EPTThis will end the saga, heheheh. It was much shorter lived than i had anticipated. But that's fine by me.
So, after writing the first part of the entry, I had gone out later that night.
As she is an INCREDIBLY good christian girl, i had expected there would be boundaries to our friendship. When she climbed on top of me and started dryhumping me, I was incredibly confused. Hopefully you can all understand my confusion.
This is a girl who has Jesus on her background for her laptop. Who told me there would be nothing physical about our friendship after I told her there was no potential for a relationship here, because I'm going to school.
I didn't tell her there was no potential becuase I didnt like her and already had another couple of girls lined up at school. Whatever, semantics?
So in my state of confusion, I'm trying to both go with the flow and keep this in check, because this could have potentially disastrous consequences that I do not look forward to having to deal with.
So that goes on for a few hours, I leave clothes still one and whatnot. All is peachy, I didn't expect anything after being sternly spoken to about "being physical" and how there's no relationship potential means terrible things for us. I leave content but also in complete confusion.
So, our next little date was last night, this time she came to my house.
Within ten or fifteen minutes of the movie starting, we're in my bed. Cool enough.
She starts acting all cutesy, I'm a little concerned.
She starts getting my to spoon and all sorts of fun stuff. I like affection, its cool, but still, concerned.
It gets a little intimate for a while. I stop, I get tired of just sitting there and making out if its not going further.
She gets pissed, gives me the cold shoulder for twenty minutes. She says i really hurt her feelings.
I tried to apologize, VERY sincerely(that doesnt happen often) and she does it all over again. Now I'm mad, because I tried to apologize and she's just being a bitch now. So I let her ignore me all she wants until she's done being a bitch
First words out of her mouth "what are we doing here?"
I immediately think "what kind of 'we' are you talking about"
i answer "What do you mean?"
she starts talking about our relationship
what relationship?
i dont know, but she thinks we're an item.
To clarify, I don't actually like the girl. She's cute and sweet, thats enough for me to think she's attractive, but I personally think she's annoying as hell.
So, after i said to her verbatim "There's really no potential for a relationship here," about a week ago
she's DRILLING me last night about how I shouldn't rule out something that could be amazing just because its going to become long distance in a month
I dont even like this girl, and she's trying to tell me our "Relationship" could be the best thing that ever happened to me after knowing me two weeks.
Since I'm still just shutting her down repeatedly, this is getting awkward, and I still have to drive her home.
After about an hour of her sulking and trying to convince me our relationship could work and my shutting it down, she gets very quiet and says "I should go home."
finally
So i drive in utter silence, because its incredibly awkward
she asks me questions about why I'm writing off the relationship, i make up an excuse about long distance not working for me in the past
she says "Its unfair that you judge me based on a bad past experience"
thats ironic, because my ex didnt trust me because of her previous ex boyfriend
so i tell her know all about it, and its not going to change anything
Then I drop her off at her hotel
she thanks me for the ride and slams the door
The End, for now.
She's obviously interested and thought alone time meant you were interested too. Tell her straight up you don't want anything more than friendship and if that's not good enough for her she should stop seeing you... Not hard.
