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So today I came home from the Princeton vs UMD match (we swept them 3-0 woot) and started scooping myself a bowl of ice cream. It was chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, ie the undisputed king of ice cream, which we don't get all that often, so I was pretty psyched as I scooped out the giant slab stuck to the bottom of the tub. I got it out with my spoon and lobbed it into the waiting bowl but the the bowl slipped, and my poor reflexes could not save the precious ice cream (as they couldnt save my lingtightwall depot from 3 dts in our joke ace game :'( ). So the bowl fell to the ground and shattered into a million pieces, and I couldnt eat chocolate cookie dough ice cream.
I wasnt sad though. For some reason I felt happy, disappointed I guess, but really not caring about the loss. Maybe I felt good that my dad had made his perfunctory yelling-at-you-for-accidentally-breaking-shit speech brief because there were indian soap opera's on. It certainly didn't rile me up because Id already forgiven him for his temperament, his mistakes of blame, etc since he had enough to deal with in his own life and the dickheads who are his kids. But as I started sweeping up the pieces of bowl, I noticed one of them was one of the refrigerator words we had: it said “feel.” I swept it in and tossed the mess in the trash.
Ive just been thinking that its kinda ridiculous to be sad or disappointed at the way things happen, things you think are good or bad or whatever. It feels like my expectations of every instant from every other instant are predicated on a million uncertainties that I cant see past, so its stupid to invest so much in each one. It feels like there are no good or bad decisions, that life is just an irreversible, irreducible series of events that leads us to exactly here and now and there and then and the what-if's are savagely irrelevant. Ambling toward vague goals for the far future is just about as much as I can do.
Incidentally, since I decided to write this, the small amount of awesome ice cream that was left in the tub melted into an unintelligible mass of sweet chocolately goo. Oh well.
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motbob
United States12546 Posts
5 second rule wtf
I guess you were too slow
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There was bowl in my ice cream =/
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On November 02 2009 13:26 motbob wrote:
5 second rule wtf
I guess you were too slow
+ extension equal to the amount of time greater than 5 seconds the item in question has been on the ground.
More practical IMO.
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duckett, you've been hanging around those princeton gosus way too long.
You're transcending the thought process of normal, non-gosu human beings. This blog is deep, man. Good to see you're still doing well (I think..). See you next DC LAN? :D
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i wish i had epiphanies after dropping my ice cream...all that goes through my mind is "FUCK!!!!"
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On November 02 2009 13:31 toastybunz wrote:
i wish i had epiphanies after dropping my ice cream...all that goes through my mind is "FUCK!!!!"
I was beginning to worry that I was the only one seeing the deeper meaning in the blog. Thanks. 
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On November 02 2009 13:27 duckett wrote:
There was bowl in my ice cream =/
real men eat the bowl too.
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On November 02 2009 13:29 Torenhire wrote:
duckett, you've been hanging around those princeton gosus way too long.
You're transcending the thought process of normal, non-gosu human beings. This blog is deep, man. Good to see you're still doing well (I think..). See you next DC LAN? :D
haha thanks man...but sadly my brother's engagement party is next sat x.x. oh well, neither rob nor suppy is hosting this lan so itll be a million times lamer =P
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United States24701 Posts
What match was it? In what sport did you win 3-0 over my alma mater?
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starcraftuuuuuuuuuuuuu of course
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On November 02 2009 14:07 micronesia wrote:
What match was it? In what sport did you win 3-0 over my alma mater?
CSL man..did you even need to ask ? :D
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On November 02 2009 13:38 Xeris wrote:real men eat the bowl too.
DTs own you and your icecream =(
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chocolate chip cookie dough is the king of icecream, no doubt.
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theres the good, the bad, and the indifferent.
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United States24701 Posts
On November 02 2009 14:22 Xeris wrote:Show nested quote +On November 02 2009 14:07 micronesia wrote:
What match was it? In what sport did you win 3-0 over my alma mater? CSL man..did you even need to ask ? :D
Oh I haven't followed it at all... what nubs from umd are playing? Can't intrigue go back and participate in that? XD
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On November 02 2009 16:05 JFKWT wrote:Show nested quote +On November 02 2009 13:38 Xeris wrote:On November 02 2009 13:27 duckett wrote:
There was bowl in my ice cream =/ real men eat the bowl too. DTs own you and your icecream =(
AND your bowl.
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On November 02 2009 13:40 duckett wrote:
haha thanks man...but sadly my brother's engagement party is next sat x.x. oh well, neither rob nor suppy is hosting this lan so itll be a million times lamer =P Damn straight.
You'll have to make the next one then. Sometime over winter break I'll probably put one together.
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On November 03 2009 03:21 LuckyFool wrote:Show nested quote +On November 02 2009 13:40 duckett wrote:
haha thanks man...but sadly my brother's engagement party is next sat x.x. oh well, neither rob nor suppy is hosting this lan so itll be a million times lamer =P Damn straight. You'll have to make the next one then. Sometime over winter break I'll probably put one together.
So far away.. Bawwww.
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Beautifully written piece of fictional literature, I enjoyed it immensely. It will make you laugh, cheer, and cower in fear and cry. Then it finishes you off feeling stronger and better than you went in.
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EPT
