I saw the news today... as everyday. And i learn that the unemployment is on 2 digits now here in chile. Im proudly one of the 750k people without a regular job in here. Doesnt seems to much... but our workforce is around 7.5KK ppl, so is the 10.2% in oficial numbers.
So, i decided to turn into beethoven again, as always i dont wanna fall into depressive mood. And it is really amazing, i can see the sparkling stars while looking at raindrops in my window. I could be high too, but as i dont have money not even for a beer... weed, acid or whatever i would happily consume today is far away from this moment.
I have been thinking on my favourites pirates tales. But not only on that, on all those thief tales too. Suddendly i start to think in every anti-hero that i enjoy so much to read, watch or hear. Everyone of my childhood heroes are scammers, burglars, thefs, pirates, etc. Then i start to think in this music... should be finishing?
so, i HAVE to ask WHY THE FUCK DO I WANT TO GET A HONEST JOB!!! i dont need it... doesnt mean im gonna steal something tomorrow... just means that i do NOT need to work for the stablishment.
Two months ago my swedish girlfriend left to sweden (this redundance is INTENTIONAL) and i stop selling chokladbollar
on the streets. we did that for almost 1 month and went to a 2 months trip to the north of chile. Then we came back and did those really nice snaks and made something enough to drink tons of wine. Now she is gone, i need money to go to europe, and have no work at all. FUCK I DONT NEED IT AND I DONT WANT IT. Gonna play music on the street, stay teaching maths, anything that i can do. Gonna switch to my most hippie self, that one i am refusing since lot of time. And shit i need some acid.