My head is gonna blow. I have 4 test and 2 quiz in a row starting tomorrow, monday, with one on physics and other in abstract algebra, continuing with something in calculus, another algebra test, a quiz in physics and finally a brand new test in calculus.
The incredible thing about it is... i was playing so good just before knowing that i have those test (honestly, never played better) ... now i feel like i am wasting my time, so, i cant focus and i am just losing to rushes (even worst than jus before)...
Yesterday i lost 8 games, 3 against 3rax, 2 against 2gates, one against fast expa and zealot legs +1 push, 2 mirrors, one i went 9 hatch 9 pool over 10 lings to find my oponent at last with his 12 hatch that overdroned me, the other with a more conservative 12 pool, fast lair muta to lose i do not know why.
So, i cant play seriously, lets play for fun, went to iccup with a smurf and star playing protoss.
I played 8 protoss vs zerg... i never before played so many games with protoss against zerg, and now i dont understand something.
how do you play protoss when is it so frustrating???
Going back to my test, it is so hard to me to be in just one thing a time that it is actually a blessign these quantity of different subjects tests, i can study them all at the same time, making an exercise for one subject, and then making one for other, but it result in exahustion in matter of 2 hours at most. Soon, i take a coffe break, sit back and relax. Sometimes i play some chess and sometimes i enter to my server and play sc.
And like in sc in these moments my chess sucks.
I am in a brain overburn, i think i have to work in my multitask, so i can do maths with numbers like in calculus, and with letters like in algebra, and with some religious ways to understand life like in physics, at the very same time.
break in the subject, break in music go on, ctrl+clik me
I need a dual-cored brain, or maybe a quad... but, WAIT A MINUTE! BRAINS ARE MULTITASKED!!! is the physics that needs some kind of order that dennies multitask in first instance, and we need to develop tecnology to try to look like a multitask way. Biological systems works like a unit, but are made from smaller systems, we can go all way reducing systems until we are gonna get million of tiny one tasked systems.
so, why does my brian burns when i try to do exactly what it should do?
does complex systems mean anything to you?
Why do we get tired?
why do winbots get so many wins without getting tired?
why should i effort to get the very same result than a selfmade winbot?
Why do i study my three subjects instead trying to figure out a way to sneak in a piece of paper with notable formulae and some kind of answer to any question that i could have during any of my tests?
For the same reason that the average protoss player loose one an another time against a zerg player with less lvl and dont get frustrated, because we are so much more than the joint of every part of us, our game is so much different to the stats and the results, thats why winbots, or stats made of playing a lot of noobs mean nothing to anyone who is not a dumb...
anyway, i used to be a cheat master when i was finishing my school days... and i think i am not a dumb. But, lieng to ones equal? nono, my friend, you cant trust on my pirat word that i am an honorable deshonest person.