My uncle passed away from cancer several months ago and I cried like a baby and continued to cry occasionally for a month or two after, can't even imagine what it's like to lose a father. I hope for the best for you and your family and am deeply sorry for your loss. Don't really have much to say in terms of condolences, but I've definitely come to appreciate how incredibly amazing a man my Uncle was and I somehow find comfort in that. Hopefully you'll find a way to help cope with your loss as well.