any disagreement was handled so fucking well. she was just fucking rational. hard to find.
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it's okay, man. Cry it out if you need to, you have no idea how much that helps (well, maybe you do, but still).
Men cry, there's nothing wrong with that.
Edit: in the early morning (like six or seven), go out for a walk. You'll feel much better.
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On July 03 2009 17:03 Gene wrote:
im actually really impressed by the people(who you are, not what you posted) that replied. thanks, it means something to me.
np Gene, np. <333
On July 03 2009 17:04 Perguvious wrote:
in the early morning (like six or seven), go out for a walk. You'll feel much better.
This is really nice^. Very relaxing.
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First time I went through this situation, it was hell. Still kinda like the girl 6 years later, but it gets much better, especially that she's out of state. I took my situation exceptionally hard, going from the very casual weed smoker to smoking daily, and using sleeping pills for the first 2 weeks just because otherwise I'd lay in bed at night until 6-7 AM. Personally I didn't cry, but eh, I guess if it helps other people. I assume it'd just make me feel worse.
Good luck. As soon as you get over the initial bump it'll be a lot smoother (especially when you start dating other people).
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Aw man, sucks. But rationally speaking, it is better to clear sides now than having you to find out later that she cheated or something like that because of the long distance.
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yeah, thats why i told her we had to just stop then
last breakup i started chainsmoking again, i see that being a definite possibility, atleast for a little while. its a really, really nice crutch to have. ive quit more times than is necessary, so im not worried about being addicted anymore. just that whole cancer thing..
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On July 03 2009 17:34 Gene wrote:
yeah, thats why i told her we had to just stop then
last breakup i started chainsmoking again, i see that being a definite possibility, atleast for a little while. its a really, really nice crutch to have. ive quit more times than is necessary, so im not worried about being addicted anymore. just that whole cancer thing..
"at least for a little while" might turn into "a nice long while". You should never have to smoke or do drugs, even as a backup. Once you get in it's almost impossible to get out (and there are also the long term effects).
Try something more nature related or natural :D
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ive smoked and done drugs
it just takes a very little amount of will power to not become a loser
i've got a lot of that. its fine.
bonus: strafe is less than sober in irc. making my night.
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On July 03 2009 17:03 Gene wrote:
...and i told her if she ever had a thought that she would have to end it, we have to end it now, otherwise its completely and utterly unfair to me that she just drag me along.
VERY good and BRAVE move on your part... my first really serious GF.. when she moved away for school .. we thought we'd be able to do it. but we just ended up shouting at each other on the phone pretty much, until I was glad when we finally broke up.
she was a good rational girl too, but i've moved on to far better and more mature girls who have the same no-arguments disposition but who are just.. more grown up. gonna be moving in with my GF of 2.5 years in a month..!
so there is hope for you yet, especially if you were smart enough to get out of the LTR before it had a chance to go sour.
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Netherlands19135 Posts
*hugs Brianface*
Welcome to the doghouse.
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