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UmbraaeternuS
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Chile476 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-26 04:02:43
January 26 2013 03:41 GMT
#1
Hi TL.
First of all, let me thank you guys for featuring my blog "A doctor with a broken voice, and dying well" in Pony Tales #7 central pages. You sure made me blush. It's an honor I was not expecting, so I really thank you all for your kind stars and the people involved in making the e-zine for thinking my blog post had cut the mustard to be in it. <3

I bring you another tale. This story is about a case I attended 3 days ago.

My patient was a 85 years old lady. Mother of 5 children, all grown up now of course; 3 men and 2 women. She had diabetes and had high blood pressure. Her husband passed away 10 years ago and since, she stopped taking her medications and went away into the far countryside to spend some time alone.

A few weeks ago, her elder son took her from the countryside into his house... A little closer to my town, but still in the countryside. Yeah, as you've already figured out, this town is pretty much surrounded by agricultural farms and bovine raising farms. He had NO IDEA of his mother's medical history until he found a little "patient's notebook" with citation schedules and her treatment.

10 days ago, she began having hallucinations. Then complaining about temporarely losing sight or seeing "flying lights". And finally, she had seizures.

That's when her son called to our family health centre and asked for a house visit into the countryside.

The next day, I drove 20 miles and found his house. He is a peasant in one of the largest bovine farms around here. The house was small, but cozy. Lacking in luxuries, since peasants around here aren't generally well payed. It was a poor house. But humble and full of that unexplicable human warmth, none the less.

He led me into his mother's room. She was resting in a small bed, very pale. I said hello, but she did not turn to look at me. Instead she was staring into the infinity, torwards the ceiling. She said hello. I then politely explained that I was a doctor who came to visit her because her son was worried for her health, because he didn't know her medical history.

The old lady was absolutely dissoriented. She thought we were in another town. That it was 1948. That she knew me from a long time ago.
I begin controlling her vitals. She had a very strong pulse, regular, at around 60 beats per minute.
Sat was at around 90%. Strange...
Blood pressure...
Wait, what? -I look at the blood pressure gauge in disbelief. I take it again.
This can't be... What the hell?

Her BP was at a scarcely believeable 250/140 mmHg.
That is very, extremely, SEVERELY FUCKING HIGH.
Normal BP for a regular adult is hovering @ [90/60 - 140/90] mmHg.
But the old lady had other issues.
Took my stethoscope and listened to her heart and lungs.
Lungs were filled up with liquid. Pulmonary oedema.
And then, without any warning, she begun seizing again. Full tonic-clonic generalized convulsions. I push an amp of Diazepam IM. Seizing stops. Then inmediately call the ambulance.
They get there in about 25 minutes. I intubate the patient and push an IV amp of Furosemide.
She seizes again. Another amp of Diazepam. Seizing stops.

A severe hypertensive emergency. We needed an infusion pump with to give her IV antihypertensive meds.

I then recall that her son told me she was losing vision for a few moments, then claiming to see "dancing bright lights"...

We rush back to our hospital to try to stabilize her. She had stopped seizing. Her sat improved to 99% with the intubation and assisted breathing. We just needed to control her blood pressure. There was no IV pump equipment in the ambulance. We had to get back to the ER...
We take an in-route EKG. It was remarkabely normal. Capilar glucose levels were surprisingly good for a lady who had not recieved treatment for her diabetes in over 10 years: 150 mg/dL...

All of the sudden, only 10 minutes after we left her home, the heartrate monitor goes flat. I thought an electrode had come lose. I check the pulse first and ask the EMT to check the electrodes.
No pulse.
Electrodes were fine.

Fuck.

We begin CPR algorythms. The EMT starts the cardiac compressions.
We arrive at the ER.
We rush into it. A colleague and friend of mine is waiting. He takes over the compressions. An IV pump is readily prepared.
Another colleague comes in after the ER's CPR alarm goes off. She takes over the ambu bag and keeps ventilating the patient.
I take an ophtalmoscope and look into her eyes searching for any signs of increased intracranial pressure (ICP). She might also be bleeding into her brain because of the extremeley high blood pressure and her brainstem could have herniatd.
Pupils were reactive. No oedema in the papillae. There didn't seem to be an increase in the ICP.

I took over cardiac compressions. She was still in asystole. Full flatline. Even though we followed the algorythm all the way, thought of every other possibility why she flatlined, asked for quick bloodtests which came back negative... And being performing CPR for over 35 minutes, she was still flatlining.

It was time to call it.
My colleagues look at me. I was atop the old lady, giving her chest compressions.
The attending ER doctor then states... "It's time to let her go."
Nurses let her son go in. My colleague delivers the bad news.
Then my other colleague pronounces the words you never want to hear then you're reanimating a patient.
Time of death?
...

Her son puts his hand on my shoulder, eyes weeping, and says "It's ok. You did your best... Her time has come."

It was a quarter past 4 in the evening.
As her son stated, her time had come.

****
therealwinters - Skype / @DrUmbra - Twitter // "There is nothing more cool than being proud of the things that you love" - Sean "Day[9]" Plott <3
Percutio
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States1672 Posts
January 26 2013 03:59 GMT
#2
Wow, always sucks to lose someone but I'll be ecstatic if I get 85 years out of this life. Great blog!
What does it matter how I loose it?
Ero-Sennin
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States756 Posts
January 26 2013 04:05 GMT
#3
Very touching. Your passion for what you do shines through the text in your posts.
Luck makes talent look like genius.
AgentW
Profile Blog Joined July 2012
United States7725 Posts
January 26 2013 04:13 GMT
#4
I have no idea how doctors and other emergency medical personnel such as yourself deal with this job emotionally. I know I couldn't. You're truly miracle workers.
Who's the bigger scrub, the scrub, or the scrub who loses to him?
Aerisky
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
United States12129 Posts
January 26 2013 05:10 GMT
#5
Wow...nothing but the highest regard and respect for you. You did your best.
Jim while Johnny had had had had had had had; had had had had the better effect on the teacher.
Titusmaster6
Profile Blog Joined September 2007
United States5937 Posts
January 26 2013 06:40 GMT
#6
A fitting story for me as I'm about to go to work at the ER right now. I feel like I will definitely think of this story if a patient comes in with cpr.
Shorts down shorts up, BOOM, just like that.
BigFan
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
TLADT24920 Posts
January 26 2013 06:44 GMT
#7
250/140? Holy shit >< That is so high ... Great blog!
Former BW EiC"Watch Bakemonogatari or I will kill you." -Toad, April 18th, 2017
Callynn
Profile Joined December 2010
Netherlands917 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-26 08:20:47
January 26 2013 08:20 GMT
#8
Wonderful way of writing, did you consider writing a book with these kind of stories? I think you have talent.

EDIT: I didn't mean to be rude about the emotional part by the way.
Comparing BW with SCII is like comparing a beautiful three-master sailing ship with a modern battlecruiser. Both are beautiful in their own way, both perform the same task, but they are worlds apart in how they are built and how they are steered.
Notfragile
Profile Joined April 2011
Greece713 Posts
January 26 2013 08:23 GMT
#9
You have talent my friend. It is so rare to read something that moves me to the point of wet eyes.
Wonderful way of writing, did you consider writing a book with these kind of stories?


I seriously think you should.

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Eriksen
Profile Joined December 2012
Micronesia720 Posts
January 26 2013 10:09 GMT
#10
Truly touching. The world needs more people like you. Keep serving them patients and do the best.
Good luck for the future!
Whether it has ended with a happy ending or sad, I never was an important thing to you.
St3MoR
Profile Joined November 2002
Spain3256 Posts
January 26 2013 12:21 GMT
#11
i liked your blog, sad story tho
Prophet in TL of the Makoto0124 ways
subV
Profile Joined June 2011
United States93 Posts
January 26 2013 14:35 GMT
#12
What a great, but sad story.

Question though: Why didn't you mention use of a defibrillator? Surely there was one in the ER if not the ambulance. Was it contraindicated in this case? Or was it a part of your "CPR algorithms"? I'm currently a med student and I'm just curious.
fire_brand
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
Canada1123 Posts
January 26 2013 14:45 GMT
#13
Lost my grandpa last week. My family all watched him go. It was one of the most surreal moments of my life, and one of the saddest. But it was his time to go.

Nice story, thanks for sharing. As always.
Random player, pixel enthusiast, crappy illustrator, offlane/support
StarVe
Profile Joined June 2011
Germany13591 Posts
January 26 2013 15:14 GMT
#14
On January 26 2013 23:35 subV wrote:
What a great, but sad story.

Question though: Why didn't you mention use of a defibrillator? Surely there was one in the ER if not the ambulance. Was it contraindicated in this case? Or was it a part of your "CPR algorithms"? I'm currently a med student and I'm just curious.

It's not too sad, sometimes you just need to let people go, if she stopped taking her medication and at that age her will to live was probably not that strong anymore.
Inzek
Profile Blog Joined May 2008
Chile802 Posts
January 26 2013 15:35 GMT
#15
Donde es esto?

also, you think her death time had been the same had you never went there?
she was in the same condition for some time...
i kinda dislike medical everything... my sister is an MD
Stork FAN!!!
UmbraaeternuS
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Chile476 Posts
January 26 2013 15:38 GMT
#16
On January 26 2013 23:35 subV wrote:
What a great, but sad story.

Question though: Why didn't you mention use of a defibrillator? Surely there was one in the ER if not the ambulance. Was it contraindicated in this case? Or was it a part of your "CPR algorithms"? I'm currently a med student and I'm just curious.

In asystole you cannot defibrilate, since in order to do it you need disordered cardiac electrical activity (fibrilation). If there is no cardiac actovity, defib is pointless, so you use CPR and drugs such as epinephrine, athropine or others to improve chances of cardiac activity
therealwinters - Skype / @DrUmbra - Twitter // "There is nothing more cool than being proud of the things that you love" - Sean "Day[9]" Plott <3
jackstitties
Profile Joined April 2010
United States43 Posts
January 26 2013 16:01 GMT
#17
On January 27 2013 00:35 Inzek wrote:
Donde es esto?

also, you think her death time had been the same had you never went there?
she was in the same condition for some time...
i kinda dislike medical everything... my sister is an MD


I think the reality is that doctors do very little to affect patient outcome in a majority of cases, especially in the hospital setting.
zJayy962
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
1363 Posts
January 27 2013 00:57 GMT
#18
On January 27 2013 01:01 jackstitties wrote:
Show nested quote +
On January 27 2013 00:35 Inzek wrote:
Donde es esto?

also, you think her death time had been the same had you never went there?
she was in the same condition for some time...
i kinda dislike medical everything... my sister is an MD


I think the reality is that doctors do very little to affect patient outcome in a majority of cases, especially in the hospital setting.

From my experience with television shows, this is absolutely not true. They actually save them in a majority of cases!
UmbraaeternuS
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Chile476 Posts
January 27 2013 04:40 GMT
#19
On January 27 2013 00:35 Inzek wrote:
Donde es esto?

also, you think her death time had been the same had you never went there?
she was in the same condition for some time...
i kinda dislike medical everything... my sister is an MD



Southern Chile, 10th region.

And that is one hell of a tricky question... But I believe it might have not mattered. Her heart was already failing. She could have died a few minutes earlier, probably, if the BP hadn't been handled. And of course, without CPR, she would have died earlier. CPR actually sustains your heart activity artificially...
therealwinters - Skype / @DrUmbra - Twitter // "There is nothing more cool than being proud of the things that you love" - Sean "Day[9]" Plott <3
number01
Profile Joined December 2012
203 Posts
January 27 2013 06:46 GMT
#20
Death is so scary!!! The thought of not being able to do anything about it sometimes bothers me. It will come to everyone someday. No one is exempt from it. It is so scary.
Idra is the reason I play SC
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