EPTContemplating Suicide - Page 3
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insanet
Peru439 Posts
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fabiano
Brazil4644 Posts
If you need this kind of help, the internet is the worst place to take advice. | ||
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Torture
Canada221 Posts
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chaoser
United States5541 Posts
Call a hotline, I'm serious. I've had a friend who tried to commit suicide and luckily I was able to stop her in time. It doesn't only affect you, it affects everyone around you. There's a lot of live for. I know things are fucked up and shitty at times but a lot of people have been through it, I've been through it myself, thinking dark thoughts. But it takes courage to not go through with it and give a big fuck you to the world and keep living and keep moving and proving the world wrong, that you ARE important and that your happiness is deserved. And I know you have it in you. Good luck with everything and I hope you reconsider. | ||
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Chairman Ray
United States11903 Posts
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geometryb
United States1249 Posts
It's not going to be easy, but hang in there. | ||
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ramen247
United States1256 Posts
On August 04 2010 12:54 Chairman Ray wrote: I know exactly how you feel because I've been there. I was told by my own mother that I was ugly, I suffer from tourette syndrome which destroyed my social life, I also suffer from ADHD which has been very troublesome to my academics. Despite trying really hard in school, I only got into a mediocre university. I play video games all day long and I can't even win a PvZ. Even right now, I have it just as bad as you do, yet I'm as happy as ever. Not seeing any meaning in your life can really put you into depression, but how I got out of it myself was that I realized even though there is nothing I have to live for right now, there will come a day that I find something meaningful and something that will give my life purpose. If nothing else is worth living for, live for the day where you find that thing. Right now, just live your normal life enjoying everything you can and don't stress too much on any one thing. You don't need a great social life to be happy, you don't need good academics to be happy, you don't need to be in shape to be happy. Just keep your social life, academics, and personal health above water, and once you find something you really care about, go full force into it. Don't wear yourself out now doing something you might not even need in the future. great post. op, listen to this guy. hes had adhd ANd tourettes which is way worse than what you are suffering from. just pick your lazy ass up and work for what you want. | ||
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JohannesH
Finland1364 Posts
On August 04 2010 11:43 qzmpwxno wrote:At this point I feel like I'd be better off being some poor starving kid in Somalia or something, at least then there would be a purpose to life. At this point I guess I'm just looking for reasons not to pull the trigger. If you really want - you can be like that kid. So don't lose hope. | ||
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Rinrun
Canada3509 Posts
On August 04 2010 12:47 fabiano wrote: I believe that suicide threads should be locked on the spot. If you need this kind of help, the internet is the worst place to take advice. Yes the internet is a bad place, but we here at TL swim against this stream and the advice and the support so far is a testament to the statement above. Don't worry man, you got a lot of life to live a head of you, being only 17 gives you lots of time to fix things up and prepare for the long haul. I too would give you advice, but everything has been stretched out through the pages, but I do have one thing to say - listen to that baller guy - will cheer you up in no time, cause hes so baller. | ||
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Alou
United States3748 Posts
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Kezzer
United States1268 Posts
Don't worry about high school, and look forward to college. | ||
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illu
Canada2531 Posts
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Pathology
Canada132 Posts
I hated everyone. Stupid fucking whiny customers that were ignorant and more often then not drunk(at a bar SURPRISE!)/belligerent. Doesn't sound fun, does it? In fact it was a LOT of fun. So much people watching that I started learning all the things I never did about society in HS and even developed insight about myself. You can experiment with how to approach people with varying personalities and you start to figure out how to talk to people in general. Don't get me wrong, I'm still weird and certainly no smooth talker. However, I'm still kickin and I am 1000 x happier then I ever was in HS. It's a rough place, but there are far better things waiting for you if you tough it out and as many have suggested, exercise a bit. *edit* every my life sucks post I take seriously and respond to turns into a fucking troll. I hope your lies catch up to you in real life and you get the shit kicked out of you. | ||
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BlueRoyaL
United States2493 Posts
I'm not sure if you're joking, or how serious you are. I also don't know how sensitive you are to harsh critiques so I guess I'll leave that out. But basically, you are who you are because of the decisions you have made up to this point. Certain things you were born with, but most of the things you were complaning about is a direct result stemming from the choices you made. The good news? Who you are right now, is not the final you. Unless of course you decide to pull the trigger, and to be honest I doubt you would anyways. Instead of looking at everything so negatively, think about the good parts of the situation you are in. Think of how many people around the world would kill, literally, to be in your position, to have the opportunities you have. Throwing that all that away because you can't cope with some early-life issues is extremely selfish (yeah it's your life but still) and naive. And the biggest wow. You're only 17. Maybe if you were in your mid 30s, you would have some legitimate reasons to contemplate suicide. You have so much fucking time to change everything you're so depressed about right now. Even from just reading your op, it sounds like you have no motivation to make the good happen, or to make the changes. Yeah you're young, but still not THAT young. Almost legally an adult, you should just accept that your choices have consequences, and if you wanna change to be a better, more fit, more sociable person, it ain't gonna just happen. Start exercising, stop watching tv or playing starcraft, go out with friends (yes, like OUT OUT, not go kick it with your 3 guy friends and lan all day, but go out to the public, with GIRLS) And maybe dorming is a good idea for you. Maybe not academically, but for your social aspect of your life, it should def help | ||
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OMin
United States545 Posts
but on the other hand, i guarantee you will find people who are quite the opposite... trust me, when you find yourself good friends worth keeping for a lifetime, youre going to be glad you didn't do it. | ||
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TheAntZ
Israel6248 Posts
On August 04 2010 11:43 qzmpwxno wrote: I'm a high school junior and will be a senior this fall. Yeah...dont worry about it lots of people at that age sometimes feel like taking the easy way out what about the people who're gonna be hurt by your cowardly way out? Your family? Ever stopped to think how badly it would scar them, how much it would alter their lives and ruin them? DO you think they'll EVER be able to have a normal life after you die? heres a song that expresses my feelings on what you should do My dad says it's partly genetic but at the same time he wants me to get my fat ass off the couch, go play some basketball, ride my bike, and run on the treadmill everyday. Like that's gonna happen. What? why the fuck shouldnt it? You only get as much out of life as you put in, hell while I was in the US i got fuckin lazy like a dumb bitch and ate a lot, you know how much i weighed at the end? 264 pounds. 6'1 height, and a whoppin 264 pounds weight but I came back here to bangladesh on my vacation, theres a month left of my vacation and guess what, i lost fuckin 45 pounds because I realized wait, If I exercise, and I play fuckin football twice a day, go jogging twice a day on top of that, well fuckin maybe i can stop bein a lardass eventually? Its working. Maybe you should try it instead of going 'yeah like thats going to happen' like a defeatist. And when you lose that fat ass, confidence will come along with it. Sad but true, in todays society noone wants to be friends with fatty, noone wants to hang out with him. When you start looking better, you get a better attitude, more confidence, people will start looking at you differently, and will WANT to hang out with you. Thats just the way the world works If thats too tough for you just get rich and get lypo  On August 04 2010 13:12 Alou wrote: Maybe if you spent more time fixing your life instead of posting blogs about your horrible life it would be better. Stfu and go do something about it. Your life isn't going to get better because you get sympathy from people on a SC2 forum. BITCH YOU DID NOT JUST FUCKING CALL TEAMLIQUID A FUCKING STARCRAFT 2 FORUM I'LL FUCK YOU UP | ||
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koreasilver
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Zamiel
United States211 Posts
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asianskill
United States289 Posts
Take a chance. Treasure life. Live it to the fullest because most people aren't able to. | ||
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lvatural
United States347 Posts
But in the end it's your choice. Killself if you want, I don't even know you son. | ||
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