EPTI don't deserve the things I have. Family, good fortune.... life. I don't deserve this.
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Requizen
United States33802 Posts
I don't deserve the things I have. Family, good fortune.... life. I don't deserve this. | ||
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bonifaceviii
Canada2890 Posts
and to you, my brothers and sisters, that I have greatly sinned, in my thoughts and in my words, in what I have done and in what I have failed to do, through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault; therefore I ask blessed Mary ever-Virgin, all the Angels and Saints, and you, my brothers and sisters, to pray for me to the Lord our God. | ||
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Qwyn
United States2779 Posts
You deserve it because you exist. Tell me, do the poor deserve wealth any more than the rich? The answer is no. All men deserve these things equally. The simple difference is that you have wealth, while the poor do not. That is all. There is no other justification for what is. As for justifying your own existence? You cannot. Not if you define that justification by what you believe. Because a belief CANNOT be true or false. Therefore, the solution to ending conflict, is to remove your beliefs. Answer me this single question: Despite what I did, no matter WHAT it was...will I keep on living? The answer to that is almost always yes. And if it is for you, then absolve yourself. Because there is only one difference between living in confliction and simply living. And the answer to this conflict is to remove EVERYTHING you believe, EVER believed about yourself, others around you - those you love, friends, acquaintances, those you don't even know... The answer to your implicit question is yes, Requizen. You deserve to live a life without conflict. But it is up to you to decide how to do so. It is very difficult to remove your own beliefs. Thus, many people decide to REMOVE themselves from conflict .I would suggest that, but it is not likely. So, you should attempt to remove the SOURCE of conflict. And that is what you believe. Often times, your existence can be a measure of both. Everything you just wrote about yourself is a belief. So remove them. Every single one. | ||
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gtrsrs
United States9109 Posts
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StateofReverie
United States633 Posts
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MooMooMugi
United States10531 Posts
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Antylamon
United States1981 Posts
To deserve is an odd concept. True, it is defined simply enough by "to be worthy of", but then again worthiness is an odd concept as well. If you keep going, it boils down to your perspective of good, bad, and how valuable the thing in question is. To be honest, life isn't very valuable. Your entire life could be a living hell. Born into it, raised in it, growing old in it, dying in it. If you are a person of faith, and believe in the afterlife, then life is of especially low value. By comparison, Heaven is amazing. On top of that, God forgives all sin, meaning you will forever have a chance for redemption. Even if you are not of faith, people are willing to forgive you. In the case that you truly do change but they do not accept your apology, it is not you that is not deserving of an apology, then you deserve better. Shame and guilt are incredibly powerful motivators. Your behavior is a sculpture, and motivation is the sculptor. Mold yourself into something better with them. In a game of Starcraft, you may make many mistakes, or even just one huge mistake, which costs you the game. By refusing to solve the problem, you don't improve at all. By refusing to solve a problem in life, you look for ways to avoid it. For excruciatingly large problems, you explore the possibility of suicide. It seems appealing, doesn't it? To be lazy and leave everything go unsolved? In response, I say this: Why leave when you can be so much more? When you can DESERVE so much more? Hard workers deserve great things. Why don't you use hard work to change yourself? | ||
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plasmidghost
Belgium16168 Posts
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Gahlo
United States35106 Posts
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thurst0n
United States611 Posts
Doing bad things doesn't make you a bad person. Doing them again when you know they're bad is what makes you a bad person. You experience things and feel things, so if you don't like it then change it. You say you would do it again, and you say you only care about yourself. I think your post is proof that's not true. | ||
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Zeepje
Netherlands34 Posts
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MountainDewJunkie
United States10340 Posts
Even worse because we can only assume it was an incredibly juicy story. Hey if you're reading this/lurking your blog, I hope you'll be fine. | ||
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