it just felt... good being with her though..

but.. i always thought... maybe, i was just in love with the things we did... not with her... because shes the 1st girl i ever kissed... held, caressed and such like that... the 1st girl to feed me, etc..

im just confused.. but just decided to drop it... but you all know.. its not possible to just forget a girl instantly... i... still think about her often..

TeachMePLZ

7 Posts

June 04 2004 12:20 GMT

#22

was first person to finish reading it, but diddnt take care to login / post till now, I feel you bro, stick with it, she is a biatch

Mydnyte

3306 Posts

June 04 2004 12:24 GMT

#23

That was one helluva long post man. I was

ing all the way through it.
I honestly admire your effort.

Holy smack, long post. -.-

FHM

United States185 Posts

June 04 2004 12:26 GMT

#24

FHM

United States185 Posts

June 04 2004 12:57 GMT

#25

On June 04 2004 20:45 BroOd wrote:
You and your crush sound bipolar.

had no clue what that means.. but i checked dictionary.com and i guess your right? (if only opposites really did attract in real life eh?)

like.. personality wise..
even my friend nan has pointed it out to me... she wanted to tell me all these things about suzi before i got too far into it but she didnt want to interfere..

suzi is that kinda girl that... tries to get all the attention, like makes a big deal of a small thing or gets like really serious when we're doing a dance routine and like in a normal conversation she was talking about something serious and someone commented and she brushed it off by saying.. "whatever"...

i hate to make a big deal of small things because it kinda embarasses me.. and like, i like being in the back of the crowd because, i just wanna be with friends and during dance routines, i love to joke around and like... yea.. whenever i hear something serious, i like.. try to stick with it and not brush it off..

we are different... but..
the things we did that made me feel so good, are always stuck in my head... its hard..

FHM

United States185 Posts

June 04 2004 12:59 GMT

#26

On June 04 2004 21:07 User_2 wrote:
Hmmm, not following my own advice, i read it. Well, everything but the MSN(?) conversation, cuz that was annoying to read. Honestly, i have to say that i've felt like that too many times before. Whatever, you'll forget soon.

Edit: From now on, start calling her a ho, you won't be sorry, i promise!

i cant.. her friends, are my friends...
like... they are mianly on my side... except for min hyuk her best friend who wants no part in it and austin is just minding his own business and suji... i think he likes suzi as well so thats why hes not saying much..

and like... if i start calling her a ho... than.. all of us as friends.. will be messed up... everytime shes near, its all akward because... well.. its messed..

chobopeon

United States7342 Posts

June 04 2004 13:51 GMT

#27

On June 04 2004 20:25 User_2 wrote:
Dude, it took effort to scroll all the way down here. Honestly, I'm never gonna read this, unless i am stoned or bored beyond my fucking mind.

it took ALOT of effort for the scroll. a good recommendation and i'll read it when stoned. maybe.

Dave[9]

United States2365 Posts

June 04 2004 14:02 GMT

#28

ah yes love can be nice at times, but dont fuck it up, like i did

*feels not to tell his story

Kimmural

Canada1111 Posts

June 04 2004 14:54 GMT

#29

wow all that for a shitty ending

Dick

United States717 Posts

June 04 2004 15:07 GMT

#30

i just can't hold until the full release of this "mini book"

tonycia1

United States162 Posts

June 04 2004 15:10 GMT

#31

I only read the ending.

But here's what I can tell you. As soon as she says:

i do like you..
and love you..
.......as a friend

Stop immediately. She doesnt want to be your gf. Dont even try. That's the rule of life

STIMEY d okgm fish

Canada6140 Posts

June 04 2004 18:15 GMT

#32

um. maybe my attention span jsut sucks but i didnt read that. but instead, i will read the reponses and try to imagine what my own would be like.

hm. bipolar opposites attract.

anyways. uill find a girl who makes u feel that way who actually wants to be around u. until then, um. try to feel that way anyways. or become enlightened and then ull be free from pain and desire.

haduken

Australia8267 Posts

June 04 2004 20:54 GMT

#33

muhweli, for the sake of my eyes, did u really have to quote that?
if u really like this girl... keep on it... maybe she will change her mind... my gf rejected me first but now... keke

St3MoR

Spain3256 Posts

June 04 2004 21:03 GMT

#34

this post should count as 5 or 6 for his post record

Klogon

MURICA15980 Posts

June 04 2004 21:59 GMT

#35

rofl! he quoted it!

Liquid`Nazgul

22427 Posts

June 04 2004 22:05 GMT

#36

Muhweli

you're an idiot, on purpose or not

T_T!

Nebula

England780 Posts

June 04 2004 22:14 GMT

#37

cute~

FHM

United States185 Posts

June 04 2004 22:28 GMT

#38

On June 05 2004 00:10 tonycia1 wrote:
I only read the ending.

But here's what I can tell you. As soon as she says:

i do like you..
and love you..
.......as a friend

Stop immediately. She doesnt want to be your gf. Dont even try. That's the rule of life

what did muhweli say? im curious now.. lol

and... about the quote.. your right tony... but like... she always mentioned that she hated her bf and like, if you read the story you;d know why i had the feeling she liked me.. and yea..

im just hoping no on else has to go through this, thats all

Liquid`Nazgul

22427 Posts

June 04 2004 22:34 GMT

#39

he quoted your whole story

FHM

United States185 Posts

June 05 2004 06:18 GMT

#40

lol... oh wel..

i'll see if i can get a pic up for you guys, of me and all the char in the story.. =]]

thx for taking the time to check this out btw... it felt good to express what i felt inside.. it helped alot