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My last serious blog was about how I walked in on my best friend and my girl friend fucking. (Or more like they ran away and hid nude in one corner each of the kitchen.)And how I had no friends or anyone to talk to and about how everything was basically shit.
Anyway 1 and a half month later my life is great. Absolutly great.
I have people calling me about parties.
I have people calling me in the middle of the night to talk for two hours just because she enjoys my company.
An old friend whom I had not spoken to in months and months immediately told me that she (GF) was always bad for me anyway and just welcomed me back.
Another one tried to set me up with her sister 'cause she found me "super fucking cool". (I screwed that one up but still)
I randomly went home to a girl (my ex's friend) just to hang out, the next day she wants me to come hang with a couple of people. I am like "nah.. not if she's there" to which she responds "she won't know about it".
etc etc
Oh and the more I hear and read about oxford the more I love the school, I am really really looking forward to going there now that I don't even have to feel bad about it :D :D
Forgot, my summer project went well, so well in fact that the professor wants to polish it a bit and publish the results.
But still... I think about her everyday.
I dream about her every night.
I hate her more than I have ever hated anyone but if she were to call me tomorrow and say "sorry, I want to get back together." I would hate myself even more...
Because I would say yes.
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imo... ur life sounds cool as it is, you dont need her back.. thats pretty pathetic and low from you
+ Show Spoiler + Just my opinion, no flame pls
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I can't find the blog about your friend and your gf screwing each other but you're starting to pimp out now. And you should be the one welcoming your gf back, not her welcoming oyu back.
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On September 18 2008 05:18 InfeSteD wrote:imo... ur life sounds cool as it is, you dont need her back.. thats pretty pathetic and low from you + Show Spoiler + Just my opinion, no flame pls
Obviously it's pathetic why else would I post it like that 
And no I don't need her back, in fact she would probably make my life worse in like every possible aspect. Knowing and feeling is not one and the same though
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On September 18 2008 05:21 KlaCkoN wrote:Show nested quote +On September 18 2008 05:18 InfeSteD wrote:imo... ur life sounds cool as it is, you dont need her back.. thats pretty pathetic and low from you + Show Spoiler + Just my opinion, no flame pls Obviously it's pathetic why else would I post it like that And no I don't need her back, in fact she would probably make my life worse in like every possible aspect. Knowing and feeling is not one and the same though
As long as you know and actually admit is pathetic then you are a forgetable person it seems and can forgive which is what god says.. so take her back and fuck her good 
Good luck! I am going through the same rite now so I can undetrstand u
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Yeah, life can be confusing as balls sometimes. You can feel happy and go out and do stuff and not think about it, but as soon as you get back, it always seems to cross the mind... The day you finally realise you don't care anymore is after you've gone a day without thinking about it. There'll always be something on your mind, so don't worry about it too much. Speaking from experience, I can tell you I've both forgotten and stopped thinking about things that used to bother me, and am currently being tormented by different things that bother me now. The only thing you can do is say "hang the sense of it," and keep yourself busy.
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