So I'm drunk. My previous post just got deleted, because I accidentaly went to a new tab. Anyways, my point is, that getting drunk is pretty much pointless. Unless you're attractive, you won't get to hang with any chicks/guys, besides your friends. Getting shit-wasted isn't fun imo. What's the point? I missed Speed gaming vs DK because I got drunk, but I don't feel any better. I went clubbing with my 'friends', but I ended up asking the barman for the sudoku he was solving and asking the DJ's how they got into their professin and how much they get payed (50€ per show). The music they play at clubs is shite. It's some modern pop which they're playing 50 times on radio per hour. It's impossible to dance to. Why won't they play some hip-hop or RnB?
Only thing good is that I got home and can enjoy some of my own music. The bad thing is that my other roommate threw up in my room, and I hope that I won't step in that. A good thing that happened in recent times is that my mom won 4000€ playing lottery. Finally that hard work will pay off. Now she can pay up quick-loans and fathers medical expenses.
Soon I will be getting a jaw job, which means that I have to update my ID-Card photo. I don't enjoy doing that. I got a Hearthstone Beta key. At least something good has happened. Day9 is cool. Being Drunk is pointless.
Talking with girls at da club is pointless. They feel superior, and I just don't see them that way. I'm not gay, but those girls are desperate and fucked up, like I am, which I'm not searching for.
I'm studying electrical engineering, but I know that I'll never become engineer. If I've learned anything it's that engineering is fucking hard and I can't manage that. I guess I'll appreciate engineering more now.? But I know that I won't become one. I'd like to, but I won't, simple as that. Physics and maths just drives me crazy. I'd like a job like DayNine has, but I won't probably get a job like that. Life sucks. Candy is good. Future doesn't promise anything good.
I'd like to become a writer, like Robert E. Howard, but I somehow feel that I don't have the fantasy that it takes to become a creative writer like him.
Life sucks, perhaps suicide? No, because mom won 4k€ and thing are somewhat looking up. Life sucks.
if being drunk is pointless you haven't drank enough in your life. Develop mild alcoholism first and you will see how great alcohol is (followed shortly after by seeing how horrible it is). But like girls are equal and human, even if they go to t3h clubs, so don't feel superior you aint much better Mr.human.
I'm halfway drunk and I don't feel like it's pointless. Not any more pointless than any of the other shit I do to entertain myself, which includes "hanging out with chicks/guys" even though I'm not particularly attractive.
Maybe we should hang out together OP. And tomorrow, life will be difficult but I'll make you the best bacon and eggs you've ever had. And around 3PM, we'll be watching Lord of the rings together, and we'll be friends, and we'll have fought the hangover together. A bond that not even the bitches could take from us.
On December 14 2013 11:19 Djzapz wrote: I'm halfway drunk and I don't feel like it's pointless. Not any more pointless than any of the other shit I do to entertain myself, which includes "hanging out with chicks/guys" even though I'm not particularly attractive.
Maybe we should hang out together OP. And tomorrow, life will be difficult but I'll make you the best bacon and eggs you've ever had. And around 3PM, we'll be watching Lord of the rings together, and we'll be friends, and we'll have fought the hangover together. A bond that not even the bitches could take from us.
I'll be waiting, OP. (Actual legs of djzapz)
well you have 3 monitors AND you live in canda....how bad can being drunk in that scenario possibly be???
On December 14 2013 11:19 Djzapz wrote: I'm halfway drunk and I don't feel like it's pointless. Not any more pointless than any of the other shit I do to entertain myself, which includes "hanging out with chicks/guys" even though I'm not particularly attractive.
Maybe we should hang out together OP. And tomorrow, life will be difficult but I'll make you the best bacon and eggs you've ever had. And around 3PM, we'll be watching Lord of the rings together, and we'll be friends, and we'll have fought the hangover together. A bond that not even the bitches could take from us.
I'll be waiting, OP. (Actual legs of djzapz)
well you have 3 monitors AND you live in canda....how bad can being drunk in that scenario possibly be???
Oh I can't complain about last night's events. Canada and monitors are always a good time.
On December 14 2013 11:19 Djzapz wrote: I'm halfway drunk and I don't feel like it's pointless. Not any more pointless than any of the other shit I do to entertain myself, which includes "hanging out with chicks/guys" even though I'm not particularly attractive.
Maybe we should hang out together OP. And tomorrow, life will be difficult but I'll make you the best bacon and eggs you've ever had. And around 3PM, we'll be watching Lord of the rings together, and we'll be friends, and we'll have fought the hangover together. A bond that not even the bitches could take from us.
I'll be waiting, OP. (Actual legs of djzapz)
I love this post. And the shoes are great, I have a pair of something similar, so kudos for that.
This blog is incredibly entertaining and also a bit sad. I'm sorry you feel this way, however there is more to getting drunk than that.
Drinking is a thing you can enjoy in many different ways. You can do it with a girl to get the edge off, you can do it enjoy, you can do it to deliberately get smashed with friends or just drink some with friends. You can do it to make yourself feel more confident (if you're not confident already).
I like drinking, i'd never do it alone, because yes like you say it is pointless to be drunk alone at a computer typing random blogs and posts. If you don't like the girls that are at clubbing, get to the girls that you do like. Party of friends, special party's, that is the place where you can meet girls.
Drinking won't take your problems away. It will make them worse if you use it for that. Drinking will make you more happy if you're happy, more confident if you're confident, more mouthy if you're mouthy, but also more inverted if you're inverted like you seem to be.
Clubbing sucks. Fact. The only reason that clubbing is enjoyable is if you're with a considerable group of good friends with a good mixture of men/woman. I'm pretty confident and think I'm O.K. looking, however I seldomly or almost never pick up girls at a club, because like you say , They're desperate.
Focus on fun things in life, why pursue a study in Electrical Engineering if you don't want to? Why not study something you DO want to do or atleast find interesting?
I like your writing, it is very enjoyable even if this post was a bit sad. I think you COULD be a good writer. You just have to believe in yourself and things will be oke. With girls, with work, with your life!
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