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Hey TL, it's been awhile. I have been traveling a lot lately, from all over Southern California, back to Pittsburgh to see my father it's been quite the perilous journey, kind of unbelievable really... So I went back to Pittsburgh to be with my father, I began to get back on my feet working 2 jobs and side hustles at the same time, then the girl who I went to California with originally came to Pittsburgh to visit me, within 1 week I spent 1,000$ on partying with her then she left and I was depressed.
A few days later I followed her back to South Carolina, everything seemed perfect as it was when we originally fell in love back in Pittsburgh, keep in mind this is my previous room mate of 6 months, there were no sexual or feelings for each other at all during the 6 months we lived together. A few weeks later I never received my last money from previous boss, money was tight and I realized she survived solely from sugar daddies giving her money, but she says she does no sexual acts for it, I somewhat believe it because they are older men and she's so hot she gets whatever she wants.
Previously We traveled to California previously to meet with her last sugar daddy which I didn't know at the time, she left a week later and I had the time of my life In California, me and her "sugar daddy" became good friends oddly enough and I learned a lot about cars.
When we met back in South Carolina we kept partying and traveling to North Carolina(Charlotte, Raleigh), then to Folly and Myrtle Beach in South Carolina, back and forth. Then With Bike week coming up she decided it'd be best to go to Daytona Beach Florida to wash bikes in a Bikini, the people lied and she actually wouldn't be making 200$+tips a day(lol who woulda thought). I ended up getting a job in a restaurant then quitting because fuck it was ridiculously hard and I had a feeling she was about to leave me there.
I get phone charged at a McDonald's and turn it on... "Joey hurry"... I get to her car and she's getting it jumped because the battery died, because she's planning on leaving in morning to get more adderal(abuses this shit she's prescribed)... She then flips out on me for no reason and drops me off at a greyhound bus station where I ended up sleeping outside for the night, I sadly got robbed by some random dude as well that night, I had nothing to take really though, he took my sunglasses, still it sucked.
The next morning I am waiting on a train to get to New York to stay with a fellow SC player, 5 minutes before the train arrives I realize I lost my ID because I am a procrastinator, it must have fell out when that douche robbed me of my sunglasses. I cancel ticket just in time with Amtrak to get 90% of refund back about, then found my ID where I was sleeping, under that bench.
The next morning she calls me crying, saying how sorry she is and it will never happen again, I believe her and she picks me up where she left me, essentially homeless. I forgive her and she continues to rail into my brain all of my negative traits I have to fix....but it seems she was right, and I only grew stronger from these experiences she put me through, so I listen. So confused, so deeply in love with this woman who is seemingly the most gorgeous and vibrant woman I have ever been the side bitch of, because now I guess I realize that's what I was.
A few more days were spent in Florida, seeing Orlando, West Palm, and St. Augustine, all while having the most hypnotizing sex with the hottest girl ever, I began to realize I don't think logically, but with my dick. After all, this is the best piece of ass almost any man could ask for, or was it? ....I sold about 1.5K worth of computer equipment for 400$ and spent entire tax refund to try and please her, I realized I am not sugar daddy material at the moment and I cannot please or keep her sane unless I can take care of myself first, and I guess that goes with any partner, relationship, room mate, etc.
A few days ago my father passed away on the 25th while I was attempting to get back to Pittsburgh to be by his side after word of his stroke, I didn't make it in time.... Devistated... How could I let my judgment be so clouded? I knew my father understood regardless, at 81 years old, he knew ai loved him, I was able to see all the places he loved and spoke so highly of, and now he is with me in spirit.
She still drops me off and picks me up randomly and I guess she only likes me for my big dick she says, who knows, all I know is I threw away a lot, and suffered a ton for something I thought was love, I am homeless now trying to get back on my feet, the only reason I came to check TL is because I saw the BW remastered post, then became inspired to write a blog because I haven't in awhile, I'm sober and bored.
I am writing this on my moms tablet as she let me crash here for the night, couch surfing and trying to get my shit together, there's nothing more that I want than to sit at a PC and play BW at the moment, it's been over 6 months since I've gamed, it totally sucks, it's my escape and peace of mind.
If anyone has a couch TelecoM can crash on till I get on my feet I'd really appreciate it, I kmow it's a weird and random question, but hey...any TLer would post here asking for a helping hand rather than craigslist or backpage lol. I can cook, clean, I'm GM in SC2 and B-\B rank in BW and part of Ever BW still, free coaching and back rubs, etc etc.
In all seriousness, if you could help that'd be awesome and it may save my life right now, if not I still love you the same. I really miss TL and being an active part of this gaming community, even if I wasn't the most positive part of it at times.
Thanks for reading TL, any questions about my story just shoot.
Love y'all.
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This was pretty much the best subtle brag of a big dick I've ever seen.
Edit: You can't live with me but I did buy you tl.net+ for your troubles. Use it wisely.
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This sounds like a last shadow blog
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"He acted mean on the internet so he deserves to suffer in real life" Like really?
To Telecom: I feel for ya I'm kind of in a similar situation atm so I can totally understand you.
Hopefully life will get better.
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Charlie Sheens House51252 Posts
LOL great blog, thanks for the read!
Man rolls as a side bitch for a hottie who hustles old men haha. Lad!!
Good luck, restarting your life? i guess! At least you have many experiences to pass onto your kids and you have seen lots of America!
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The Adventures of Telecom. Stay tuned.
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Well things may be looking up, a cop I met last night got me into a hotel room to sleep for the night and him and his chief are thinking of getting me into an apartment of my own...wow, I never expected such kindness and generosity, especially from cops. I only say that because of my past, I guess I realized they are people just like me, miracles can happen, and anything is possible....
Oh yea, and think with your brain and not your dick, it'll get you further in life and less mistakes than my stupid ass... 👌😀😉😉
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If this happens it'll be great, then all I will need is a good cheap computer good enough to stream BW, and my life will be complete. All the BW updates are so awesome for oldschoolers like myself, so hype.
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How's Arsinal been? I've always wondered if he ever fully recovered from the screen door getting illy.
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TLADT24915 Posts
You may not want to hear this but personally, I think you should move on from her and focus on your life right now. The beginning of the blog was great. It sounded like you were getting back on your feet with the 2 jobs etc... I think you should focus on finding any job atm, work on saving and trying to find a place you can afford then eventually, try to find a better one and move up. Better to stabilize your life now then find a partner later on. Best of luck and glad to see you're doing well otherwise!
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Why don't you move somewhere cheap and quiet after you get your life back together. It seems like that suits you better since that was when you had your life together. Low key Montana, Oregon, Washington are greast places to live and pretty quiet. I can't give you a place to stay, but I would just tell your Ma that you're gonna grab a job there and live there for a bit. You'll pay rent, etc., but you just have to take a moment to restart unless a friend can take you in.
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Very sorry to hear about your loss;
I just hope you are dealing with it as it comes to you; God bless you
About this woman, i think that until you hit your head hard against a stone wall, it will be difficult to stick to any decisions that will bring you where you want to be in life. I know people like that, all they are really trying to accomplish is please and feed themselves, with no regard of others around them. Just make sure you don' t end up paying for one of her mistakes, cause eventually things catch up and luck runs out.
What i' m trying to say here is not that that lifestyle is wrong, just that it leads to places and responsibilities that are not easy to get away from afterward. Its a risk, its a gamble. I have watched your stream for many years, and i know how you play, i know your game, and this reflects in your story you are telling: you build up a solid position, carefully take care of every little detail in a disciplined matter. And then you trow it all away cause you get ahead of yourself, want to resolve everything when there is a 1% chance of it going through or less. You chance dreams of glory of how you want it to be, without considering enough profoundly the reality for those around you. You let your emotion of the moment dominate all the decision making. And later you regret it. Its beacuse you have an impulsive nature, and thats hard to deal with, hard to live with, and even harder are the consequenses to those impulses when they escape your control.
If this iswhere this woman got you right now, imagine where you could be if you continue answering your phone to her, meeting up, spending time and listening to the way she points out your mistakes, while she never points out hers. Thats the definition of a bully. But, nonetheless, this is a choice, and there is no right of wrong in life, there is action and consequence, and the result that will happen is what we decide to feed the most and what we decide dedicate ourselves to. And when you dedicate yourself to another, things are automatically out of your control, and they will always be. A healthy relationship is one where it adds to what we allready have, two people being independant, not two people being dependant on each other.
And yeah, don' t think with your dick. Cause at the end of the day, your dick is narrow minded and only has one thing in mind, and you as a whole will not be able to live life appropriatly, just surviving mode.
I wish you all the best, and empatize with your situation
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Thanks for your wise words you guys, means a lot. I have been working a kitchen job actually(unfortunately), looking for 2nd job soon. Hoping to get into a place soon, then get a pc back or something eventually lol. Pebble you are the best, love ya man!
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