i'm probably only writing this because i've had quite alot to drink.
i'm so sad. i hate it here at this college. every other college i know is so insanely fucking easy but all i ever do is work all the time. my school fucked me out of TSL this weekend because of my thesis. the social environment sucks. most of the people suck. i still have so much work to do and i don't have anything to look forward to. "Being done" is nice, but its a long way away from an exciting event or some sort of happy future moment. now all i'm waiting around for is "not work."
sleep is what a daydream about :[.
god damnit fuck me fuckfsdjakljweiklajfsealk