EPTJust to get it clear right from the start, I wasn't lying in my previous blog "Contemplating Suicide" (if you read that blog you'll know what I'm talking about). Many of you pointed out that one of my blogs before the "suicide" one was completely different and seemed very inconsistent with my current blog, but rest assured the "girls and love" blog was a feeble attempt at generating hits on a gaming website (no offense, but TL.net seems to give a lot of attention to girl blogs).
Anyway...
I was having some troubles here and there, but I think I've come to the realization that my life could be infinitely worse, and I would still, somehow, find a reason to continue living. In part, thanks to all the wonderful responses I received, I am feeling quite happy, and I'm especially grateful that I have such great e-friends who, although they don't personally know me, are willing to help out a fellow human being in his time of need. That's a great feeling, and I can't thank you guys enough
As for seeking some kind of help, I talked to one of my friends over the phone about the issues I was struggling with, and he was prepared to heal my wounds with words of comfort and companionship.
So, in summary, I think that moving from the Broodwar corsair one-liner ("today is a good day to die") to something like "every day is a wonderful gift from God, that's why it's called the present" is a wise decision to make...
