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Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
September 09 2014 06:12 GMT
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Deleuze
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United Kingdom2102 Posts
September 09 2014 09:54 GMT
#2
Thank you for sharing. It was really eye opening to Read.
“An image of thought called philosophy has been formed historically and it effectively stops people from thinking.” ― Gilles Deleuze, Dialogues II
nekotrap
Profile Joined April 2011
130 Posts
September 09 2014 10:45 GMT
#3
It's great that you have such supportive friends and mother. Best of luck in your transition, I really enjoyed reading your life story =)
A broken carrot is more than enough for the likes of you
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
September 09 2014 11:08 GMT
#4
good thing your friends and family are supportive. i'm impressed how open you are about your past and don't deny it and i'm sure that attitude will help. was a good read.
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Starecat
Profile Joined August 2014
940 Posts
September 09 2014 13:26 GMT
#5
Read the most of text and i couldn't find the reason why Scarlett nickname is there ._.
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Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
September 09 2014 13:57 GMT
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Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
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September 09 2014 13:58 GMT
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ahswtini
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Northern Ireland22208 Posts
September 09 2014 13:59 GMT
#8
On September 09 2014 22:26 Starecat wrote:
Read the most of text and i couldn't find the reason why Scarlett nickname is there ._.

Because Scarlett is transgender?

And also because she gave op advice?
"As I've said, balance isn't about strategies or counters, it's about probability and statistics." - paralleluniverse
Topin
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Peru10086 Posts
September 09 2014 15:33 GMT
#9
wow thx for sharing! wish u the best.
i would define my style between a mix of ByuN, Maru and MKP
lichter
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
1001 YEARS KESPAJAIL22272 Posts
September 09 2014 16:03 GMT
#10
On September 09 2014 22:57 Onekobold wrote:
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On September 09 2014 20:08 lichter wrote:
good thing your friends and family are supportive. i'm impressed how open you are about your past and don't deny it and i'm sure that attitude will help. was a good read.


wtf I almost even put "shoutout to lichter" at the end but I never thought you would ever read my blog


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FFGenerations
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
7088 Posts
September 09 2014 17:04 GMT
#11
idk if you should block and delete your father from your phone/email/life just because he was trying to (in his own way) talk you into getting some sort of job?

also i thought you said he expressed interest in your sexuality, even though he comes across as a biggot asshole (exactly like you used to not long ago)? isn't that at least a little commendable as opposed to damnable?

10-15 yrs ago i probably would have gone the woman route if i was immersed in that as an option, i was pretty feminine due to being very skinny and adoring girly stuff and femininity, combined with loathing of typical masculinity behaviour. acting "manly" was virtually beyond my comprehension at one point, why would anyone want to be like that? it is deplorable, unkind and arrogant behaviour.

but instead as the many years rolled past i slowly became more confident in myself as a male and very gradually became able to adopt more masculine traits that i was previously incapable of even forcing myself to adopt. its hard to even remember exactly what examples to give right now. things like "being exertive" (thats not the right word is it??).

now i can barely relate to that previous way of thinking. i think not being skinny anymore might have a lot to do with it. i strongly feel that how we "look" has a large mental impact on us. now i look a lot more manly (put on like 20kg in weight or wtvr) and am about "i want her" rather than "i want to be her".

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obesechicken13
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States10467 Posts
September 09 2014 17:51 GMT
#12
Long, I'll take this in bite sized chunks.

Is Scarlett Transgender? Does she identify as one? I don't follow pro SC anymore.
I think in our modern age technology has evolved to become more addictive. The things that don't give us pleasure aren't used as much. Work was never meant to be fun, but doing it makes us happier in the long run.
Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
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September 09 2014 17:57 GMT
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Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
September 09 2014 18:01 GMT
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Starecat
Profile Joined August 2014
940 Posts
September 09 2014 18:10 GMT
#15
Now i know why people toss a lot of bullshit on some of her videos... Dude how humans can be disgusting some times.
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Silvana
Profile Blog Joined September 2013
3713 Posts
September 09 2014 19:46 GMT
#16
OP I loved this blog and the subsequent comments you made. I really thank you for sharing this
Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
September 09 2014 20:47 GMT
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obesechicken13
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States10467 Posts
September 09 2014 21:38 GMT
#18
I see my question was asked. Well we at TL support you no matter your gender designation, your private area classification, or your sexual preference. Even if we make a lot of insulting jokes about it. Most of TL is young and younger people tend to have more liberal viewpoints and as our numbers increase and we gain more political power, your world will only get better.

As for your dad, I don't think he'll come around. He might but you shouldn't expect it to happen. Cutting him from your life sounds like the right decision even though it sounds like it was hard for you. Cruise vacations aren't that important anyways compared to the emotional suffering you'd get from going with him. Good luck. And it's good that you have a supportive mother. Maybe try to get her with someone so you can actually have a dad
I think in our modern age technology has evolved to become more addictive. The things that don't give us pleasure aren't used as much. Work was never meant to be fun, but doing it makes us happier in the long run.
Grobyc
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Canada18410 Posts
September 10 2014 00:12 GMT
#19
Was a nice read and it's good to hear that things seem to be going in a progressive direction. I don't know a lot about the subject at all really. One question I have for you: when you take Spironolactone and then get a subscription for synthetic estrogen, to what degree are you expecting that to change how how you look physically and how you feel mentally? What are your expectations like?
If you watch Godzilla backwards it's about a benevolent lizard who helps rebuild a city and then moonwalks into the ocean.
Onekobold
Profile Blog Joined October 2013
244 Posts
September 10 2014 01:43 GMT
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