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eSen1a
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Australia1058 Posts
August 04 2010 03:04 GMT
#21
start skating or bodyboarding or something that is addictive and also healthy, if im ever feeling down i go hit the waves and it totally clears my mind and makes me feel relaxed and free...
also smoke some weed, its good for relaxation and not bad for your health
ieatkids5
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
United States4628 Posts
August 04 2010 03:05 GMT
#22
Are you kidding me. I really do think you're worthless unless you change your outlook. Expect to get into Ivy League school? No one can realistically expect to get into an Ivy League school. Sure you can strive for it, but expect to get in? You might as well expect to become president of the US in that condition.

Bad social life? You are at fault. Ugly people can have a good social life. Fat people can have a good social life. Shy people can get over their shyness. I'm not attractive and I used to be shy, as well as having to get past everyone's racist tendencies and stereotypes because I'm like the only Asian at my school. But you're given these traits, so do something about them. I'm sick of people bitching about something minor when there are people out there who are so much worse off than they are, and they're looking at life through positive eyes. This isn't an excuse. The only thing to do when you're put into a situation where things suck is to deal with it, rise up, and become a better person.

Better off as a poor starving child in Somalia? You make me sick.

Your approach to life is completely messed up. Life is worth living for because your happiness is determined by your mind alone. Life doesn't have a purpose?? Life's purpose is whatever you make of it. It is whatever your goals are; be they to contribute to society via science, or to become a politician, or to start your own business and become successful, or to marry and have kids and be a big happy family, or to draw and paint whatever the hell you want because that's what you love doing. Do what you love. Your happiness and misery mean nothing to most other people, yeah you speak the truth there. But why is that something to be depressed over? I don't understand.

/end rant
Disregard
Profile Blog Joined March 2007
China10252 Posts
August 04 2010 03:09 GMT
#23
Sounds like that significant social and whatever else barrier is your health problem.
"If I had to take a drug in order to be free, I'm screwed. Freedom exists in the mind, otherwise it doesn't exist."
starfries
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Canada3508 Posts
August 04 2010 03:09 GMT
#24
On August 04 2010 12:05 ieatkids5 wrote:
Your happiness and misery mean nothing to most other people, yeah you speak the truth there. But why is that something to be depressed over? I don't understand.

yeah listen to this guy, i know you don't give a damn about my emotions but you don't see me wanting to kill myself. only you are responsible for your own happiness. no one else.

also go volunteer and help out the homeless for a while and see how they live, and then decide if you still want to be a starving kid in Somalia.
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EpiK
Profile Blog Joined January 2007
Korea (South)5757 Posts
August 04 2010 03:11 GMT
#25
one day you're going to look back at this and laugh at how silly you were. You're only 17, you don't know shit about life yet so quit the twisted thinking and focus on the immediate problems, which you do have control over such as your health and social life.
calgar
Profile Blog Joined November 2007
United States1277 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-04 21:13:59
August 04 2010 03:13 GMT
#26
Edit: troll -.-
Kwidowmaker
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
Canada978 Posts
August 04 2010 03:13 GMT
#27
Think of the things you're afraid of. Now do them
Kk.
Kennigit *
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
Canada19447 Posts
August 04 2010 03:15 GMT
#28
Go to college and fuck girls. Killing self at 17 - ya ok buddy.
YejinYejin
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States1053 Posts
August 04 2010 03:15 GMT
#29
Also, if you're so mad about a 1970 and you know you were distracted on that one day by a hot girl, you can always just take the test again. Many colleges still accept test scores until October for EA/ED, with some regular decision deadlines as late as January.

Not only that, but so many colleges these days use score choice, so they just look at your best scores, and taking the test once more won't hurt your chances. It can only help.
안지호
Megalisk
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
United States6095 Posts
August 04 2010 03:22 GMT
#30
On August 04 2010 12:15 Kennigit wrote:
Go to college and fuck girls. Killing self at 17 - ya ok buddy.


I was going to say this exact same thing, but I feared a ban, good thing you said it though lol.
Tear stained american saints and dirty guitar dreams across a universe of desert and blue sky , gas station coffee love letters and two dollar pistol kisses from thirty five dollar hotel room stationary .
alexpnd
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Canada1857 Posts
August 04 2010 03:25 GMT
#31
stop crying and make a change. enforce rules. excite yourself!
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Crunchums
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States11143 Posts
August 04 2010 03:26 GMT
#32
Maybe life sucks, and maybe life sucks enough that suicide would be +EV for you. The reason you shouldn't commit suicide despite that is that it's not just about you - suicide hurts everyone you are connected to, especially especially especially your parents who probably don't deserve that. There are other considerations, but if you're looking for reasons not to pull the trigger that ought to be enough.
brood war for life, brood war forever
Judicator
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
United States7270 Posts
August 04 2010 03:27 GMT
#33
On August 04 2010 12:15 Kennigit wrote:
Go to college and fuck girls. Killing self at 17 - ya ok buddy.


You know this man didn't get 1970s on his SATs.

In all seriousness, grow up, shit happens, how you deal with it is how you deal with it. The fact you haven't killed yourself already means something, figure it out, if you can't, then think about it some more.

If you think Ivy League means instantly good jobs or whatever, let me tell you something, it doesn't. Effort and motivation creates success, it doesn't matter how smart or how well off you are, if you don't apply yourself you won't make it period.
Get it by your hands...
Loser777
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
1931 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-04 03:28:06
August 04 2010 03:27 GMT
#34
Your problems are fixable. Like others have said, you don't live in China -your life isn't defined by a single test. Take the SATs again, and again, if necessary.
As for the AP test, I didn't do so hot in AP English myself... but find something else that you can dominate in. (proof that my English isn't good -I ended a sentence with a preposition)
6581
Sprite
Profile Blog Joined August 2008
United States1015 Posts
August 04 2010 03:28 GMT
#35
step: 1 go get your calculator and be a man.
step: 2 you failed a class woopdy doo get over it.
step: 3 get in shape
step: 4 stop being a social outcast and talk to people.

You are the cause of your own despair not anyone else. It's not that people don't care about you its that you suck at making friends. You scare people away because your so negative and pessimistic about it all. Get your ass off the couch and get in shape, Do you want to be obese for the rest of your life and feel uncomfortable? Go get a job man, that will force you to socialize. You assume you will drink way to much in college, but sorry with your attitude you will be such a buzz-kill no-one would want to drink with you.

I'm sorry this post isn't a don't do it one, but you need the brutal honest truth that way you can rebuild yourself into the person you are capable of becoming.

You are foolish for even thinking about throwing away your life, when people have had it way worse with problems they cannot correct. YOU CAN fix your life.
Firebathero is still the best!
SubtleArt
Profile Blog Joined January 2010
2710 Posts
August 04 2010 03:28 GMT
#36
Nothing should ever surpass the human will to survive. You seem to be aware of your problems but seem to do little to fix them.

You say you're obese? Start working out. Consult a trainer or something to make sure you're doing it properly and you should be seeing the effects of it after a few months.

Few friends? Actually I have this problem myself because I'm so shy and I agree it bites but just try to socialize and get over it. Suicide in high school is just stupid, you're gonna have so much more to experience in life.

You know the greatest part of all this is? You're in high school. 2 years and you're going to college / university, where you get a blank slate. Nothing in life is easy, just work hard to improve yourself and your image. Exercise, find stuff you like, get a hobby, etc etc.

I had a pretty shitty high school too but one of the things that kept me going was music (how cliched right?). I loved listening to bands like Led Zeppelin Deep Purple and Pink Floyd, and eventually got into piano and guitar as a result.
Morrow on ZvP: "I'm not very confident in general vs Protoss because of the imbalance (Yes its imbalanced, get over it)."
sung_moon
Profile Blog Joined September 2008
United States10110 Posts
August 04 2010 03:29 GMT
#37
man start steadily improving on your problems right now. 17 is a hella young age and the sooner u start changing your life the easier and better it becomes later on.

just remember to ask for your families and friends for help. hell even another blog asking for help here will suffice ^^
Forever Young
ironchef
Profile Blog Joined August 2004
Canada1350 Posts
August 04 2010 03:30 GMT
#38
Yea.. dont do it. There's so much potential things to do and see. You shouldnt close off those possibilities voluntarily >.> Specifically your situation, if you think about it logically, still gives you a lot of freedom to try things, and discover something that excites you. Atleast exhaust most/all your options first before even considering that...
“Because your own strength is unequal to the task, do not assume that it is beyond the powers of man; but if anything is within the powers and province of man, believe that it is within your own compass also.” - Marcus Aurelius
Elegy
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
United States1629 Posts
August 04 2010 03:34 GMT
#39
To the OP:

In my sophomore year of high school, my classmates and I had some experience with suicide. The first guy to shoot himself was Josh, he was 15. One day after school, he went home, posted a message on his MySpace telling people to call the cops, and put a bullet in his brain. The next death was a teacher who taught us the previous year, although she died of bone marrow cancer. The third was a girl, named Sarah, who hanged herself. The fourth was a freshmen kid named Ryan.

You have no fucking idea what this will do the people around you and to your family. You think you don't have friends? You think people won't care? You bet your ass they will, they'll think of it every day that you aren't in class. For an entire month after Josh died you couldn't walk around school without seeing people just standing there, silently crying. I had known him for only about four years and even then we weren't exactly best friends, but that shit had me broken and shattered for at least a month. You add the deaths of two more of my classmates and a teacher and things start getting real dark.

High school is shit. It really is. It sucks for 90% of people in it and I think the other 10% still have serious regrets about the things they said and the decisions they made.

Oh noez, a 1970. I did only slightly better than that and still ended up at a top tier institution. Also, what college you go to doesn't fucking matter in the slightest. Grad school is VASTLY more important and there is no difference in education between Ivy League schools and universities a tier or two below them. It just doesn't matter. Right now you think it does, but the only thing that matters is how hard you apply yourself. That's it.

And lastly, if you think you're fat/ugly/socially awkward, easy solution. Run a few miles everyday, eat better, and knock out pushups and situps everyday + buy a few free weights and do some basic exercises, all in the safety and privacy of your room. A month later and you'll feel 100x better about your looks and physical condition, guaranteed.

I'm also angry. If you think your high school life is hard, try sitting through three jarring suicides in ONE fucking year of your life, people you've known for years, people you've worked with and laughed with. Yeah, you're an overweight nerd who hasn't gotten laid, but you're smart, you've got a great future, or the potential for one, and the ability and resources to melt off some pounds and pack on some muscle. Just fucking do it.
leejas
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States440 Posts
August 04 2010 03:35 GMT
#40
If you're not afraid to die, then you have nothing holding you back from any success. Because if death is the ultimate end, and you're ready for it, why not find ways to enjoy life outside of whats got you down.

Don't buy into the lie that theres one way to happiness or success or whatever you think is some sort of ultimate goal. You win some, you lose some.
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