my life updated, lost in the world.

On March 03 2016 00:10 JWD[9] wrote:


That is a choice.



I just read through your old blogs to get an idea about what you are going through.

As a DreamR the military is probably not an option. If it were, they offer education in IT aswell, you would be away and out of society most times, have a strict and structured day, payment is good, since you get fed and housed, though I don't know if you still have to support your little brother.

Is the social system that bad in the UK? State benefits are stigmatized, but if you don't give a hoot and don't need much else than a roof over your head for now and some time to recuperate.



Since you don't elaborate, I just gonna tell you that I could not do that for two years either, because I felt cheated by life. I felt I deserved more, I was holding on to my pride as a measure of protection. My life stand still for a long time. I started meditation+ Show Spoiler +, and then finally could let go of all that hate and move on (it's not as smooth of a process as it may sounds).

Peaceful Warrior is a questionable movie. You see it and think, wow, they must have slaughtered an amazing book, then you read the book and think, wow, they made the most out of it in the movie, it's really shite. However, it puts some very positive and useful images in your head, and they hopefully will change you a little and help stirring yourself into a better life.

Also, no matter what you do, when you decide to move forward, be aware that the path you take will change you, and the goals you looked at might seem quite different to you.