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WaveofShadow
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Canada31494 Posts
December 15 2012 02:10 GMT
#1
I really want to continue my blog entries from earlier this year, especially considering the day I've had, and I know I've neglected to do so, but in the end those blog entries were probably only a means to vent rather than to expose myself on the interwebs for all to see.

For now if anyone bothers to read this, you'll have to be content with what I give you, unless there's some sort or clamor for backstory and/or more entertainment.
It all boils down to this:
Pregnancy is a bitch.
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, all you current [Girl Blog]gers. Know what that love is going to earn you one day. I'm just so tired right now I don't know what to do with myself.

Thank goodness I have only one exam left at this point because I feel like I could break down at any moment, and that's not what a supportive husband does when he is needed. 5 exams in 8 days plus almost-due wife plus being sick plus not sleeping properly does not a balanced individual make.
(Plus casting for AHGL on Sunday, but you can sure as hell bet if something happens before then I'm going to be missing it.)

Ugh, blah, glargh.
TL, much <3 as always. Gonna go have some stew and probably pass out.
Or be a fucking moron and go play LoL since I haven't been able to for well over a week.

***
twitch.tv/waveofshadow ||| Winner of AHGL's So You Think You Can Cast! ||| Juicy Dad for lyfe ||| 'idk i get a kick out of stupid things' - Jarms Yarng
Abductedonut
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States324 Posts
December 15 2012 02:38 GMT
#2
One of my professors recently had a baby.

From what I heard, you'd better get used to not sleeping at all.
Ximeng
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
China57 Posts
December 15 2012 04:33 GMT
#3
If your wife's pregnancy is making you tired then,

I've got some news for you pal...

I'm not Chinese but it would be okay if I were
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24676 Posts
December 15 2012 04:38 GMT
#4
School + gf is tough.

School + wife is probably worse

School + pregentn wife sounds horrible to me... I would try really hard to avoid being in that situation.

You are almost through this part though, so good luck!
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
Kfish
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Chile282 Posts
December 15 2012 05:10 GMT
#5
Be strong! I have been in a similar situation, and it can be exhausting but at the end of the day you just have to think about being with the ones you love!

I have two kids, 8 months old.. Twins! My life used to be all about gaming and having fun.

In one year my life turned around, girlfriend became my wife, two babies, working full time and studying at night. Gaming still? Rarely... I do watch streams all the time though.

It was tough getting used to living a life I thought wouldn't come until much later. I was happy playing games and doing my thing but you know what? Watching my kids smile and laugh, seeing myself in my own apartment instead of my mom's basement with a family is 1000x better =)

Besides, my kids already watch Starcraft with me, in some time, we will play 3v3 together (maybe 4v4 if wife joins!)

They already hit the keyboard and grab the mouse, maybe they will also help me program!




So, good luck, be strong, be patient (VERY PATIENT), and everything will work out!

BreAKerTV
Profile Blog Joined November 2011
Taiwan1658 Posts
December 15 2012 05:57 GMT
#6
This is another reason why I want to adopt a kid. My wife never loses her looks, and we get to have a family all the same ^_^.
Retired caster / streamer "BingeHD". Digital Nomad.
Capped
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
United Kingdom7236 Posts
December 15 2012 06:30 GMT
#7
Dont be silly, Wrap your willy! :D

Congratulations on the baby (when he/she comes) and good luck in your exams and keeping your sanity.
Useless wet fish.
NeoIllusions
Profile Blog Joined December 2002
United States37500 Posts
December 15 2012 06:47 GMT
#8
Chin up, WoS.

Much <3.
ModeratorFor the Glory that is TeamLiquid (-9 | 155) | Discord: NeoIllusions#1984
WaveofShadow
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Canada31494 Posts
December 15 2012 07:58 GMT
#9
Thanks for all the well-wishes guise.
Just got a few hours sleep again so I'm feeling much better for now....until the next scare that is.
For all the people telling me 'just wait until blah blah blah' trust me, I know. My wife's sister had a kid just a month ago...I've seen....things. :D

I'm just talking about the present for now; I'm well aware things just get crazier and harder from here. I'm as prepared as I can be and we'll deal with it when it comes as best we can just like most parents. Don't get my ranting wrong, however, I wouldn't have it any other way.

Maybe I'll update one day with some details that aren't so vague so people understand where I'm coming from with all ma mama dramas.
twitch.tv/waveofshadow ||| Winner of AHGL's So You Think You Can Cast! ||| Juicy Dad for lyfe ||| 'idk i get a kick out of stupid things' - Jarms Yarng
TheEmulator
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
28088 Posts
December 15 2012 08:07 GMT
#10
On December 15 2012 13:38 micronesia wrote:
School + gf is tough.

School + wife is probably worse

School + pregentn wife sounds horrible to me... I would try really hard to avoid being in that situation.

You are almost through this part though, so good luck!

Yeah, I would not be able to handle that situation at all. The last one that is.
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B.I.G.
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
3251 Posts
December 15 2012 10:49 GMT
#11
Im confused now. Are you a pregnant lady who goes to school or is your gf being pregnant while you go to school?
NEEDZMOAR
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
Sweden1277 Posts
December 15 2012 16:56 GMT
#12
On December 15 2012 19:49 B.I.G. wrote:
Im confused now. Are you a pregnant lady who goes to school or is your gf being pregnant while you go to school?




Hes a pregnant lady who is doing a student..
there you go,
ez pezy
JBright
Profile Joined September 2010
Vancouver14381 Posts
December 15 2012 19:14 GMT
#13
and that's not what a supportive husband does when he is needed


Just read this line if you're confused...

Good luck with the exams and best wishes for your wife Wave. If you go play LoL and forget about priorities, just know that you can't be worse than GTR.
ModeratorThe good and the wise lead quiet lives. Neo's #1 Frenemy and nightmare.
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