Yeah. Fuck my parents. Seriously. I don't understand what goes through their fucking heads everyday. I don't understand how they can get mad at the stupidest reasons ever. If you haven't read my previous blog about run-ins with my parents, you can see it here: http://www.teamliquid.net/blogs/449864-vent-asian-parents
Anyways, today at dinner I was slightly massaging the middle of my forearm because it felt slightly irritating and there was a dull pain. I've had this experience many times over the course of my life, it happens randomly, though today I was very active with my hands doing lab experiments. So my mom, sitting across from me at the dinner table, looks over and immediately asks what's wrong. I reply, and she instantly fucking tells me it's because I play too many video games and sit in front of a computer too much. Really? Does me typing on a keyboard really impact my forearms to the point where they would be in a very minute dull pain? Fuck you and your horrible shitty logic. Of course, I get slightly defensive, tell her that I haven't even been on the computer that much since I work everyday anyways and I only really get 1-2 hours on the computer to myself every night (get home at 5:30, eat dinner from like 6:00-6:45, then on computer til maybe 8:30, shower, facetime my girlfriend).
She obviously thinks I'm trying to start shit with her and argue (All I did was say the truth you moron), then becoming angry at me and telling me to shut up. Then goes on to say how I failed in college and couldn't even continue being pre-med and had to transfer to public health major. Big fucking deal, how does this have ANY FUCKING CONNECTION to my forearm hurting. Holy fucking shit.
This isn't even uncommon. This happens all the fucking time. I'll be doing something, I'll say something about someone or something, and the first fucking thought that goes through their thick skulls is either, 1) Video gaming bad blah blah, or 2) You don't study hard blah blah. I'm so sick of this shit and it's one of the only reasons I love college, to be away from my parents. (I actually hate college, I think it's extremely stupid that applying for grad school relies on you getting a good GPA in classes that don't even concern your future, aka calculus or writing classes or history).
Wait that's not all, THEN they go on a rant about how I don't respect them or appreciate them when they allow me to live with them and feed me. Really? Millions of other parents do this for their kids, what makes you two any fucking different? Respect? Really? Respect you when all you do is make my life miserable because I can't live up to your fucking ridiculous standards and expect me to never have any enjoyment in life?
Ok I'm done now. This is probably making my image here extremely awful but I just need to get things off my chest sometimes and have people to rant to.