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Meru
Profile Blog Joined January 2012
United States219 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-05-01 22:56:32
May 01 2015 22:53 GMT
#1


Long long time no see there TL! I missed you!

Boring/long personal update, TLDR on the bottom for the lazy.

Oh boy, where to start… I’ve been gone for the past few months from the interwebs as a result of my cross country move, from the east coast to sunny California! So many things have happened since the end of last year that prevented me from being active in scene, and I seriously miss all the people, events, EVERYTHING!

I guess there’s no better place to start than… the beginning!

A Series Of Unfortunate Events...
Towards the end of last year, a lot of bad things happened all at the same time. Few “highlights”:
We had received news earlier in the year that my grandmother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. I live in the states, while my grandmother is on the other side of the earth in Shanghai. I love my grandma more than my own parents since shes the one that brought me up until I was 12 or so and came to the states. To receive news like that made me extremely sad, because I can’t just pick up and go back and be with her. Around the same time, I had a few medical checkups and my health was in question. I had to get a biopsy done to check for suspicious cells. No one likes to hear things like right?

Around the same time I went to IEM San Jose as my last event of the year. I was not in top shape emotionally, but I wanted to go to the event and get some coverage for the community. I was also able to bring Shiro out with me so she can enjoy the event too That was a really fun excerpt in my otherwise dark and gloomy month.

My grandma passed away this year right after new years day. I know she’s in a better place now, and I know she’s watching over me every day. My test results came back and I’m fine! So that was great news to hear. A lot of other sad things happened around the same time, but I tried my best to stay positive, knowing that it’s always the darkest before dawn. Corny I know, leave me alone.

I really got by with a little help from my friends… My real life friends and my TL family. TL sent me flowers and tons of loving messages around that time… and I’ll never forget that. It doesn’t matter how far apart we all are, I feel truly blessed to have friends like you guys. I would do shoutouts here but I’m definitely going to forget someone, so you know who you all are… My constant contributors to my skype alerts.



Hanging In There…
With all the negative things happening, my only goal was to make it better. I needed a change of scenery since I was starting to hate my job, and let’s face it… Jersey’s just boring.
I’ve always wanted to move to California and see if I’d like it, because I’ve visited both north and so cal and loved every visit, and want to see if I’d like living there too. I was looking for UX/UI Designer positions in the bay area, and got an interview with a company in the location. And as luck would have it, within a week, I actually got an opportunity to interview for an eSports position with Kim’s awesome team at Blizzard. They were looking for a Project Manager, something I’m not very familiar with, but I was very flattered and honored to have an opportunity to meet the team and talk about their process. I was amazed at all the things they do behind the scenes, and Blizzard campus was fun to visit . I didn’t tell anybody that I interviewed with Blizzard, mostly because I know I wasn’t quite a great fit for the position of a Project Manager. I have a ton of #passion for eSports, but my skills are in design. That didn’t match up with what the team’s looking for, but I’m not sad about it. Nonetheless, I still feel happy that I got to speak with the team, and have lunch with Kim at Inca’s! Om nom nom food.

[image loading]

:D giant gryphon plus in the lobby

Yay Happy Times!
Fast forward a little bit, I accepted a new position in the bay area for a DNS company, leading the UX/UI efforts for the company’s application products. I started in March, and so far it’s been the most challenging and fun job I’ve ever had. I’ve learned more about how internet and servers work in the past 2 months than I have my entire life. I’ve been flying back and forth between California and NJ on a weekly basis while looking for a new apartment, so that limited my free time. I moved into the new apt 3 weeks ago, and I have a waterfront view! :D
I’ve also been dealing with how to move all my stuff across the country, and packing/unpacking is such a pain in the butt. I finally got the stuff last weekend (WELCOME BACK MY DEAR PC) from the movers, and am currently unpacking everything. I expect to be back and be more active in the upcoming weeks, as my crazy on the go life is finally winding down and things are looking up.

As for this year’s events, I don’t have any major plans yet. I know I won’t be able to make it to WCS in Toronto due to the move, and I’m sad about it . Sorry jer, zero, etc) I will definitely keep an eye out for upcoming events for the year, and do my best to attend as much as I can and bring content for TL.

So yea, that about sums up my life for the past 4 months… I feel guilty not being online and on skype to help out with the site with Shiro, I’ll make up for it D: <3 Also, IM READY TO WIN SOME HEROES GAMES KBB!

This has not been proofread to any degree… Sorry for all the typos and weird phrasings everywhere :D

Oh, and for those of you IN or NEAR THE BAY AREA!!!
I need suggestions for FOODS and THINGS TO DO! give me ALL THE THINGS! :D I want to explore and eat and be a fatty! And, if you want, send me a msg and let's hangout!!


TL;DR - Had a shitty end of 2014, moved to California for new job in 2015 and things are looking up. Happy and excited for the future and looking forward to doing more coverages for TL!

Until next time!

And the usual plug here . My Flickr for the event photos, and my twitter @misayi Cheers!

♥ Meru


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Graphics"Learn lots. Don't judge. Laugh for no reason. Be nice. Seek happiness."
FO-nTTaX
Profile Blog Joined January 2013
Johto4983 Posts
May 01 2015 23:22 GMT
#2
good to hear things are going up for you again, it's always tough to go through sad times. Keep fighting, you're a boss
Administrator@FO_nTTaX | FO-nTTaX.de | 0xff0000.dev | Senior Lead Liquipedia Developer
"Nimm es. Es ist nicht viel, aber es kommt von Herzen. Vergiss mich nicht!"
Zealously
Profile Blog Joined October 2011
East Gorteau22261 Posts
May 01 2015 23:29 GMT
#3
Drop by on Skype when I'm awake sometimes plz~
AdministratorBreak the chains
KadaverBB
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
Germany25658 Posts
May 01 2015 23:36 GMT
#4
Nice to hear from you Annie <3
HEROES AWAITS
AdministratorLaws change depending on who's making them, but justice is justice
Zealously
Profile Blog Joined October 2011
East Gorteau22261 Posts
May 01 2015 23:39 GMT
#5
On May 02 2015 08:36 KadaverBB wrote:
Nice to hear from you Annie <3
HEROES AWAITS


oh maybe i should play Heroes soon
AdministratorBreak the chains
Plexa
Profile Blog Joined October 2005
Aotearoa39261 Posts
May 01 2015 23:41 GMT
#6
WE MISSED YOU TOO <3
Administrator~ Spirit will set you free ~
Plexa
Profile Blog Joined October 2005
Aotearoa39261 Posts
May 01 2015 23:41 GMT
#7
The red wall is real.
Administrator~ Spirit will set you free ~
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
May 01 2015 23:41 GMT
#8
Is this your TLCMAT propaganda thread
AdministratorYOU MUST HEED MY INSTRUCTIONS TAKE OFF YOUR THIIIINGS
The_Templar
Profile Blog Joined January 2011
your Country52797 Posts
May 01 2015 23:44 GMT
#9
On May 02 2015 08:41 lichter wrote:
Is this your TLCMAT propaganda thread

Could it be anything else?
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Meru
Profile Blog Joined January 2012
United States219 Posts
May 02 2015 00:12 GMT
#10
On May 02 2015 08:41 Plexa wrote:
The red wall is real.


Haha indeed.

And can we have anti propaganda? Shiro and i can create anti-lich posters :D
Graphics"Learn lots. Don't judge. Laugh for no reason. Be nice. Seek happiness."
KadaverBB
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
Germany25658 Posts
May 02 2015 00:45 GMT
#11
On May 02 2015 08:39 Zealously wrote:
Show nested quote +
On May 02 2015 08:36 KadaverBB wrote:
Nice to hear from you Annie <3
HEROES AWAITS


oh maybe i should play Heroes soon


For fucks sake, ive been asking you for like months and now 1 Meru comes along and you're like "FUCK YEAH HEROES"

AdministratorLaws change depending on who's making them, but justice is justice
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
May 02 2015 00:53 GMT
#12
On May 02 2015 09:12 Meru wrote:
Show nested quote +
On May 02 2015 08:41 Plexa wrote:
The red wall is real.


Haha indeed.

And can we have anti propaganda? Shiro and i can create anti-lich posters :D


haha like anyone would believe your LIES
AdministratorYOU MUST HEED MY INSTRUCTIONS TAKE OFF YOUR THIIIINGS
Deleted User 135096
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3624 Posts
May 02 2015 00:57 GMT
#13
Come hang out in chat Annie! Glad to see you're on the up and up :D
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Seeker *
Profile Blog Joined April 2005
Where dat snitch at?37076 Posts
May 02 2015 01:08 GMT
#14
On May 02 2015 09:12 Meru wrote:
Show nested quote +
On May 02 2015 08:41 Plexa wrote:
The red wall is real.


Haha indeed.

And can we have anti propaganda? Shiro and i can create anti-lich posters :D

Go for it. I am severely angry right now that lichter keeps winning even though he hasn't done jack crap in any of the TLCMAT threads to earn votes. AFK wins are what infuriate me the most.
ModeratorPeople ask me, "Seeker, what are you seeking?" My answer? "Sleep, damn it! Always sleep!"
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Shock710
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Australia6097 Posts
May 02 2015 01:35 GMT
#15
Welcome back, wow those teamliquid flowers are so nice and pretty and whoever sent them is really nice :D

P.S i dont have a pretty icon am i allowed to post in here O_o
dAPhREAk gives Shock a * | [23:55] <Shock710> that was out of context -_- [16:26] <@motbob> Good question, Shock!
Zealously
Profile Blog Joined October 2011
East Gorteau22261 Posts
May 02 2015 06:43 GMT
#16
On May 02 2015 09:45 KadaverBB wrote:
Show nested quote +
On May 02 2015 08:39 Zealously wrote:
On May 02 2015 08:36 KadaverBB wrote:
Nice to hear from you Annie <3
HEROES AWAITS


oh maybe i should play Heroes soon


For fucks sake, ive been asking you for like months and now 1 Meru comes along and you're like "FUCK YEAH HEROES"


You just reminded me by saying that D:
AdministratorBreak the chains
Aeromi
Profile Blog Joined August 2012
France14461 Posts
May 02 2015 06:48 GMT
#17
Welcome back!
https://twitter.com/DrAeromi | Updates on live tournaments: @StarCrafteSport
boesthius
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
United States11637 Posts
May 02 2015 07:33 GMT
#18
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Clubfan
Profile Blog Joined May 2013
Germany913 Posts
May 02 2015 08:44 GMT
#19
Glad to see you back in action and on the uprise
LiquipediaLickyPiddy manager
Wintex
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
Norway16838 Posts
May 02 2015 11:27 GMT
#20
I also lost my granny in the second half of last year, so I can imagine how it can be.
Nice to hear that it's all better and that shit's going your way. I ENVY THAT VIEW.

vote4darklordolli and lorning.
Zealously, play doto, or SC2 with us in the new boys club.
The Bomber boy
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