EPTThe first time we met, I remember we met at a store. It was by accident we bumped into each other but now I think of it as fate. I have seen so many that were cute and sexy in my life but somehow you caught my attention. You radiated with beauty but at the same time, modesty, something that is so hard to find these days.
You were so insecure, always comparing yourself to others but I always told you that you were beautiful. And you are. You are.
When I felt lonely, you were there. When I felt depressed, you were there. Gloom, sadness did not exist when you were around. Hours felt like minutes. Minutes felt like seconds. Seconds of pure bliss as long as you were with me.
Remember when we first slept together? I still remember the experience. It really is indescribable, but I will try my best. My mind felt like it was flying through the clouds. Literally. It's funny that I was too into it and accidentally pushed you off the bed but you didn't say anything. I was afraid I hurt you and I probably did, but you understood me. You always understand me.
But times were hard. Life was hard. I always wanted to be positive and happy but I knew I couldn't.
You were always there though. When I couldn't sleep, you were always beside me and sung me lullabies until I fell asleep.
You have done so much for me. But life in a way fair I guess.
You were physically weak compared to others and I guess that was how the world decided to compensate for your extreme beauty.
You were so fragile, it seemed like a single wrong trip and fall would shatter you and that always broke my heart. As a man, I knew I should have taken a better care of you.
But it was always you that took care of me. Even at times when I abused you, you didn't say a word as if you understood me. You were in pain and it's stupid that only now I realize this.
You died and now I am all alone.
I am lonely. I am gloomy. I am sad.
But when I remember you, it's not so bad.
Rest in piece.
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My love.
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Next time, I'll buy a case. But please TOSHIBA, make the hard drive more resistant to abuse.
Next time, I'll buy a case. But please TOSHIBA, make the hard drive more resistant to abuse.
