EPTI'm back, from a short break.
Ever since I deleted my last blog, I've been insane. I've whispered to myself, spent hours ranting at a wall.
Deteriorating.
I realized that in order to affect change in my life, I need to take action.
I need to sit down, study, because I remember what truly motivates me.
Knowledge, to answer each question.
A desire to help others, influence them.
Love, of people and of life.
These things drive me forward, keep my madness in check-long enough for me to press on, and save myself from falling into complacency.
I must be vigilant-I can't make the same mistakes twice.
We don't need a clear goal for our actions.
But sometimes we need a focus, a lens through which we can see the world for what we need it to be.
And through that lens, we can see and make real within ourselves what we want.
In the end, I'll have the conclusion to that lens that I desire, and at last have
Closure to this episode of my life.
The greatest weakness of a child is distraction, lack of a focus.
So, I'll make my own, with the help of others.
And when all is said and done, where will I be?
Still in the shadows, but hopefully brighter.
After all, can we live without light?
