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qzmpwxno
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Papua New Guinea152 Posts
August 08 2010 00:23 GMT
#1
Hey, it's me again. I know many of you aren't happy to see me, but well, haters gonna hate I guess.

Just to get it clear right from the start, I wasn't lying in my previous blog "Contemplating Suicide" (if you read that blog you'll know what I'm talking about). Many of you pointed out that one of my blogs before the "suicide" one was completely different and seemed very inconsistent with my current blog, but rest assured the "girls and love" blog was a feeble attempt at generating hits on a gaming website (no offense, but TL.net seems to give a lot of attention to girl blogs).

Anyway...

I was having some troubles here and there, but I think I've come to the realization that my life could be infinitely worse, and I would still, somehow, find a reason to continue living. In part, thanks to all the wonderful responses I received, I am feeling quite happy, and I'm especially grateful that I have such great e-friends who, although they don't personally know me, are willing to help out a fellow human being in his time of need. That's a great feeling, and I can't thank you guys enough

As for seeking some kind of help, I talked to one of my friends over the phone about the issues I was struggling with, and he was prepared to heal my wounds with words of comfort and companionship.

So, in summary, I think that moving from the Broodwar corsair one-liner ("today is a good day to die") to something like "every day is a wonderful gift from God, that's why it's called the present" is a wise decision to make...

**
Stand on one block but own the whole street~
BuGzlToOnl
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States5918 Posts
August 08 2010 00:25 GMT
#2
If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans.
Qwerty.
Profile Joined May 2010
United States292 Posts
August 08 2010 00:29 GMT
#3
Rinrun
Profile Joined April 2010
Canada3509 Posts
August 08 2010 00:29 GMT
#4
Right on man. Life is a gift and it is a waste if you don't live it.
MBC/Liquid/TSM always.
GunSlinger
Profile Joined June 2006
614 Posts
August 08 2010 00:30 GMT
#5
I knew you'd see it my way...
asianskill
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
United States289 Posts
August 08 2010 00:38 GMT
#6
:D
herrro
Chairman Ray
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
United States11903 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-08 00:39:08
August 08 2010 00:38 GMT
#7
Glad you are feeling better

If you ever need to kill yourself, I can teach you how to make a mighty strong noose that won't let you change your mind after the bucket has been kicked. JK
The_Pacifist
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States540 Posts
August 08 2010 00:41 GMT
#8
TL. Saving lives every day.
Lemonwalrus
Profile Blog Joined August 2006
United States5465 Posts
August 08 2010 00:43 GMT
#9
On August 08 2010 09:30 GunSlinger wrote:
I knew you'd see it my way...

lol

also, congrats on not killing yourself, please keep up the good work.
KumquatExpress
Profile Joined October 2009
United States344 Posts
August 08 2010 00:47 GMT
#10
On August 08 2010 09:41 The_Pacifist wrote:
TL. Saving lives every day.


Actually, I think it's mostly just baller who does that.
Speedythinggoesin, speedythingcomesout.
seRapH
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States9756 Posts
August 08 2010 00:51 GMT
#11
all credit goes to baller.
boomer hands
TadH
Profile Blog Joined February 2010
Canada1846 Posts
August 08 2010 00:59 GMT
#12
On August 08 2010 09:51 seRapH wrote:
all credit goes to baller.


LOL this!!!
TheCabDriver
Profile Joined June 2009
Canada159 Posts
August 08 2010 01:03 GMT
#13
Like I've always said man, life of lively to live to life of full life thx to shield battery.
Trippin off the beat kinda, drippin off the meat grinder
deth
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Australia1757 Posts
August 08 2010 02:55 GMT
#14
Time to get fit, live life to the fullest, learn a new language (or do something new), get funds and explore your world.

Good luck.
Torenhire
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States11681 Posts
August 08 2010 02:56 GMT
#15
Good, good. Glad to see things have turned around.

baller saves the day!

SirJolt: Well maybe if you weren't so big and stupid, it wouldn't have hit you.
prototype.
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Canada4200 Posts
August 08 2010 03:52 GMT
#16
I'm sorry, but I can't take you seriously anymore. Once a liar, always a liar.
( ・´ー・`)
sLiniss
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States849 Posts
August 08 2010 03:59 GMT
#17
Best of luck good sir
Thegilaboy
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States2018 Posts
August 08 2010 04:09 GMT
#18
Thank god for baller, good luck and congrats OP
Djzapz
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada10681 Posts
August 08 2010 04:10 GMT
#19
May I have your attention please.
"My incompetence with power tools had been increasing exponentially over the course of 20 years spent inhaling experimental oven cleaners"
Z3kk
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
4099 Posts
August 08 2010 04:21 GMT
#20
I'll give you the benefit of the doubt; wise choice, young grasshopper! :D It's great to hear this from you!
Failure is not falling down over and over again. Failure is refusing to get back up.
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