The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 223

Fuck this. I hate my life. I hate everything.

It feels like shit when the only thing you can and wanna do was 19,000 km from home and you had to return because it's too far. Why can't I become what I want in my country?

I'm not that young, fuck me - now the pressure from parents is rising up again, I must find a job. It will make my life miserable like it did in the past, where I was crying each morning before entering the office and each night after exiting. Then a drive home, too fucking exhausted to do anything else but eat shower and mindless browsing for an hour before bed. Rinse and repeat and the best years of my life will be gone.

I don't wanna be a part of this

Fucking shit, why the fuck I always need to always go to dinners with the speakers. I don't invite them, I don't work on anything related, and yet I am always the one asked because I am the most fucking junior. What the fuck! And I cannot fucking say no...

When I am supposed to do my own work? More senior people have others working for them and I need to do my own work myself and then go to those fucking dinners which have nothing to do with my work. Fuck that shit!!! Fuck that shit!!! Fuck that shit!!!

Fuck your safe spaces.

Fuck your mandatory non-mixed feminist safe spaces. What the fuck.

The article pretty much reads "too many men who describe themselves as feminists are too assertive and will talk over women, also they're pretty rapey".

Jesus christ I'm a monster.

nice an isIMBA terran on orbital shityard, i know exactly whats he gonna do! hes gonna mass ghosts and liberators and i cant kill him cus its orbital shityard

depression is a filthy beast

that feeling when the terran suddely doesnt suck dick at micro and all those fights you won earlier doesnt matter anymore cus his units doesnt die

There are a lot more Trump supporters than I thought...

At this point I feel like people need the shit scared out of them. We're not getting anywhere with career politicians whose sole job is to look good in a suit. I say bring it on, it's a shitstorm now or a shitstorm later.

I feel really bad for the people who'd get fucked the most by that shitstorm...

It sucks when you are together with and live with a girl that you think is the one for you for so long, and then you get dumped out of nowhere. You are given a reason later on but it still feels like a crappy one.
How can feelings just "end" so suddenly?
I mean I know it does happen, because I've had that myself before, but it just sucks how we're wired.
Hell, the last time we talked about marriage was on new year's and now it's already over.
I don't get how that is possible.
What the fuck am I supposed to do now that I've lost the girl that was supposed to be my last one?
I've been in 3 relationships so far, none of them were shorter than 2 years, so I haven't really had that much experience in dating different girls and whatnot.
I am not confident when talking to girls, I have no idea where to find a decent girl. I hate clubs. And clubs don't have decent girls anyway.
Where the fuck do you get a girl that would be great for you, considering that your country is a piece of shit that has nothing to offer in terms of entertainment?
The fishpond has also gotten more empty, because all of the good girls are already taken/are married.

Also - sleeping alone sucks.
Coming home after work and not having anyone else there sucks.

How the fuck can I get over this shit and how am I supposed to believe that "Everything will be alright"

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holy fucking shit david youve messed up this one too

rofl im a fucking retard

every day same shit im so fucking stupid

so im doing homework on fucking WEBASSIGN

i have no problem with the concepts and shiet, im just a dumbass

so every week or so I get a problem or two wrong due to me making human errors

for example:

1) first try at answer is wrong, I don't know how - I notice that I copied my number wrong from my scrap paper mistaking my 'u' as a '4'
2) still wrong, I check again and it seems I randomly dropped a constant I didn't add because I didn't copy it down on my next line of calculations
3) still wrong, I check again and I made a calculation error once again way above because I misread a 'B' as '3' and what should've been AB became 3A
4) still wrong, I check again and I forgot negative sign while redoing my calculations
5) last chance (you get 5 chances on this site to get the correct answer before you are locked out and penalized) and I panic trying to double, triple check and I spend 45 minutes on a problem which originally took me 3 minutes to solve because I redo calculations like 3 times and double check it every time I get it wrong but dumbass me manages to STILL get it wrong.


perhaps I'm rushing, perhaps I need to write more legibly, perhaps I should be organized, etc etc

sigh this is why I fucking hate math. not because learning it is hard or that I find it boring but because shit like this drives me nuts.

Well, I got more news. During all this time that this happened, I was messaging my girlfriend about it. And I would also keep her updated on what my roommate was doing over the next week as things went by. Well, yesterday, he blew up.

I had just gotten up and left to go get food at around 11:30, and then was going to head to class. I got to my class at around 12:15 or so, and seen that he sent me a message:

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Sooooo, great. He broke into my room (which I kept unlocked, because, I really didn't expect something ridiculous like this), and he accessed my facebook, read through my private conversations with my girlfriend, and sent me that message. My head was kinda spinning, and I didn't really know what to do, and class was just starting, so I had to ignore it. When I get out of class, my girlfriend had sent me 5 different messages asking me if I was ok, and getting mad that I wasn't answering, and calling me multiple times. I picked up and she said she got an awful message from my roommate too, and was worried about me. So now I'm pissed that he also sent her a message (which included a confidential part about a slightly weird topic that me and my girlfriend were talking about - parasitic twins, that nobody else had heard our conversation of):

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I had back-to-back classes though, so I couldn't deal with this. I went into my next class and logged all my accounts out of facebook though at least. This was around 1:50ish or so. I hadn't studied for my test because of this shit, and I really needed to get out, so I rushed through my 45 question management information systems test in 20 minutes and ran to my dorm to talk to the RA's and Residence Coordinator. I told them my roommate had sent me and my girlfriend threatening messages, and that he had accessed my shit on my computer and so on. I filed an incident report with them, and then went off to an interviewing event I had with my club.

When I got back, I talked with the RA on duty and asked her to come with me to watch over as I packed up my stuff with my roommate there, so he didn't assault me or anything. My Residence Coordinator had already arranged a room change for me to another vacant room in the building. So I moved out all my stuff, of which nothing appeared to be missing or damaged, until I noticed the huge crack in my tv. Apparently, my batshit insane roommate had punched my tv, causing a huge crack right at the top of it.

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I moved all my stuff out into my other room, and then called my dad to tell him what happened and that I was going to be doing everything I could to get this asshole.

Well, after I set my computer up, I connected my phone to charge and had the idea to open up my browser history and see if I could find anything in there. I was absolutely disgusted.

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This fuckhead had performed sexual search queries on my conversation with my girlfriend, looking up "penis", "naked", "undress", "bear" "sex" and his own name. I saved all the evidence and filed a police report today for my broken tv and his accessing my computer. Unfortunately, the cop I was talking to really made it seem like there wasn't enough "proof" that he accessed my computer. That I left my room unlocked, and so that, though it was likely my asshole roommate had accessed my computer, he couldn't press charges or anything on that from hearsay. I understood where he was coming from, but I was still pissed. After talking to him, he went to talk to my roommate, who denied entering my room, but did admit to breaking my tv. So then he brought us outside, and I got a no-contact order between me and my roommate (at my Resident Coordinator's suggestion, thanks) and he basically told my roommate he had to pay me for the tv he broke. I told them my tv was worth around $300 (it isn't made anymore, but I believe that was a reasonable price after what we payed for it). The cop asked my roommate how long it'd take before he had my money, and he said "idk, I don't have the money... two months?" lol. I exchanged eyes with the officer and shook my head no. So the officer said for me to give a timeframe, and I said 2 weeks, 3 at max. So now roommate has to borrow money to pay me back or something, idk idc. The tv's important to me, but I was soo glad to see him get SOME consequences at least.

Sooo, we got no-contact orders, and that's about settled. Or so I thought...

I logged into my facebook later today, and saw that roommate had actually sent me a message (before we talked to the cops), sending me PICTURES of private conversations between me and my girlfriend, from his account, as well as calling me a freak and other shit.

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Well, I saw this just now, and I set out writing an email to the officer again, telling him I had new evidence that roommate was on my computer and so on. I'm still waiting to hear back from him. A lot of the pictures were of a very sexual nature between me and my girlfriend. I really want to nail this asshole with every charge I can levy against him now.