EPTWalking alone, surrounded by my own shadow. The past and the future have no importance now, there is only the present. A present filled with doubts, curiosity, adventure, uncertainty. But the will to continue is too strong.
The storm comes and goes, it never waits still. Somewhere deep inside there is hope. The powerful color of violet pops into mind.Yes, this one ancient form, molecules binding togheter to re-form in a more creative and correct manner.
The road ahead is filled trees, birds, and also cliffs and wolfs, ready to prey on my mistakes. Some strange animals and trees i have never seen. In the distance i can see it. He is beautiful. He is strong. He is close to immortal. His wiseness and patience overwhelm me. How, i ask myself, can someone learn to master these virtues? I have no answer. He is a dragon.
The journey is not pleasent. As i start moving, it seems the forest has come to life around me. Screaching birds, warnings of some sort. The earth is shaping underneath and all around my feet. This dark brown solid substance resembles oak seen with the eyes of the sun. It slightly peaks in the distance into small mountains. It is not a threat. It is my ally. The wind is blowing very strong now. It hits the leaves and lands on the core of the trees. This is too fast i think to myself. No wind can be this strong. Not in this form anyway. A tree is collasped in half. Nothing can stop my step. I am starting to run fast now. I don' t know if i am running from what i left behind or what i will find ahead. A cave has appeared in from of me, shadowed away from some brances. I quickly duck in. I hear sounds emanating from the inside. I move in. From the outside, this place seemed very dark. But now that i am here, i am surrounded by a dark blue energy field. As i move foward water starts forming everywhere moving orderly and fast in the same direction. I am here. This is the core, the center of all existance. A shallow green is pervading the place. It looks a bit like bright wheat.There are other people going around. They are minding there own buisness and path; they are not waking, they are flying. Each particle and object here have a pourpase and a destination. Everything is moving slowly, but this is a sign of confort after the journey here. I consider myself for a moment. Then i realise i am expanding, reaching out towards a femminine presence to my left. She too seems to be expanding towards me. We gently touch each other. A feeling of comprehension and understanding passes trought me, as if it where as clear as the blue sky, far far away. There is nothing left than lightness and confort. This empathy is groing so strong that it is hard to keep shifting with it. Suddenly it is released. Colors flash by. Green, then yellow, then red, all very bright and warm. Everything around me is moving and i am moving with it now. i am going over there. This is my path. This is my road. I am Born.
