EPTGuess where Im stuck? At gold.. yes at gold.. luckily still better then my ex bf, which gives me a certain satisfaction, but still worse enough to feel a bit well.. hard to say.. not really left out, but not wanted either.
That is one of the good things when you are a girl and playing games.. The guys like to play with you cause you are a girl.. And it doesnt matter really if you are good or not.. You still be invited in the group.
At this moment I have two great groups of this community around me, my clan fem-fx and a group with some random guys in it which I met through playing games.. Both of them are really great and I feel at home.
Now, if you are a girl, there is not only the good side of the community (which includes lots of help and other nice friendly people) there is also the side I would call.. the dark side...
The dark side in my cause often involves other female gamers sadly enough.. I hate the gossiping part of the community quite a lot, the jealous people.. and the constant feeling that people are "too" nice to each other..
Some of the conversations in the pure girl chats go like
"oh you look awesome..."
"No you do look hot.. Im not hot anymore"
"Ahh dont put yourself down you are still good looking"
etc. etc. etc..
Still I get the feeling, once you turn your back to them, they will stab you with a knife..
My new clan encourages me to play more 1v1s and since I needed some nerd stuff, I actually have three acounts now. NA, SEA and EU..
On my way to platinum!
x♥x♥x
Simone
I don't really play team games (too scared!) but I am totally up for some 1v1s, and I realize you're probably wanting to play higher level people but it could still be fun right? Also, I promise I am a nice person and won't backstab you 
