On April 28 2012 10:38 CyDe wrote: Fate really is not without a sense of irony.
So TL, here's a story for you. I fell in love with this girl who I know but have never met; however, we talk extensively and commonly of that (damnable) Facebook chat. I am really going crazy for her. I've tried to meet her, since she lives RIGHT nearby, but either she genuinely was busy or just didn't want to meet me. But we've talked for ages about many personal things, and I've helped her out with some serious troubles. We also talk all the time when high.
But recently I have just been feeling so down and hopeless about the situation, so tonight I decided to leave my body and just get really fucking high with a friend. So there we were, walking down the side walk when... who do I meet? HER. Oh my god. She was about to go and get high with some of her friends, but it was extremely surprising and I was totally stoned at the time. My friend and her are very good friends, so they were talking and I was talking to her friends and it was generally pretty weird for me. She knew that we were high instantly and thought it was pretty funny. Oh man is she wonderful.
But FUCK. I convinced myself that I fucked it all up with that first impression (though it may have already been fucked already), and now I just feel so depressed. I guess it is a good thing I still have a third of gram left.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. FUCK. fuck.
If she smokes too I'm sure it's not a big deal. That said it sounds like she just sees you as a friend/someone she can talk to and doesn't really have intimate feelings for you. Tell her how you feel and don't drag it out, you'll save yourself a lot of stress.
On April 27 2012 20:50 CyDe wrote: oh my god... I hope some of you guys like sweet song intros: + Show Spoiler +
this makes me feel soo good .. like little else :D
tihs song also has such a great fucking intro, but a little harder, so some of you may not like it + Show Spoiler +
This song also feels sooo good when listening to IT HOLY SHIT! And that second part... AHHHH :D + Show Spoiler +
and this song is so surreal oh my god i love it + Show Spoiler +
On April 28 2012 10:38 CyDe wrote: Fate really is not without a sense of irony.
So TL, here's a story for you. I fell in love with this girl who I know but have never met; however, we talk extensively and commonly of that (damnable) Facebook chat. I am really going crazy for her. I've tried to meet her, since she lives RIGHT nearby, but either she genuinely was busy or just didn't want to meet me. But we've talked for ages about many personal things, and I've helped her out with some serious troubles. We also talk all the time when high.
But recently I have just been feeling so down and hopeless about the situation, so tonight I decided to leave my body and just get really fucking high with a friend. So there we were, walking down the side walk when... who do I meet? HER. Oh my god. She was about to go and get high with some of her friends, but it was extremely surprising and I was totally stoned at the time. My friend and her are very good friends, so they were talking and I was talking to her friends and it was generally pretty weird for me. She knew that we were high instantly and thought it was pretty funny. Oh man is she wonderful.
But FUCK. I convinced myself that I fucked it all up with that first impression (though it may have already been fucked already), and now I just feel so depressed. I guess it is a good thing I still have a third of gram left.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. FUCK. fuck.
I hope you weren't as insecure in person as you seem to be on a forum! Seriously, girls can smell insecurity better than they can smell pot. Invite her to do something sober and end the date with a few bowls. I suggest something energetic... like a fuckin' trampoline warehouse! ---->
On April 29 2012 12:25 Lemonayd wrote: Wouldn't it be the most amazing thing if at the start of every game of Starcraft, the voice from Starfox 64 came on and said "Good Luck"
fuck ya dude, fuck ya.
anyways, anyone ever feel nauseated while high, especially when coming down? any ez way to make this go away. and its not a paranoia thing because i dont give a fuck about authority figures or w/e people trip about does shit like tums help or do i just accept that im always going to feel sick a while after smoking?
On April 28 2012 10:38 CyDe wrote: Fate really is not without a sense of irony.
So TL, here's a story for you. I fell in love with this girl who I know but have never met; however, we talk extensively and commonly of that (damnable) Facebook chat. I am really going crazy for her. I've tried to meet her, since she lives RIGHT nearby, but either she genuinely was busy or just didn't want to meet me. But we've talked for ages about many personal things, and I've helped her out with some serious troubles. We also talk all the time when high.
But recently I have just been feeling so down and hopeless about the situation, so tonight I decided to leave my body and just get really fucking high with a friend. So there we were, walking down the side walk when... who do I meet? HER. Oh my god. She was about to go and get high with some of her friends, but it was extremely surprising and I was totally stoned at the time. My friend and her are very good friends, so they were talking and I was talking to her friends and it was generally pretty weird for me. She knew that we were high instantly and thought it was pretty funny. Oh man is she wonderful.
But FUCK. I convinced myself that I fucked it all up with that first impression (though it may have already been fucked already), and now I just feel so depressed. I guess it is a good thing I still have a third of gram left.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. FUCK. fuck.
I hope you weren't as insecure in person as you seem to be on a forum! Seriously, girls can smell insecurity better than they can smell pot. Invite her to do something sober and end the date with a few bowls. I suggest something energetic... like a fuckin' trampoline warehouse! ----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XB5OzpcE9Bs
Haha, I am, but I think in that instant I was not so bad. I mean, I was feeling fucking fantastic! :D Only looking back did I feel really terrible.
Like, I was trying to describe how wonderful the sky is. Because, no seriously, it's fucking incredible. Think about it. There is nothing else in nature with such perfect solid color. And the only deviation in color is all a gradient that is totally predictable... holy hell O.O, so amazing. I guess we don't appreciate it because the sky is always there, but when I was stoned as all tits I noticed it hahaha.
Seriously though, I highly suggest that all of you go out and just stare at the fucking sky for a little bit. It's even better if it's raining, in my unusual opinion.
As for the video, I appreciate that, I will probably cherish it for ever and pretend like I am there next time I'm altered :D
I think I like rap/hip-hop (in particular gangsta rap) because a lot of the music in that genre is about being better than your competition and how violently you'll beat them. And that's the feel one feels when intense competition, like video games. And you can extend this to team vs team too.
On May 01 2012 16:19 BreakfastBurrito wrote: anyways, anyone ever feel nauseated while high, especially when coming down? any ez way to make this go away. and its not a paranoia thing because i dont give a fuck about authority figures or w/e people trip about does shit like tums help or do i just accept that im always going to feel sick a while after smoking?
Man, I wish I could help you. When I first started smoking I would get motion sick something fierce if I smoked too much. Incidentally, I used to get car sick a lot, too. Eventually, though, it stopped, and I just got sleepy/burnt like most everyone else who smokes too much. Incidentally, I stopped getting car sick for the most part after my motion-sick-from-smoking-too-much phase passed. haha sorry I don't have any advice.
On April 29 2012 12:25 Lemonayd wrote: Wouldn't it be the most amazing thing if at the start of every game of Starcraft, the voice from Starfox 64 came on and said "Good Luck"
fuck ya dude, fuck ya.
anyways, anyone ever feel nauseated while high, especially when coming down? any ez way to make this go away. and its not a paranoia thing because i dont give a fuck about authority figures or w/e people trip about does shit like tums help or do i just accept that im always going to feel sick a while after smoking?
O.o I smoke weed a lot of the time to HELP nausea/stomach pain. I pretty much never have any of that, and if I did before hand it goes away very quickly.....
On April 29 2012 12:25 Lemonayd wrote: Wouldn't it be the most amazing thing if at the start of every game of Starcraft, the voice from Starfox 64 came on and said "Good Luck"
fuck ya dude, fuck ya.
anyways, anyone ever feel nauseated while high, especially when coming down? any ez way to make this go away. and its not a paranoia thing because i dont give a fuck about authority figures or w/e people trip about does shit like tums help or do i just accept that im always going to feel sick a while after smoking?
O.o I smoke weed a lot of the time to HELP nausea/stomach pain. I pretty much never have any of that, and if I did before hand it goes away very quickly.....
That's weird lol
i know, it is weird. it would suck to have a terminal illness and not even some medical marijuana be able to help with feeling sick. pain pills do the same thing to me, ive had morphine and vicodyn and they make me sweaty and sick (weed is just sick, not sweaty)
i just keep trying it though to see if its just a phase or nutrition related or something like that, like the poster above you said
Does anyone have any tips for staying away after quitting? Ive stopped going around those friends yet i cant shake the urge. Going on 3 days clean after atleast 5 years daily smoking since my last tbreak. Insane anxiety, help....
On May 03 2012 11:44 heliusx wrote: Does anyone have any tips for staying away after quitting? Ive stopped going around those friends yet i cant shake the urge. Going on 3 days clean after atleast 5 years daily smoking since my last tbreak. Insane anxiety, help....
... idk man maybe don't keep reading the high thread...
but seriously, after 5 years, being 3 days clean - this is not even close to how hard it's going to get. when the shit goes down, you're going to be looking for that pick-me-up, and it's not going to be there. that's when it really bites.
you have to channel it into something else. think about when you were a kid. when I was a kid I would just get high off life. off of being active, off of being outside, off of talking to my friends. you gotta get back to your roots to stay happy now that mary jane isn't going to be there.
mainly for myself, ive been doing it so long i suppose i need to prove to myself im not a worthless piece of shit. on top of that people discriminate because i smoke instead of drink. it starts to get depressing after awhile, particularly when im not in the most sound state of mind lately.
hopefully my mind will clear up soon i literally cant think straight atm....
On May 03 2012 11:44 heliusx wrote: Does anyone have any tips for staying away after quitting? Ive stopped going around those friends yet i cant shake the urge. Going on 3 days clean after atleast 5 years daily smoking since my last tbreak. Insane anxiety, help....
Taking supplements like B vitamins as well as magnesium and lithium could help ease withdrawal symptoms such as severe anxiety, depression and indigestion. Also exercise!!
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