High Thread - Page 558

On August 08 2011 15:20 Doorhandle wrote:
So last night I had my first really bad trip. I didnt think anything like this was possible, holy shit. I figured the first time I got high was as bad as it got, but boy was I wrong. I think the stuff my friend got was called OG kush, and it was really fuckin potent stuff. I ended up taking like 2 pretty tightly packed bowls of the stuff in a pretty big bong, and I was ok until I just got quiet for a while. After a couple mins (thinking too much I guess, I reached into my mind or something), I collapsed into a ball on the floor just kinda repeating "No, no, no..." until eventually I started screaming and shrieking. It was the loudest that any of my friends said they have ever heard anyone yell, they were afraid of the neighbours calling 911. Anyways so all this is going on on the outside and on the inside I thought I was trapped for eternity in this random non-existent existence. I cant explain it, I just know that I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, convinced enough to start screaming like that. It was horrible, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually, I found a way to snap out of it. Now dont ask me why, but I got back to my body by telling my friends that I was bisexual. I am not bisexual, but apparently that's what it took to get in touch with reality again. The night didnt end there but that was the worst part. The rest was still pretty bad, I felt stuck a couple inches behind reality, and the entire time I was trying to figure out this big "truth". So yeah, holy shit. That changed me, it was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal bad, being trapped inside wherever I was for eternity was the scariest thing Ive ever experienced/thought of. The whole idea of eternity fucks me over now, it's crazy. Weird ass story I know, but this is like 1% of the shit that actually went on it was unimaginable.

On August 09 2011 02:11 Doorhandle wrote:


Yeah my tolerance was loooooooooooow, I hadnt smoked in like a month. The friend who hooked us up had been gone for a month to British Columbia where he smoked every day so he just kinda figured everyone there would keep up with him, bad idea. I just find my panic attack so weird because if you think about it, it takes something pretty scary to have someone throw themselves on the ground SCREAMING as loud as they physically can. I was so convinced that I was trapped there for eternity, you cant explain something like that it's just so fucked lol.