well, one of my "friends" is now my ex's boyfriend. I seriously cant handle the situation because even when i seemed not to care, i still love her (after seven months aprox, i was way deeply in love, 1st mistake: "to women; not all the love, neither the money")
so they started dating telling me the were just "hanging out", yeah... so now they're a couple. Now im trying my best to deal with the situation. I got sad a couple of days but "recovered" fast. I was doing pretty good until my *friend* tells me something about my ex. Shit there goes my mind remembering everything about her. Even the most trivial event in life still links my thoughts to her.
So im having nightmares about missing her, i wake up all sad, and i say to myself: FUCK THIS WOMAN ISNT WORTH IT. yet, the nightmares are there. i really wish there was a way to remove her from my memories atm.
Im trying to find a cute girl i can actually talk and have a fun time with, but no success yet. I have met many girls lately, but none meets my standarts. Looking forward to find one soon. Thats it i think.
random cute girl: (i must have one in my threads)