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After I created my last blog and got all those responses, I realized I was being quite silly after all. I did a lot of thinking today about how much of a douche I really seem like. I never really spent time talking to anyone. I would see people as they pass by and just say a quiet hey.
Oh how silly I was...also again my other blog so horribly silly.....
I was walking down the hall and saw a friend and instead of passing right by her with a simple hey, everything seemed to freeze as I had to make a split decision to do something different. I started a conversation that wasn't just 30 seconds long. Talking to a human being...conversing....why is this something that I don't feel that I absolutely need? I question why I find it acceptable to be...just simply put, alone.
Well, simply put, I was just stupid. very stupid. I don't understand why I am like that, but I do understand that I am going to change that part so, at the very least I am not completely stupid.
 
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Try not to overthink human interaction too much. I find it to be most enjoyable when I am in a state of 'flow'
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Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche.
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On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche.
This.
Get more experience. There's a first and second and tenth time for everything.
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On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche.
Azera, for the last 2 blogs you have been really vitriolic  . Usually you are pretty nice, what is with the change in tone?
To SoR: Stop thinking so much about the interaction and the philosophy behind it, right now youbarely understand how to make it work apparently, just focus on making it work well. Work on being Chaismatic, work on flowing well, work on not being an awkward sock puppet. BTW, you aren't a douche, your blogs just kind of ooze college douchebaggery. You are probably not a terrible person irl.
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On December 03 2012 11:57 docvoc wrote:Show nested quote +On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche. Azera, for the last 2 blogs you have been really vitriolic . Usually you are pretty nice, what is with the change in tone? To SoR: Stop thinking so much about the interaction and the philosophy behind it, right now youbarely understand how to make it work apparently, just focus on making it work well. Work on being Chaismatic, work on flowing well, work on not being an awkward sock puppet. BTW, you aren't a douche, your blogs just kind of ooze college douchebaggery. You are probably not a terrible person irl.
He reminds me of an Asian CombatEX and as you said, his blogs oozes douchebaggery. I think blogs reflect what a person is, so I'm going to assume that he's a douche irl as well. Even if he's nice irl, his online persona is revolting.
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gl try not to over think it.
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On December 03 2012 11:57 docvoc wrote:Show nested quote +On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche. Azera, for the last 2 blogs you have been really vitriolic . Usually you are pretty nice, what is with the change in tone? To SoR: Stop thinking so much about the interaction and the philosophy behind it, right now youbarely understand how to make it work apparently, just focus on making it work well. Work on being Chaismatic, work on flowing well, work on not being an awkward sock puppet. BTW, you aren't a douche, your blogs just kind of ooze college douchebaggery. You are probably not a terrible person irl.
I've got to agree with you here. No offense Az but you sound like you absolutely loathe him. Suffer people whom you think fools and move on. He's never done anything bad to you. While you're unhappy with how mean people can be in their responses to your blogs, you hop into his and call him revolting. Not very nice if you ask me.
I feel a bit sorry for SoR in all honesty. What brian said also.
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On December 03 2012 13:00 Aerisky wrote:Show nested quote +On December 03 2012 11:57 docvoc wrote:On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche. Azera, for the last 2 blogs you have been really vitriolic . Usually you are pretty nice, what is with the change in tone? To SoR: Stop thinking so much about the interaction and the philosophy behind it, right now youbarely understand how to make it work apparently, just focus on making it work well. Work on being Chaismatic, work on flowing well, work on not being an awkward sock puppet. BTW, you aren't a douche, your blogs just kind of ooze college douchebaggery. You are probably not a terrible person irl. I've got to agree with you here. No offense Az but you sound like you absolutely loathe him. Suffer people whom you think fools and move on. He's never done anything bad to you. While you're unhappy with how mean people can be in their responses to your blogs, you hop into his and call him revolting. Not very nice if you ask me. I feel a bit sorry for SoR in all honesty. What brian said also.
Aerisky you realize that I'm not a PBU (the perma-banned/nuked sense) right? SoR was banned previously for making shit blogs and here he is again. Don't be so quick to jump onto your high horse.
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yeah bro, you have to consciously work to "let go" and not overthink, which seems bit paradoxical -- and hence it's not easy for many folks.
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^whoa phosphorylation your link is incredible :O nice photographs you've taken ^^
On December 03 2012 13:26 Azera wrote:Show nested quote +On December 03 2012 13:00 Aerisky wrote:On December 03 2012 11:57 docvoc wrote:On December 03 2012 11:24 Azera wrote:
Having to tell people you're not stupid and not a douche probably means that you're stupid and a douche. Azera, for the last 2 blogs you have been really vitriolic . Usually you are pretty nice, what is with the change in tone? To SoR: Stop thinking so much about the interaction and the philosophy behind it, right now youbarely understand how to make it work apparently, just focus on making it work well. Work on being Chaismatic, work on flowing well, work on not being an awkward sock puppet. BTW, you aren't a douche, your blogs just kind of ooze college douchebaggery. You are probably not a terrible person irl. I've got to agree with you here. No offense Az but you sound like you absolutely loathe him. Suffer people whom you think fools and move on. He's never done anything bad to you. While you're unhappy with how mean people can be in their responses to your blogs, you hop into his and call him revolting. Not very nice if you ask me. I feel a bit sorry for SoR in all honesty. What brian said also. Aerisky you realize that I'm not a PBU (the perma-banned/nuked sense) right? SoR was banned previously for making shit blogs and here he is again. Don't be so quick to jump onto your high horse.
Just wanted to point that out. I don't care if he's a PBU. If he was banned for bad blogs before, let him be banned again, don't really care either way. No need to get defensive. You can call me sanctimonious all day long, but I just wanted to point out that you're not helping matters by hopping in here and flaming him, unless you think it might get him to self-request a perm or something.
Maybe it's a difference in personal philosophies. You are saying it's okay to abuse him him verbally if he was a PBU previous banned for a history of bad blogs. I disagree with that stance and would let the mods do their work; if they want him gone then they can boot him off again whenever they think he has crossed the line again. Calm down lol
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Nonono i was banned for trolling so much on that account. It was almost 1000 posts of badness and literally just one good post about a focused approach to improving mechanics.
http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?topic_id=319876
I took a much needed break from TL though because it was a lot worse than it looks now
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I doubt that's your account.
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On December 03 2012 15:30 Azera wrote:
I doubt that's your account.
Svroll down to about the fifth post.
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On December 03 2012 16:07 Azera wrote:
Right. 8th post.
Its actually the 2nd post which is before the 8th post.
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That was a very bad blog post. If you think about it, I haven't been banned for a blog so that would mean my trolling activity has decreased would it not?
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EPT
