But seriously, just think that since it didn't happen, she's not the one for you. Even if you forced her and yourself to be together, you wouldn't be happy either. And that doesn't make sense. Why the fuck would you fight to keep yourself unhappy?
She's just a girl no fucking big deal. Sometimes I think about the girls I used to like and it gets so ass depressing because you used to think about how you failed but it just doesn't matter in the end. When you get married, you'd see all this little pain as nothing. Because the glory then outshines the suffering now.