On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote: So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.
Sounds like a somewhat familiar story man.
The way I interpreted it all was that I was given a window into the true (metaphorical) nature of things, but it was too much for my mind to handle. I'd recommend sticking to small amounts until you get your head around it, and feel at peace with it all again.
On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote: So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.
i've never heard of that. i've smoked plenty of strong weed before and the most it ever does it make me sleepy or numb my face/eyes a little. i find a sensation in the back of head in my hindbrain area and i'm a bit more talkative. overall being high goes really well for me, i've gone to classes more interested in stuff, althogh sometimes it is hella boring (went to differential equations high several times, and it wasn't that cool).
i'm only slightly paranoid when crossing streets (probably doens't help that i almost got run over recently), and while driving in unfamiliar roads.
i play starcraft 2 high the majority of the time, i'd say i play at about a high diamond level while high.
i like to get high before: i eat, sleep, post workout, and sex.
getting high and hitting on chicks is really fun too.
On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote: So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.
i've never heard of that. i've smoked plenty of strong weed before and the most it ever does it make me sleepy or numb my face/eyes a little. i find a sensation in the back of head in my hindbrain area and i'm a bit more talkative. overall being high goes really well for me, i've gone to classes more interested in stuff, althogh sometimes it is hella boring (went to differential equations high several times, and it wasn't that cool).
i'm only slightly paranoid when crossing streets (probably doens't help that i almost got run over recently), and while driving in unfamiliar roads.
i play starcraft 2 high the majority of the time, i'd say i play at about a high diamond level while high.
i like to get high before: i eat, sleep, post workout, and sex.
getting high and hitting on chicks is really fun too.
My experience wasnt just me getting high, it was me having waaaaaay more than I could handle and just tripping complete balls over it. There really is no way for someone to grasp it unless theyve gone through it. Some of the shit I thought about and was "trapped in" was just ridiculous, it was some other reality where even though there were a shitload of unexplained and impossible things, they MADE SENSE in such a convincing and real way. Ive been high lots before, but never like this. This was unpleasant, and scary as fuck. Scary enough for my body to start writhing around and screaming. That's pretty bad, Im not really the screaming type.
Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote: So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.
i've never heard of that. i've smoked plenty of strong weed before and the most it ever does it make me sleepy or numb my face/eyes a little. i find a sensation in the back of head in my hindbrain area and i'm a bit more talkative. overall being high goes really well for me, i've gone to classes more interested in stuff, althogh sometimes it is hella boring (went to differential equations high several times, and it wasn't that cool).
i'm only slightly paranoid when crossing streets (probably doens't help that i almost got run over recently), and while driving in unfamiliar roads.
i play starcraft 2 high the majority of the time, i'd say i play at about a high diamond level while high.
i like to get high before: i eat, sleep, post workout, and sex.
getting high and hitting on chicks is really fun too.
My experience wasnt just me getting high, it was me having waaaaaay more than I could handle and just tripping complete balls over it. There really is no way for someone to grasp it unless theyve gone through it. Some of the shit I thought about and was "trapped in" was just ridiculous, it was some other reality where even though there were a shitload of unexplained and impossible things, they MADE SENSE in such a convincing and real way. Ive been high lots before, but never like this. This was unpleasant, and scary as fuck. Scary enough for my body to start writhing around and screaming. That's pretty bad, Im not really the screaming type.
Sure someone didn't put some dmt in your bong to mess with you? lol
On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote: So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.
lol u kno what any psychiatrist would say right? -_-
yea,, that sounds like some dmt trippage right thurr.
next time you get that high go for a walk...alone..in the desert..at night. it's what i do..i find that i fear nothing after doing as such. "i'm bisexual" hahahaha..sounds like you might be repressing something
On August 09 2011 16:11 BrassMonkey wrote: Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
Mental strenght yo
It's a little hard to talk myself down when Im trapped inside whatever the fuck I was in for "eternity", I had no control over myself. Honestly I was stuck, there was nothing I could do, time was the only medication and it eventually passed. As for the bi comments...Lol. I am very confident in the fact that I am straight, I think I would know by now if I was bi, let's be honest. The weed and bong did not have anything special in them, my other friends smoked and they were fine (but their tolerances were much higher). But seriously though, the bisexual thing is hilarious.
Also, DMT is the shit that your brain releases to make you dream right? Cause I had already thought of that, it all seemed so real and I considered it to be sort of like a lucid dream, because although I was in my head the entire time I have vague memories of me screaming on the floor (clear enough of a memory to know how loud I was and what my friends were saying). This shit is weird.
On August 09 2011 16:11 BrassMonkey wrote: Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
Mental strenght yo
It's a little hard to talk myself down when Im trapped inside whatever the fuck I was in for "eternity", I had no control over myself. Honestly I was stuck, there was nothing I could do, time was the only medication and it eventually passed. As for the bi comments...Lol. I am very confident in the fact that I am straight, I think I would know by now if I was bi, let's be honest. The weed and bong did not have anything special in them, my other friends smoked and they were fine (but their tolerances were much higher). But seriously though, the bisexual thing is hilarious.
Also, DMT is the shit that your brain releases to make you dream right? Cause I had already thought of that, it all seemed so real and I considered it to be sort of like a lucid dream, because although I was in my head the entire time I have vague memories of me screaming on the floor (clear enough of a memory to know how loud I was and what my friends were saying). This shit is weird.
Hrmmmmmmm, DMT. I've been smoking DMT at least 5 times out of the day since I know how to synthesize it ~_~ DMT is just really intense and it constantly just gets better and better. Either way, I'm quitting drugs for quite some time now. I might roll every so often (I live in Miami, rolling is a must for clubs), but smoking and doing psychedelics might stop for me for quite some time. I'll post when ever I get a chance and see that I have a place to post
On August 09 2011 16:11 BrassMonkey wrote: Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
Mental strenght yo
It's a little hard to talk myself down when Im trapped inside whatever the fuck I was in for "eternity", I had no control over myself. Honestly I was stuck, there was nothing I could do, time was the only medication and it eventually passed. As for the bi comments...Lol. I am very confident in the fact that I am straight, I think I would know by now if I was bi, let's be honest. The weed and bong did not have anything special in them, my other friends smoked and they were fine (but their tolerances were much higher). But seriously though, the bisexual thing is hilarious.
Also, DMT is the shit that your brain releases to make you dream right? Cause I had already thought of that, it all seemed so real and I considered it to be sort of like a lucid dream, because although I was in my head the entire time I have vague memories of me screaming on the floor (clear enough of a memory to know how loud I was and what my friends were saying). This shit is weird.
Hrmmmmmmm, DMT. I've been smoking DMT at least 5 times out of the day since I know how to synthesize it ~_~ DMT is just really intense and it constantly just gets better and better. Either way, I'm quitting drugs for quite some time now. I might roll every so often (I live in Miami, rolling is a must for clubs), but smoking and doing psychedelics might stop for me for quite some time. I'll post when ever I get a chance and see that I have a place to post
I've considered trying to extract DMT. Can you get the roots mailed to you in the US? How much of an investment is it?
On August 09 2011 16:11 BrassMonkey wrote: Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
Mental strenght yo
It's a little hard to talk myself down when Im trapped inside whatever the fuck I was in for "eternity", I had no control over myself. Honestly I was stuck, there was nothing I could do, time was the only medication and it eventually passed. As for the bi comments...Lol. I am very confident in the fact that I am straight, I think I would know by now if I was bi, let's be honest. The weed and bong did not have anything special in them, my other friends smoked and they were fine (but their tolerances were much higher). But seriously though, the bisexual thing is hilarious.
Also, DMT is the shit that your brain releases to make you dream right? Cause I had already thought of that, it all seemed so real and I considered it to be sort of like a lucid dream, because although I was in my head the entire time I have vague memories of me screaming on the floor (clear enough of a memory to know how loud I was and what my friends were saying). This shit is weird.
Hrmmmmmmm, DMT. I've been smoking DMT at least 5 times out of the day since I know how to synthesize it ~_~ DMT is just really intense and it constantly just gets better and better. Either way, I'm quitting drugs for quite some time now. I might roll every so often (I live in Miami, rolling is a must for clubs), but smoking and doing psychedelics might stop for me for quite some time. I'll post when ever I get a chance and see that I have a place to post
I've considered trying to extract DMT. Can you get the roots mailed to you in the US? How much of an investment is it?
Yes you can, I usually order kilo's of it which cost me nothing at all and can make a huge profit of it selling it $15 - $20 a dimebag since no one in this area knows how to do it. The root you can get in the us, just remember extracting it and selling is illegal ;l
On August 09 2011 16:11 BrassMonkey wrote: Dont mean to sound like a dick, but if your reaching that "trapped high" feeling, you just need to sit yourself down, talk to yourself, tell yourself "I am high, all things end. This will end" you will be fine.
Mental strenght yo
It's a little hard to talk myself down when Im trapped inside whatever the fuck I was in for "eternity", I had no control over myself. Honestly I was stuck, there was nothing I could do, time was the only medication and it eventually passed. As for the bi comments...Lol. I am very confident in the fact that I am straight, I think I would know by now if I was bi, let's be honest. The weed and bong did not have anything special in them, my other friends smoked and they were fine (but their tolerances were much higher). But seriously though, the bisexual thing is hilarious.
Also, DMT is the shit that your brain releases to make you dream right? Cause I had already thought of that, it all seemed so real and I considered it to be sort of like a lucid dream, because although I was in my head the entire time I have vague memories of me screaming on the floor (clear enough of a memory to know how loud I was and what my friends were saying). This shit is weird.
Hrmmmmmmm, DMT. I've been smoking DMT at least 5 times out of the day since I know how to synthesize it ~_~ DMT is just really intense and it constantly just gets better and better. Either way, I'm quitting drugs for quite some time now. I might roll every so often (I live in Miami, rolling is a must for clubs), but smoking and doing psychedelics might stop for me for quite some time. I'll post when ever I get a chance and see that I have a place to post
Do you mean extract from roots and what not? Dmt synthesis is hardly something for a kitchen chemist to attempt... But this is the Internet, where everyone is an astronaut.
On August 10 2011 08:45 FragKrag wrote: DMT extraction isn't exactly that hard....
Synthesis and extraction aren't anything the same.
Dude, nobody with any sense synthesizes dmt, they extract it straight from the processed material of mimosa hostilis/ phalaris grass, its not hard, simple fume and skin protection protocols are not difficult to follow and are all that is required. I've seen the crystal myself.
On August 10 2011 08:45 FragKrag wrote: DMT extraction isn't exactly that hard....
Synthesis and extraction aren't anything the same.
Dude, nobody with any sense synthesizes dmt, they extract it straight from the processed material of mimosa hostilis/ phalaris grass, its not hard, simple fume and skin protection protocols are not difficult to follow and are all that is required. I've seen the crystal myself.
Exactly who do you think you're educating? Try reading more than 2 sentences before jamming a useless comment into our eyes. Atleast attempt to gain a tiny amount of context before posting.
i play starcraft 2 high the majority of the time, i'd say i play at about a high diamond level while high.
me too, at about the same level, but sometimes ill play at what i feel is a mid masters level and that never happens when im sober, i think i get too angry from losing to bullshit when im not high so i get too frustrated and dont play well
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