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The truth behind closed eyes, and open doors.

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wishbones
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Canada2600 Posts
August 28 2010 21:07 GMT
#1
People are only weird because you didn't get to know who they really are.



Any girls in the passed who I decided to like, and seemingly failed, well I am not sorry for being too nice, I won't ever be a fake guy who act's mean just to impress a girl. A girl who knows better will see right through that, and take any man with a strong heart and the means to fall in love with her.



Truth is, yeah, I show all of my emotions as fast as I can, truth is yeah most girls get turned off by that, or scared, truth is I have no clue why. Because I am a strong thinker and philosophical person who expands his knowledge by discussing the way life is as we know it, the universe, the people, its governments the wars, what could be, and what should be, and what won't be. I am one smart fucker. Knowledge is power and I have plenty of it.



One thing I am sorry about, is that you are too afraid to accept this side of yourself and share it with others as we should so proudly do. We have amazing minds, and we let it go to waste on trickery and treacherous lies that societies leaders try to feed us. You ask me what the meaning to life is, and I've thought about this since I was a toddler, I am starting to conclude that its not actually a meaning, but instead what is our purpose as people.



Animals mate, produce, and just do what they do. People. We have been stripped of that freedom. We are forced into survival of the fittest by means of how much or how little does he/she have. We are forced into believing that certain clothing is better than the next, but guess what look at your tags next time, tell me the materials on a Giant Tiger T-Shirt, and then on a expensive name bran T-Shirt. Yeah I know they are made from the same material yet, for some strange reason one might make you feel better.



What is truly a nice look? The only things you can truthfully say look good, are things given to us by mother nature or god. For everything else we were, and always will be lied to about what looks good and what doesn't. Women, Men, Tree's, the Sky, Sunsets, Stars, Fields, Rivers, Waterfalls, over one million different things, ranging from bugs to animals, to people and nature. Those are the true beauties in life. Here's an easier way for you simple minded yet lovely folk to understand what I am trying to say. In Asia, they eat some of the weirdest fucking things I think. To them its good, tastes great, and is usually super damn healthy, but try to feed that to me. Yeah right! Get my point now?



What I have somewhat succeeded on doing, is training myself to realize what is really good, and what is really beauty. But with all these lies hitting me in the face, whether it be on the bus, or on tv, or in movies, or in any way shape or form of media, advertisements, I am having so much of a hard time. I love big chicks, I love petite chicks, because deep down I know what beauty really is, and I conciously choose not to fall victim to tv. Sadly though, I am a victim in the way I see my own body, I am 140LBS, and I am about 5 feet 11 inches tall. Everytime I look into the mirror I wish I had a more muscular look, and you know what I wasn't the only one, alot of those guys were in my shoes, but they did it and now what they feel better.



Next point, so why am I not allowed to say that life is nothing if your not in love. People tell me, oh you can't say that, you can't expect a girl to bring you happiness you have to be happy yourself. Some people want to shoot your dreams down, because they are afraid of its truth, heres the deal, if what you have in mind has to do with a 100% natural order of things, then fuck yeah all the power to you. I mean a girl who goes out and parties, and says oh yeah I love that. Why can't I love a woman? Why can't I base my whole life around finding a girl for me to fall madly in love with. Why aren't I allowed? Wrong questions. What I should be saying is. Who put these ideas into our heads, I know whats best for me, and if I say its falling in love that will make me happy enough to cope with life, then thats what I am. You like to party hardy, I like to think of that special someone.



I end this with a thank you for your time, and best of luck in your future endeavors. I hope you find true happiness in the years to come, I hope you realize the truth behind what is really best for a person, yourself. Take care, and I love you very much who ever you are, not as a stranger but as a fellow human being. Good bye for now, and I can't wait to see you again.



P.S. If you think this is just crazy, I hope you find the truth behind those closed eyes, so that it can open the millions of doors to come.

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wishbones
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Canada2600 Posts
August 28 2010 21:14 GMT
#2
btw i dont proof read anything that i write, i post notes on facebook for all to see. and then thats it, no editing, nothing. hope you enjoy a deep human thought process i guess. Thanks bye!
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NickC
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
233 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-28 21:25:57
August 28 2010 21:23 GMT
#3
It's not crazy, it's just not realistic. You can try to maintain an ideal of surrounding yourself with only like-minded people, but chances are you'll fall in love with a girl who has her own faults and doesn't perfectly agree with your way of looking at things. Then what you gonna do? She's attracted to expensive clothing, so to win her over are you going to conform to that or are you really strong enough tosuck it up and move on? How much do these pure values of yours REALLY matter in this ultimate (and so common, normal) instance?

Women are attracted to confidence and masculinity. It's not that they're necessarily turned off by your sensitive and honest ways - but they're CERTAINLY not attracted to them. Stop whining about being nice when you need MORE than that as a man to attract a woman.

Women don't think the same way as men. Women can be "nice" and even boring and we will fall head over heals for them simply because they have a pussy, or because we LIKE nice quiet cute personalities. But women DONT like nice quiet cute personalities.

For a man to attract a woman, you need a whole range of completely unique traits - traits that WE as men might find unattractive or even HATE. You might hate being loud and slightly obnoxious, but if the woman you love is only going to be attracted to that behaviour, what the fuck you gonna do about it?

NickC
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
233 Posts
August 28 2010 21:27 GMT
#4
Also, you're missing MLG finals with day9
http://events.mlgpro.com/takeovers/procircuit/titles/starcraft?site_id=mlgpro
ShaperofDreams
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Canada2492 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-28 21:36:31
August 28 2010 21:32 GMT
#5
You seem to go way to far to protect your ego\identity.

What you do is irrelevant so just have fun with it. Try dressing up once in a while, feel sexy. It's not some evil capitalist commercial marketing thing its just life.

While you may be nice you might just come off as desperate.

edit: thanks nick! i totally forgot.

Also sorry if i appear condescending I'm just being super honest. I'm also a super-introspective, philosophical guy who couldn't live because he didn't know what he was living for. Lots of reading and exploring non-dualist philosophy turned my life around.
Bitches don't know about my overlord. FUCK OFF ALDARIS I HAVE ENOUGH PYLONS. My Balls are as smooth as Eggs.
Zurles
Profile Joined February 2009
United Kingdom1659 Posts
August 28 2010 22:12 GMT
#6
whatever floats your boat, seems that not many people would have a problem with that?
wishbones
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Canada2600 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-28 23:48:29
August 28 2010 23:45 GMT
#7
mm i was just talking about truth, we are blinded by man made fiction. Im sorry, and i do agree about your comments, i mean look at it this way.

If i wanted to protect my ego and identity I would very much so hide these thoughts, but instead I have vowed to be 100% open about any of the thoughts I have, this will be a shock, but we were never meant to be an antisocial society, but instead we all sit in public areas pretending like everyone is a stranger when in fact they have fingers, hair, families, and dirty thoughts too! Sometimes on a bus i look around and can sense the anxiety in some people, and im compelled to talk to them about it, but then i just get an overflow of my own stir of emotions that cause me to have some type of mini panic attack.

The reason I think this way is because too much love story movies have got me thinking the wrong way, but the fact is they all portray your guys' responses as well, hence i always say we've been brainwashed, and the only true beauty lies in natural order. A womans lips, a mans touch, a baby laughing, a sunset, musical instruments being played, etc... and again, what if we were taught that those were bad, instead of good. What if we thought helping someone was a bad thing. Thats not the case though, truth is, this guy was a perfect example of how all humans were meant to be living, almost but not quite yet, man kind needs to lose all technology, all electricity, all this all that, but truthfully we would all die, and at the same time, technology doesn't only kill our planet, it makes us a lazy society. Phones, now we dont have to walk anywhere to have convo's we can use battle.net, telephones, Teamliquid. Its just so crazy. I can't start talking about it, because there is no end, which is quite beautiful to me, knowing there is no absolute end to the amount of information we can create and all is nothing but truth, its an amazing and irresistible thing to be able to do, especially when in person with someone who shares the same thought processing skills.
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