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Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
May 07 2015 22:08 GMT
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All my life I've been given the opportunities to overcome the problems of another day, I've struggled hard for a long time, I am struggling a lot less now. The struggle I've been put through was my personal one. I have fought my own demons, met some demons of others, helped fight them off, but I never was the wielder of the sword or axe. I was the tool. I put myself there. Through this, I've learnt how to create my own arsenal of weapons to fight them off.

There was one thing I have not cared for enough: memory. Not only memory in the sense of description, probably the most common one, but the memory of doing. Some demons have been defeated, some still come back - those are dealt with old techniques, although not entirely consciously and if they are, it is only during time of a huge duress. New demons are not approaching me. Not mine. Now, I have the demons I've been fighting with in a person I care for. The lack of memory does not allow me to give her the proper tools to fight them off.

It's even worse, I think. The fight has not even yet started. This is an outlandish case. I'd have to follow my entire journey to help her through it. That doesn't entirely matter as well, because there might be some inherent demons unconnected to experience - and those I can't do anything with without proper understanding.

Hope. The beacon of light guiding my heart, pulsating virtue and understanding. What should I ought to do?

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KelsierSC
Profile Blog Joined March 2013
United Kingdom10443 Posts
May 07 2015 22:13 GMT
#2
Brain Training for the DS?
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Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
May 07 2015 22:22 GMT
#3
On May 08 2015 07:13 KelsierSC wrote:
Brain Training for the DS?

Memories shall come back. I could induce favourable states for that, but I am not entirely sure if I would be stable enough to continue such actions over and over. Then that is not the end of the road. My knowledge does not have to be adequate and even if so, complete. That is a very optimistic approach anyway, the unknown demons, which are present might be too hard to crack on my own. Helping through someone is not up to me though.
I am terrified.
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pebble444
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Italy2498 Posts
May 08 2015 04:41 GMT
#4
Good man. Many people cannot manage to do this in 1 lifetime, you should be proud of yourself. I hope your arsenal of weapons work in a Healthy way for your mind and body.

As for the second part, fighting the Demons for someone you love or really care about, I ADVISE NOT TO PROCEED.
You see, even if you consider yourself an expert, or a wise person about the subject, you have been fighting your own your whole life; You might even have in moments of Severe danger for others lent a hand, but by what you wrote this seems to be the first time you consciously get involved into someone else, directly. I am not going to say what i have witnessed from experience but i am going to say, Unless you have had any kind of Shamanic training you should not embark on this quest lightly, or at all. Every person, even while having the same kind of energy field, also has a completely unique energy field, making these kind of interactions from and inside or outside source, can be really hard to deal with and comunicate with.

That being said, i suggest the following:
- Stay close and support this person (i' m sure you already do)
- Suggest to them Hypnotherapy (this can help you in recalling memories as well)
- Suggest to them Dreamtherapy

And also, above all, consult a doctor first.
"Awaken my Child, and embrace the Glory that is your Birthright"
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